Not the Seeds That Should Be
Chapters 12. Not Completely
They sat together in a corner of the cafe, with their hands intertwined and their eyes constantly looking at each other. They are drunk on love, thrown into their own world filled with happiness and warmth. They don't care about the people around them talking and laughing, because they feel like the only people in the room.
No one can stop their feelings for each other. Every time they spoke, it sounded like beautiful music was uniting them. No worry, no fear or anxiety. There is only genuine happiness, and a deep sense of love.
When they get drunk on love, they give each other attention, kiss each other's lips and try to hold each other's hands tightly. They assure each other that they love each other and will never leave each other. Everything felt perfect, as if the world was just the two of them.
Sharmila was surprised by her own daydreams, about the situation she was in with Alex back then. Something that has now become his biggest regret.
'If only I had done nothing to seek a satisfaction of curiosity...'
Now Sharmila faces a more complicated problem because Rian's mother, Ruli, has not been able to forgive herself and give her blessing to maintain her relationship with Rian.
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Rian and Sharmila both return to visit Rian's mother's house to apologize. They come with sincere hearts and bring gifts as a form of their apology.
Ruli, at first reluctant to accept them, but Rian tries to persuade her and apologizes for the mistake that has happened.
"Ma. Give us a chance to fix everything."
However, Ruli still looks difficult to accept Sharmila. Rian and Sharmila continue to try to persuade Rian's mother and explain that they can all improve their relationship and live happily together.
"I'm sorry Sharmila, ma. Rian had already forgiven her, giving her a chance to change."
Rian apologizes to his mother for upsetting him and promises to mend their family relationship. He also asked his mother to consider giving Sharmila a chance.
Rian's family just kept quiet and didn't say a word. Rian felt anxious and worried that his efforts would be in vain.
"Ta-pi sa-ya promised, I will try to be a good wife for Rian mas and family. Sa-ya is so sorry."
Sharmila expressed her regret in a stammer.
In this situation, Rian feels trapped between love for Sharmila and affection for his mother. Rian's heart was full of worries and dilemmas, he found it very difficult to choose between the two.
On the one hand, Rian loves Sharmila very much and already has a strong emotional bond with the woman, even before Sharmila gets pregnant and they get married. But on the other hand, Rian also felt very close to his mother and did not want to make his mother disappointed.
He felt himself to have been lied to by Sharmila and felt unable to trust the woman anymore. But at the same time, Rian also felt that he could not punish Sharmila by divorcing her. He knew that this would be very painful for Sharmila, and would also have a bad impact on their child.
Right now, Rian was feeling sad, indecisive, and stressed. He knew he had to make a decision, but it was very difficult to do. He felt trapped in an unfair and unfair situation, and did not know how to resolve all of this in a good way.
Moreover, her mother also came to her mother Sharmila's house, with great anger because of the disappointment she had with Sharmila. Ruli scolds her besieged for not being honest and feels that they have been framed by the two of them with Sharmila's pregnant state and they have known about it before marrying Rian.
Just then, her mother Rian came with a quick step to Sharmila's mother's house with an unbearable sense of anger and disappointment. As soon as he got to the door, he knocked strongly and without waiting for long, Sharmila's mother opened the door. Rian's mother loudly cursed Sharmila's mother.
"How can you do something like this? Deceived me and my son in a very sneaky way! I am so disappointed in your family!" Ruli said in a high tone.
Sharmila's mother could only bow her head and apologize sincerely, "I'm sorry, ma'am. We don't mean to deceive anyone. We are so sorry for what happened."
"No! There is no apology for you! You have lied to us and played with our feelings! Do you know how much it hurts my child to know that the child born is not his own flesh and blood?" ruli's snapping is getting louder.
Sharmila's mother, Puji, was silent, she did not know what else to say. However, Ruli did not stop her anger.
"And you, baby grandma! Why aren't you being honest with us about Sharmila's pregnancy? You guys should have told the truth from the start, instead of letting us get caught up in this lie!" turn Ruli to Sharmila's mother.
Sharmila's mother tried to defend herself, "I'm sorry, ma'am. I don't know what else to do, I love Sharmila and my new granddaughter. I don't want to lose both."
"You all lied to me and my son! You can do nothing but lie and hurt others!" katar Ruli is getting upset over Puji's defense.
Hearing Rian's mother's increasingly loud speech, Sharmila who was standing behind her mother started to feel uneasy. She knew that her mother Rian was very angry with her and her family. He felt very guilty for everything that happened and begged to be forgiven.
"Ma, Mila is very sorry for what happened. I apologize for all the mistakes that Mila has made. Mila loves Rian very much and does not want to lose him. Please give Mila a chance to fix everything, Ma." asked Sharmila in a low voice.
Ruli responded coldly, "It's too late to apologize, Sharmila. We don't want you guys together anymore. Rian will divorce you and you will have to accept the consequences of your own actions."
Sharmila was sitting limp on the floor, her tears flowing down. She knew that this was the end of her relationship with Rian, and she felt very sad and disappointed. But on the other hand, he also felt guilty for everything he had done.
Ruli who was in this state felt very disappointed and angry. She feels trapped by Sharmila and her family for not being told that Sharmila was pregnant with someone else before marrying Rian. This sense of disappointment and anger culminated when he learned that the grandson Sharmila was born with was not his flesh and blood, but the son of someone else who had done nothing with Sharmila.
Ruli feels let down by Sharmila and her family who are not honest with the real situation. He felt himself a victim of their lies. This made her very angry and she found it hard to forgive Sharmila.