Not the Seeds That Should Be
Chapter 5. Various Kinds of Mind

At first, Rian was curious. Secretly, Rian finds out about the man who has impregnated Sharmila. She wanted to know who was responsible for Sharmila's pregnancy. The girl is already his wife within a day, but in reality has been five months pregnant.

But, when he discovers that Alex is the real father, Rian has no idea what he should do. On the one hand, she feels that Alex must take responsibility for Sharmila's pregnancy, but on the other, Rian cannot ignore Sharmila's own wishes.

From several sources, Rian discovers that Alex is the ex-lover of his wife, who is supposed to be in charge of the child.

'But why doesn't Alex care about Sharmila?' ask Rian in heart.

He kept looking for answers that could make him think further about Sharmila's current state.

In this kind of situation, it was important for Rian to take the time to think about the consequences of his actions. Rian had to consider the impact of any actions he took on Sharmila, Alex, and even on himself.

Despite strong evidence, from a brief message that Alex was responsible for Sharmila's pregnancy, Rian reconsiders that Sharmila has revealed the truth about her circumstances to Alex. But Alex doesn't care, because all that happens is Sharmila's own will.

Rian feels that he should talk directly to Alex after finding evidence that Alex is the biological father of the child conceived by Sharmila. Rian chose to come see Alex in his office to talk about the matter.

'I have to meet Alex.'

Eventually Rian actually contacts Alex, unbeknownst to Sharmila. And now they're in a cafe not far from the hospital.

"Hi, Alex. Introduce, I'm Rian. Can we talk for a second?" Rian introduced himself once in front of Alex.

"Oh, you called me earlier. Of course, what's up?" Alex behaves naturally because he doesn't know what Rian wants to talk to him about.

"I found evidence that you are the biological father of the child conceived by Sharmila." Rian said straight to the point.

Alex frowned hearing Rian's words. But a second later he smiled faintly. "Yes, I know. Sharmila told me everything."

Rian was quite surprised to hear the flat answer given by Alex just now. "But, don't you feel that you have to take responsibility for this child?" tanyanya.

Alex shook his head. "I've spoken to Sharmila and she's already told me that she doesn't want me involved in this kid's life. He felt that it was the right decision for him and he wanted to take responsibility for himself."

"But, was that really the right decision? This child also has the right to have both of his parents in charge of him." Rian tried to guess Alex's heart.

But in reality, Alex stayed flat. He was not affected by anything that Rian said.

"I understand what you're saying, but I think you should understand Sharmila's decision. He has thought things through carefully and I feel that we should respect his decision."

Rian also feels angry at Alex for impregnating his wife. He feels that Alex has no morals and does not value a supposed relationship with Sharmila. Rian felt that Alex had taken something very valuable from him.

Rian was stunned for a moment to think and ease his red after hearing Alex's words without any burden. "But would it not be better if you were responsible for this child?" ask again.

"I can't force him. If Sharmila doesn't want me involved, then it has to be her who decides. After all, he himself wanted that time."

"But, aren't you worried about the long-term consequences of these actions? It means for Sharmila and her son."

Alex chuckles at Rian's question which he thinks is strange. "Hehehe... I've thought about it and I think that this is the best decision for Sharmila and this child. I can't give her the responsibility, and she knows it."

Rian let out a long sigh upon hearing Alex's reply. "Hmmm... All right, I get it."

After a while later Alex left the place, after finishing talking about Sharmila and her baby who is still in the stomach.

Rian was sad and disappointed. He felt that he had been betrayed by his wife and that their relationship had been broken. He felt that he could no longer trust his wife and felt deceived. He felt hurt because his wife chose to cheat and get pregnant with others, even before they were married.

After the conversation with Alex, Rian began to think about the next step to take.

'What should I do now? How can I help Sharmila and this kid? I-I, I cannot let the two of them face this matter alone.'

'I need to talk to Sharmila. I need to know what he's thinking and what he wants next.'

'But what about Alex? I think he should take responsibility for this kid. But, if Sharmila doesn't want her involved, what can I do?'

'I need to find out about Sharmila before this? Are the two used to living freely, or just love that is not finished?'

'I can't let Sharmila and this kid fight alone. I have to do something to help them.'

However, Rian also felt anxious and worried for the future of Sharmila and her son. He felt that he had to take action to protect his wife and son Sharmila from this difficult situation. He found it difficult to think about the future and improve things because of this very difficult situation.

'How do you respond, and the people who will know all this?'

'But Sharmila is my wife now. I can't leave him alone in this state.'

On the other hand, Rian felt guilty and responsible for this situation. He feels that he is not giving enough attention and needs to Sharmila that he is still thinking about, can even be tempted to have an affair and get pregnant with Alex before they are officially married.

Rian feels guilty and responsible for the failure of their relationship and this difficult situation.

'But, what if the child is born and the time is much faster than normal calculations?'

'How does mother respond, if her face also does not resemble a strong my family?'

'Arghhhh...'

Rian squeezed his own hair, facing a situation that made him have to think hard.