Married Three Breeding Widow
No Matter of the World
"Woi, breng-sek." As soon as the whole family gathering activity was over, Banyu immediately went to Abhimanyu's room to make sure.
Banyu felt the need to make sure it had actually reached the stage where the Abhimanyu madness.
"Lo know, Bang? If washing blood makes you stop being my sodara, I wash your blood ampe clean now. You crazy man!"
Abhimanyu took off his shirt without heeding Banyu's words.
"Lo think Papa's a moron? You once told me that you ngaku to Papa ever like Juwita. You think Papa won't realize that you are fondain nyokap adek lo own foot!"
Abhimanyu laughed. "Why do you like shock anyway, Dek? It's just a song."
"Lo can get pregnant with a stranger girl using Justin Beiber's song so don't be innocent!"
"Lo's a pretty innocent." Abhimanyu sat on his bed and slipped a cigarette between his lips. "Because you adek me even like you don't want to really, here I tell you."
Abhimanyu exhaled with smoke into the air and smiled.
"I slept with her in my dream every single night. Actually, sometimes it's .. it's a day not just night." [Gue sleeps with Juwita every mallem in a dream. Sometimes, also during the day.]
Banyu did not know to be flabbergasted or actually already know but hoped Abhimanyu did not mention it.
Thas right. If only washing the blood could break the fraternity's rope, Banyu would pay a trillion to wash the blood of this man.
I don't know what kind of demon possessed him but it is guaranteed that he had been friends with the demon for a long time.
"Lo doesn't think I like the platonic Juwita, right? It's like you're an expert too."
Abhimanyu widened his legs, resting his elbows on his thighs as he looked down at Banyu.
"Gue tau lo macarin Talisa diem because what you like about him is just a good hand you hold his i-tu. Truth be told thanks to you getting bigger."
Abhimanyu laughs. "Kalo Juwita tau lo the big melon boy Junior High, I think he made you a congratulatory cake. Not all men's hands have skills."
"Fvck her, brother, not me."
The door to Abhimanyu's room was slammed shut, leaving Abhimanyu, who returned pensively alone.
Yes, Abhimanyu knows his brain is damaged. Mama didn't teach her to demean women and, frankly, Abhimanyu was taught to respect women for this and that reason.
So what can be expected? Banyu thought Abhimanyu would say 'as long as you're happy' then it's enough to love?
Chees.
Everything is broken. Abhimanyu can't fix anything and he won't, so just let it break.
After the cigarette ran out, Abhimanyu left. Intending to the kitchen to get some water as he heard from his sisters room, their voices were still heard. With the voice of Juwita.
Abhimanyu took a water bottle and approached the children's room. Looking from the door, Juwita was rubbing Nia and Lila's head while Yunia was asleep.
The absence of Adji there was enough to make Abhimanyu silent, looking at all that while chugging water. Abhimanyu's gaze was fixed straight on Juwita, on her face, on her tender and affectionate eyes, on her sweet lips and very easily smiling, she said, at a beauty that felt like no one else had but her own.
Abhimanyu is no hypocrite. He wants to have it and feel it. Not just fantasy and disgust in his head.
Abhimanyu's breath was heavy and hot. I don't know how many times he regretted not kissing Juwita when she was in front of him.
Why should Abhimanyu always be patient? Why should he always hold back on excuses that he doesn't even care about?
Abhimanyu doesn't care about people. Abhimanyu did not care about the world and his whole body spoke.
His heart wants Juwita. His body wants Juwita.
Therefore Abhimanyu will try to get it. Anyhow.
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