Nyctophile
Nightly

Night and dark will always promise a comfortable and quiet for me, night will always create a dark that I like so much, night always presents a sparkling space that is never presented by day.

I had been a wife for a week, yes, the wife of an Areska, the man who almost took away my future and my honor, the man who until this moment is still trying to avoid and I do not consider his existence.

So far Ares hasn't said much, he's done what he wants to do, tried to get close to me, but I tried to ignore him.

Staying in her residence was a difficult choice for me, moreover there was only me, a part-time housekeeper, a security and an Areska, a, that fear and worry always shackled my brain and a little dot in my dark.

Tonight the housekeeper named Nadia, asked Ares not to return to her house, considering she is a part-time housekeeper, I will ask her this.

In the kitchen, Nadia was still struggling with books and pens, I did not know what she had actually recorded.

"Sir, it's eight o'clock, how come you're not home yet?" I said that try to be friendly, because for 4 days here, I just quietly observe around.

"Yes ma'am, in the father's order, accompany the mother until tomorrow morning, because the father has business."

"oh, if he wants to go home, go home, I can do it myself." I replied.

"Sorry Mom, but this is my father's order, and I'll be alone anyway."

"I'm not alone, there's Mr. Hadi in front, if there's anything I can shout." I replied again.

"Just like Mom, you won't give me my permission to go home, let me just accompany mom, mother tumben down what's up, ma'am,?' ask her back to me.

Indeed usually after isya I never go down again to the ground floor, the reason is the same Areska, usually the creature returned home at 8 pm, and because lazy to see it, Areska, the best thing I can do is stay in my room, my room and Ares are separate, Ares gave it to me, maybe he knows what I really want.

"Mom." The 33-year-old woman spoke again.

"Well, what's wrong?" ask me back.

"It's all the monthly notes, I used to do this and I spent it, but I think, now there is a mother, who has the right to manage finances and the house, and I think, yesterday I talked about everything the same father, said the father please ask the mother, if you do not mind this task the mother who holds and arranges?"

I smiled at Nadia's words, Ares also talked to me this morning but unfortunately I still don't care about anything the man is talking about.

"Sir Nadia, do you mind, if I say I don't want to interfere in the affairs of this house, I entrust all the affairs of the house to Nadia alone."

"But Ma'am?"

At three o'clock in the morning, I woke up from the sound of my mind, the habit of this night never passing by, not arrogant, but it was like that, I opened the door of the room, about to go to the kitchen on the first floor, to go to the kitchen, my eyes were fixed on the room in front of the bedroom I was in, Ares's study, the door was open, I wanted to close it, but instead Ares came out that door and looked at me.

"Woke?" said relaxed.

I just looked down and ignored him.

"Zaya, can we talk" he said ahead of my step without touching me.

I looked at his face, watching his every move.

"What to talk about? I don't think there's anything to talk about" I said with a flat tone and a face that refused to talk.

"Zaya, tomorrow I have a trip out of town, I can't leave you here alone, want to come or go back to your apartment, with your father and mother?" tanyanya slow.

"Do you doubt that I can take care of myself or not? if the reason I married you was only because of the coercion of mother and father, until this moment I am still alone in the apartment, and until now I can still do everything myself." say me firmly.

"Za, I ask you well, if you want to be here alone, let me tell Nadia to stay here until I get home, I'm not talking about underestimating you, I know you can take care of yourself but I'm worried that if you're alone, remember one thing Za you're my current wife."

"Don't remind Za of things she doesn't want to remember."

"You will be evasive whenever you stay, you remain my wife, I love you Za."

My eyes glared at him a remark I had never heard from anyone, that even Zafran did not reply to me at that time.

"No need to talk about feelings."

"But all that is true, instead I take this path" he said, staring at me, my tears almost spilled, I really could not face a situation like this.

"Liar." I said, then turned to the kitchen to get a drink.

My irregular breathing my tears really fell, the impossible thing about me and Ares, all impossible, Ares' gaze on Ayes was so real.

I spread the prayer mat with wisdom I carried out the sunah that made my whole world peaceful, there in the extinguishing of lights, tears and all my complaints to the owner of the world and its contents.