Married Three Breeding Widow
Curhatan Moms Six Children
Yunia was fine after sleeping in Abhimanyu's arms last night, but Juwita was rushed to the hospital because her asthma had recurred. Of course, it created a less pleasant situation because it should be that today their family is spending time with the Sakura family.
Juwita's mind couldn't stop spinning it. After going through so many things over the years, she was made to wonder if her marriage was really the right or the wrong decision.
Everything is based on money, it is true.
"Jewith."
"Mas." Juwita smiles as Adji appears after going to the doctor's office. "You go home, dad. At least you should have met your interview."
Adji. "Our priority is always family, right?"
Actually now Juwita does not want to be with Adji, see him or talk to him. Because Juwita was afraid if he lost control and said the wrong sentence because one of his body either holds what this taste is; Juwita was afraid of being carried away by emotions and then quarreled.
"Mas, please." Juwita tried hard to smile. "Don't make me talk to the same besan family."
At least Adji understood. Although heavy and very unwilling, Adji obeyed Juwita's words to go home.
Juwita just wants to be alone. Really, he really wanted to be alone until Juwita refused to be accompanied by Mom and Dad.
But there was an unexpected visit for him.
"Vivi." Bima opened her arms and came hugging Juwita after a long time.
"I don't think Mas came," said Juwita, trying to hold back even though he wanted to expel. "Yuli's Sister?"
"No. Yuli's craving again so well I'm here myself." Bima put her bag on the floor and then looked back at Juwita. "Okay, spit it out."
"Huh?"
"Come, Wi. We are in office even if we talk. You think I don't know you're a 'destruction' problem now?"
"Mas—"
"Your two biggest children are where you confide but ngeliat Abhimanyu suddenly married, other blablabla, obviously you do not confide in anyone. Come on, confide."
Juwita was bluffing her teeth to hold back because she was tired and I don't know but then her mouth moved on its own.
"I'm tired." Two words that made Juwita's body tremble and her crying broke. "I'm tired of everything, Mom. I'm tired. I'm tired of being a stepmom who cares about her stepdaughter. I'm tired of having to take care of them all. I'm tired and I want to stop but obviously can't stop because my son is three, the three of whom can't live without."
Juwita doesn't even care about her infused hands or the oxygen hose on her nose. The woman just cried until her shoulder was shaken violently.
"I'm tired until I feel like everything's wrong. I try to be perfect for everyone because they need it but I'm tired. I'm tired, plis plis plis I'm tired. I'm tired of everything!"
Bima probably did not suspect that his attack was big enough. But the mother's brother heard Juwita repeat the phrase 'i'm tired' up to hundreds of times as if it took that much to affirm.
Okay, at least it worked to make Juwita breathe better.
After spewing out everything, at least Juwita did not tremble anymore.
"I always thought that I could take responsibility for Melisa's child" he said to explain the tired issue. "I always, Mom, always thought I could. Because I don't need to be their mom, I just need to be their best friend."
"But?"
".... Abhimanyu still likes me."
For the first time, the water of Bima's face turned bad. "Abimanyu? Your firstborn?"
"Don't be clear" Juwita refused, especially on the word firstborn. It made him seem to have to be responsible because he was his son.
"Shiit" said Bima. "What the fvck?"
"And I think it's different, Mom."
"Clearly different!" emotional Bima response. "Different affairs of love of high school children who are more often ona-ni volleyball the same end-year college children. It's different."
"Mas."
"Couldn't you? I mean, you guys have been hanging out all this time? Deket as a parent's child."
Juwita. "I thought it was like that, too, but for him it was like a kayak .. I guess he stuck a friendzone."
"So she didn't get married because her boyfriend was pregnant first?"
"No. I'm mergokin he's affectionate— who's too affectionate as many women. First I mergokin he's the same girl A, keep him bring the girl B, keep her hold of the milk girl C, and I don't know who the D. There may also be E, F, G and Z."
Juwita breathed a weak breath. The complaint is clearly not over.
"I thought it was just him" said Juwita disappointed, "but it turns out Banyu too."
"What?!"
"It's just that Banyu nganggep I mama both—but he macarin son of Junior High to mess around, promise if he won't destroy people's children but it turns out he has a girlfriend who is the same as him."
From Bima's expression that 😳 Juwita knows it means the same as Juwita's thought.
Yes, taking care of people's children is too much for Juwita. Taking care of them is really very heavy right now.
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