Nyctophile
Piqued

Fajr dingsing presenting orange on the horizon, Surabaya, dawn at the beginning and dawn first in comparison to Jakarta, wake up for tahajud prayer after that, dawn azan reverberate, morning prayer, I chant some holy verses of the Qur'an to start the day.

Tears that do not want to spill, now forced to spill, complains that I keep tight, now open and spoken, not my mouth that wants but my heart that can not be.

Ten days have been this marriage, my chest still feels tight, want to refuse but this is what I have chosen, there are doubts, after a few days I ask the best way to the Khaliq.

There was worry among the hatred I inflicted on my husband, one side, he was the husband I should have craved for his presence, whom I should have loved wholeheartedly, but he was Ares, he was, the man who had disfigured me, the man Aisyah chose and he also recovered my parents.

Tok.... (Setting the door to room )

"Yes for a moment" said I who decided to pause my Qur'an reading, with my face still attached I opened the door.

Once I knew who was knocking on the door and was behind it my lips shut up and my gaze lowered.

"Beautiful, have you finished praying? I'm sorry to bother you." said Ares, who knocked on the door was Ares.

"What's wrong?" ask me.

"The front door is unlocked, so is the gate, not afraid of a burglar or a stranger entering?" tanyanya is still watching me.

"It was just that I unlocked it, so take it easy." let me lie, when all night I was in the living room, awake and had two hours sleep.

"Oh, thank God, so last night's fear didn't happen."

"You think I'm that stupid?"

"No, you're smart, you're good at lying!" With a mocking yet flat tone he spoke again.

"I came back last night at one o'clock, the turnstile was unlocked, so was the front door, but I watched someone fall asleep on the couch, hehe..."

Ares was really mocking me, he was laughing while showing his teeth, damn why he had to go home, even I didn't hear his footsteps.

I'd like to reason, but I'm.

"Why? what else to reason? don't lie, my wife, thank you for waiting for me to come back, hopefully this is the first step to our relationship" he said in a gentle tone that is very confident this human being.

"Mr Areska Bagaskara, listen to me carefully." Ares looked at me with a look that was like a mockery, figuring out what I was going to do.

"I have neighbors, my house is a housing complex and they know that you are my husband, and I am your wife, without them knowing what really happened, what would they think if they saw you coming back in the middle of the night and sleeping outside, they would definitely be talking a no-no, right?"

"But you should be able to think, if I could just go back to my house, sleep there and not come back here, last night we had a fight, Za..."

He paused his words and smiled at me, saw my eyes fixed, then his hand stroked my cheek.

"I know you've been crying, next time let me remove this for you yeah." I'll take a very nice hand, which is so big from my face.

"I can remove it myself so don't bother yourself to remove it." I said annoyed, I left the room without tidying up anything I used.

Still wearing my face because I went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast, this morning I was really hungry, either because my eating was not right, or I put out a lot of energy because of the emotion with Ares.

Fried noodles mixed with eggs, bean sprouts, mustard and meatballs have now been served at the dinner table, fragrant as well as making my stomach struggling to enjoy immediately.

Ares in a maroon shirt suit, black tie, black pants and a suit he hadn't worn walked towards me.

"Only one plate? you didn't make me breakfast?" he said glancing at me, I just silently lazily debated him, he could find his own breakfast.

"Don't want to answer, yes already, don't eat too much noodles, you like the bean sprouts, said the sprouts are good for fertility programs." Said Ares who seemed to have deliberately ignited my emotions.

"What do you mean?" I said annoyed, Ares smiled.

"No intention whatsoever, just a little telling, is wrong? if you are indeed following the program, it does not matter to me, the sign is that you are ready, I am happy, oh yes later I will buy you the supplement as well." Ares replied with a fluffy smile, reflexed from annoyance I finally pinched Ares' waist, until he complained in pain...

"Aduu, du du du... Dear sick! forgive me.." he said, the longer I got more annoyed with the words that came out of his mouth.

"Did you say that?" my hand still delivers torment on his waist.

"What's? I didn't say anything, you were wrong."

Could I have heard wrong? it seems not, I started loosening my pinch, but when I took off yes, even my hands were pulled, I turned to face him, he said, suddenly one light kiss came to my forehead and Ares immediately dodged and stepped away quickly.

"Wait for me to come home baby, I promise I'll finish the job quickly, don't worry" he shouted as he left the dining room.

I'll never wait for you, how dare that man touch me, aaaaa Oh God I'm not willing, I don't know, but I'm upset right now.