Nyctophile
Arguing

This afternoon we arrived in Surabaya, after a boring thousand-language silent journey, an hour and a half adjacent to Ares made me bored instead of playing, just being able to play a flat object called a cell phone and stare straight at the seat of another passenger, how can dialogue, just look at it I'm reluctant.

A car with a private driver drove me and Ares to a restaurant that is quite famous here.

"I'm hungry, we eat first" he said briefly and walked ahead of me to open the door next to me.

I could do this little thing, without much talk and fear of being stirred up, I got out of the car.

Arriving inside the restaurant Ares chooses a table close to the outdoor atmosphere garden, Ares calls the waiter and orders a meal.

"I want a Soka crab salted egg 1, white rice 2, warm orange water one yes mbak, my wife, what do you want to order?" he said that invited my sharp gaze.

"Mbak I want chondro to burn one, ice lemon tea one, the same steamed bread one yes, thank you mbak." said I.

"I re-order it yes Mr. Bu, one salted egg Soka crab, one warm orange, two white rice, one baked condro, one lemon tea ice, one steamed bun of the cherry, one steamed bun, it is true that there are more who want to be added." said the waiter of the restaurant.

"That's not all it was" said Ares.

Then it was quiet, I didn't know what to do, all I saw was the phone screen again and again, but suddenly Ares's hand closed the screen of my phone.

My eyes looked at his face, he seemed to smile and say.

"Better your cell phone yes compared to your husband who is not this much?" again and again the loving gaze that I hate most greets me.

"indeed, the men who inhabit my cell phone are better than what I see right now" I replied.

"Do you hate me the same? you're not wrong, I deserve you to hate, not papa at hate, the important thing is that I can be so close to you, even in hatred, and remember one thing, he said, they're illegal to you while I'm halal." Ares smiled.

"Can't you don't impose your will" I said.

"I've never forced my will, but I've made the wrong move, I should have taken what I wanted, but I ran down the wrong path, to the point that it was so crazy." answer Ares.

This crazy talk finally stopped when our food was served at the table, Ares did eat a lot during the day, compared to morning and night, instead he chose two servings of rice.

We eat quietly.

"My wife." My eyes fell on this man in front of me.

"Don't try my food? it's delicious." I just kept quiet and enjoyed my meal, but Ares instead filled his hands with the piece of Soka crab he was enjoying, then put it right on my lips, insolent indeed, but that's Ares.

"Za no ma..."

"Nobody?" my speech was cut off because the finger and crab went into my mouth, rather Ares' big finger stopped on my lips, annoying.

"Areska Bagaskara's! stop acting so annoying, don't make me hate you more and divorce you!" upset me, then got out of that seat and left Ares.

Half an hour I waited for Ares in the car, and now that he had his nose, the annoying man just smiled at me with his teeth clean.

"Yes, sir, thank you very much for the food" said Mr. Roy.

All the way I was just silent and now we set foot in the yard of the house that has been a few months not occupied, there is only my bude that every day turns on the lights or just clean the house, of course it's not all free because bang Fahri will teach him every month.

"Loh ndok, why didn't you come home and not say bude?" ask Bude Ros who does not know my return.

"Yes bude, Ares has business, everything is sudden so Za can't say bude." I replied.

"Oh, bude is not ready for anything, later tonight there is also a bude event, the possibility of bude can not nemenin you."

"No papa bude there Ares, let Ares who accompanied this bude ponakan." Ares answered Bude Ros's words earlier.

"Then, bude pamit, if there's anything call bude Yo..."

I just nodded and went into the house.

After Maghrib, I cleaned the room and the living room and even the kitchen did not escape from my hands, dust everywhere, even though I knew bude cleaned it, but the same for me, he said, everything looks dusty.

"Zp... Zayana ..." Ares' voice after the congregation in the mosque, the man had not yet returned when I told him to leave, from the kitchen I walked towards the living room.

"What's wrong?" ask me.

"Daily need, there is a snack, milk, soap, shampoo, dergen, and some fruit, there is bread, peanut butter, and gallons of water" he explained.

"I don't need all that, I can shop online, or walk across the street to buy all my needs" I said.

Ares just smiled, maybe he thought a smile could make me a little relaxed when I was getting upset.

"You have me, whatever you need God willing I will fulfill, I like it if you tell me, I like it when you ask for something from me."

"Okey I ask one thing for you."

"What's that?'

"Get out of my life! if you can do it I'll be very appreciative and grateful to you."

Ares simply smiled and exhaled a rough breath.

"Za, I'm not going to let go of anything else get out of the way, I already have this kind of happiness with you here, even though you don't think I exist, but I am calm, because I can take care of you, even if you refuse, my actions are unforgivable, but now if I do the same, you are the sinner, for not doing your duty and giving me my right."

"You know one thing, a relationship like that without a wife is sinful and it's haram."

"But did you forget when Ijab kabul, you were asked if you meridhoi this marriage, do you want this marriage, whether you are forced by this marriage, whether you are forced by this marriage, are you in a state of distress, all those questions are ready for you to answer, if you answer otherwise, maybe all will not happen, but what? now you are the legal wife of an Areska, you are my wife, but calm I will not force you, until you forgive yourself and want to live it all with me."

After that little argument Ares came out of the house, somewhere he went, I waited for him until the dawn of dawn reverberated but he didn't come, not because I wanted to wait and care for him, I don't get to heart if the man sleeps in the yard and is seen by people around.