Not the Seeds That Should Be

Not the Seeds That Should Be
Chapters 13. Still Trying


"Why is Rian's fate like this?"


"Why should Rian marry a woman like Sharmila?"


Question after question was asked by her mother Rian. He felt disappointed and also very sad over this situation. He loved his son very much and wanted to have a grandson who was his flesh and blood. But now all his hopes are shattered due to the lies perpetrated by Sharmila and her family. She felt sad that she had to lose something that meant so much to her.


Under these circumstances, of course Ruli was difficult to control her emotions. He was often explosive and angry for no apparent reason. But behind it all, he still loves his son and wants the best for Rian. He only felt that his beliefs had been violated and his feelings were deeply hurt by a fatal lie.


At the moment the sky looked grey and overcast, the wind was blowing fiercely and as if it was giving a heavier atmosphere around Sharmila's house. The leaves of the tree rumbled and filled the air with pitiful voices. The sunlight was unable to penetrate the layer of gray clouds that covered the sky, making the day feel even darker.


Inside the house, the atmosphere was also quiet. Sharmila's mother felt anxious and tense, fearing her iron temper. He did not know how to calm his iron heart that was very disappointed, sad and angry.


Sharmila, who had decided to apologize, also felt sad and anxious about the reaction her mother-in-law would give.


In the distance there was the sound of thunder coming closer. The rush of rain began to fall, giving a dramatic effect and adding sadness to an already sad mood. The sound of the rain filled the silence inside Sharmila's house, making the situation even more tense and silent.


In such a dark and gloomy state of nature, it further adds to the despair that Ruli is currently feeling. Everything was gloomy and looked hopeless.


This seems to represent the feelings of Ruli's heart which is being hit by disappointment and deep sadness.


Meanwhile, inside the house, Sharmila's mother tries to find a way to calm her iron heart. However, his efforts were unsuccessful, as Ruli continued to speak in a high tone and felt aggrieved by the lies perpetrated by Sharmila and her family.


Natural conditions that support the state of the heart Ruli, as if adding dramatic effects on the situation that is happening. However, at the same time, it also gives the realization that everything does have the right time and place.


The rain that fell at that time, also gave a sign that the situation needed to be cleaned and restarted from the beginning, in order to get better in the future.


Rain that falls rapidly, it could be a sign that tears that are shed due to disappointment and sadness, should be used as a cleaning tool for the liver, so as to restore trust and peace among their families.


The silence that occurred within Sharmila's house, further confirmed that it was a very important moment for Ruli and Sharmila, to hear each other, understand, understand each other, finding the best solution for all problems.


A chance to start over, give each other the best, and hope that everything is as good as it was before the incident and get caught.


At present, Sharmila is still trying to get the blessing of her mother Rian, namely Ruli, in some way so that her mother-in-law is destroyed. He also changed his appearance for the better because he himself did feel guilty and sorry for the incident he did consciously.


Sharmila herself actually never expected and felt very hit with the situation she was facing right now. He feels so sorry and guilty for what he has done to him in the past, that it hurts Rian and his family. Therefore, he continues to try to correct his mistake by changing his behavior and apologizing to Rian and his family.


"Hiks hyks... What am I supposed to do? Why wasn't I honest from the start? Now I'm ruining everything.


"How can I fix all this? I have to do everything I can to apologize and correct my mistakes."


"How can I do something like this? I ruined everything and disappointed the people I loved. Huhuhuhoo..."


"Hiks hyks... What am I supposed to do? How can I apologize and fix everything?


"I feel so guilty and sorry for the bad decisions I made. I have to brave the consequences of my actions and try to fix everything."


"Huhuhoo...I have to find a way to make everything okay. I can't let things like this continue. I have to do what's best for everyone I love."


"Hiks... I need to be able to right the wrongs I've done and prove that I can be a good and trustworthy wife."


A deep regret was felt by Sharmila, after everything happened.


One of the ways Sharmila rectified her mistake was by trying to get the blessing of her mother Rian. However, the mother-in-law was still difficult to forgive Sharmila because she felt she had been lied to all this time.


Rian's mother also felt very disappointed by the behavior of Sharmila who had betrayed Rian since before their marriage occurred.


"Mas. I-I, I'm sorry and I'm asking for help. Please give me a chance and help me get my blessing from my mom."


"M-ila, Mila doesn't know what else to do. Mila can't melt mom's heart."


However, Sharmila was not discouraged and still tried to correct her mistake. One of the efforts made by Sharmila was to ask for help from her own husband, Rian.


In several meetings, Sharmila continued to try to discuss the matter with her mother-in-law. He expressed his concern about the fate of his marriage that might end if his mother Rian remained unwilling to forgive him.


"Ma, I'm sorry Mila, ma."


"When you promise, Mila promises to fix everything."


Sharmila also asked her mother-in-law to help her to correct the mistake she had made.


But after all, Ruli had already felt a deep disappointment. Ruli not only feels lied to, cheated, but betrayed.


All the trust and unfortunately for the son-in-law, bear the fruit of a disappointment that can not be treated by anything. Even with a thousand words of apology.


Ruli really feels disappointed, and of course this is a thing that is felt by all mama, if you get a daughter-in-law like Sharmila.


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What about readers? Is Ruli outrageous or is this a natural thing to happen?