Not the Seeds That Should Be
Chapters 10. Apologizing

"I'm sorry, Rian. I-I have to be honest. The biological father of this child is Alex." Sharmila said in a trembling voice and cried.

Rian looked at Sharmila, feeling a deep heartache. However, she still tried to maintain her composure and did not show her anger towards Sharmila.

"I'll forgive you, Sharmila. But there are conditions. You can't call Alex again, no matter what happens to our family in the future."

Sharmila nodded, "i-I understand, Rian mas. I-ila will never deal with or contact Alex again."

"After all, we'll move on with our lives after this." Rian said firmly, hoping that Sharmila would understand.

Sharmila looked at Rian dejectedly, "I-I know this is very difficult. I-I, I am ready to accept the consequences. Whatever it is, Rian. Ta-pi, but please don't involve my parents. I-I'll try to apologize and reach for their blessing again."

Rian pondered for a moment. She knew that her mother would definitely not accept Sharmila anymore after knowing this truth. But he didn't want to add to Sharmila's burden.

"All right, I'll help you. But, you must be prepared for the consequences."

Sharmila smiled faintly, feeling relieved that Rian was still willing to help her. They then talked further about how to apologize to Rian's mother and how to deal with this situation in the future.

Although there were still many problems to deal with, Sharmila felt a little relieved that Rian was still with her and they were trying to make things right.

After Rian and Sharmila talk about their problems, they both try to find a solution to help Sharmila regain the blessing of Rian's mother. Rian decides to help Sharmila in order to apologize to her mother and regain her blessing.

"Tomorrow we go to Mom's house. You want to, right?" ask Rian.

"Yes, Rian. M-ila, start to be ready to meet with mama and endure everything that mama will do." Sharmila follows Rian's wishes.

In Sharmila's heart, she promises to be a good wife to Rian and their child. However, he still felt very guilty for his mistake. He felt very lucky to have such a kind-hearted Rian and to forgive him for the great mistake he had made.

'How can I forgive myself for making this mistake? How can I account for everything to Rian and our son?' sharmila thought in her heart.

However, he also feels moved by Rian's attitude of choosing to forgive him and help him apologize to his mother. He promises to improve himself and keep Rian's trust together and happy.

'Mas Rian, I won't let you down again. I will do everything I can to be a good wife and make you happy. I promise I will continue to improve myself and prove that I deserve to be with you, Sharmila thought in her heart again.

Sharmila feels very guilty for her mistake which has caused a lot of trouble in Rian's family. She feels very lucky that Rian is still giving her a chance to mend their relationship and help Sharmila apologize to her mother.

After thinking things through, Sharmila felt very grateful for the whereabouts of Rian and their child. He knew that Rian was a good man and loved him sincerely. He did not want to lose Rian and his family because of his own mistakes.

Now, Sharmila felt moved and sad to see her infant son. He took it from the swing and hugged it tightly. He spoke softly to his son, as if he could understand his words.

"I'm sorry mom, son," Sharmila said slowly. "I'm sorry your mother made such a big mistake. I am so sorry for everything that happened, but I promise to fix it. Mama will be a good mother to you, and Papa Rian will always be there for both of us."

Sharmila kissed her son's forehead and hugged him again tightly. She hopes her son can feel the warmth of love from his parents, even though the situation is not easy.

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The next day, Rian invites Sharmila to come to his house and tell his mother directly about the truth of Sharmila's pregnancy and her child's birth. Rian hopes that by doing so, his mother will understand the situation and be willing to give Sharmila a second chance to correct her mistake, just as she did.

When they arrive at his mother's house, Rian introduces Sharmila and their son with respect.

Ruli, Rian's mother, looks surprised and sad to see her new granddaughter. However, she could not hide her disappointment towards Sharmila and her family. He felt that the Sharmila family had been cheating Rian and his family all along.

The situation gets more tense when Sharmila tries to apologize to her mother Rian.

"Ma. Mama, M-ila, I'm sorry."

But, her mother Rian did not have the slightest feeling to forgive her. He could only scold and scorn Sharmila. Even when Sharmila lowered her head and tried to give an explanation, her mother Rian remained unwilling to listen and continued her ridicule.

"You are a great deceiver, troubling my son's life!" shouted Ruli, her mother Rian with anger and sharp eyes.

Rian's mother looked very angry and disappointed. She refuses to talk to Sharmila and feels that Sharmila has destroyed her family. Rian tries to explain the situation and pleads with her mother to give Sharmila a chance to correct her mistake.

Sharmila tries to apologize again and give an explanation, but her mother Rian has no intention of listening in the least. He simply continued with the ridicule and ridicule that made Sharmila even more embarrassed and helpless.

"That's it, there's no sorry for you! My grandson is not my flesh and blood, and I don't want to see your face again!" said Rian's mother firmly.

Sharmila felt desperate. He doesn't know what else to do. He had tried his best to apologize and mend his relationship with Rian's mother, but it was all in vain. He felt very sad and disappointed because he could not get the blessing of his mother Rian.

Rian also explains that he has forgiven Sharmila and promises to accompany her in every step to correct her mistake.

Ruli, looks not too trusting and still difficult to accept the situation that occurred.

Sharmila apologized and admitted her mistake. He promises not to repeat the mistake again and wants to improve relations with Rian's family. Sharmila admitted that she was very sorry and did not intend to cause any trouble in Rian's family.