Nyctophile
Shitty

The night continues with silence but not with calm, ever since Ares revealed what happened to him yesterday, I've grown increasingly afraid, afraid to be trapped by Ares' possessive love and obsession with wanting me.

Ares had we met before Zafran and Ayesha were present, all this drama would probably not have been this painful, and the feeling I gave was not hatred and disgust towards you, but that was the case, the word if it should never have existed.

Trings... (Image message in)

Mothers...

Za, how are you? Ares said he asked you to come to Surabaya, but you didn't want to come, why? you scared? if you're afraid, Ares is now your husband, not your mother to interfere, but just follow Ares' request once, there Ares works, and if you don't, come along, it would only disturb his concentration.

I quickly returned my mother's message.

Me

Ma'am, Za can't go with Ares no matter what Ares' reason, for Za, alone here is much safer than having to be with Ares, even if Ares is legitimately touching Za or something, like that, but Za needs time Mom, please Mom don't force Za again, it's enough with this wedding.

Mothers...

Forgive the wishes of the mother who always burdens you, I know this is hard for you son, but I'm sure with Ares you will be better, mother loves you.

Again and again, all of my words made me collapse, Za knows Mom, I love Za, but why should Ares.

"Good morning ma'am," Ratna greeted me who was still glued to the dining table.

"Morning." answered me with tears, and nervousness, wanting to leave, but Ares showed up at the same time as he served breakfast.

"Za, where are you going? Accompany me with breakfast." he said pulling my hand back to sit, I removed my tears that almost spilled with my sleeves.

"Sir Nad, please bread" Ares told Nadia's mother.

"This sir." handed him bread.

Ares took peanut butter and cheese, smeared two loaves of bread with peanut butter, then grated the cheese on top, and then grated it, pouring sweetened condensed milk over her shredded cheese then putting the bread on my plate, I still looked at her confusedly, she smiled and I was still ignorant, when the orange juice poured into my glass, I spoke.

"Enough" I said, Ares' eyes now look at me with the gaze I hate the most, yes the gaze he once gave Aisya with the pretext to cover up her vision on me.

"What's my WIFE." What does she mean by such a call.

Ares smiled then sighed and answered my words.

"I'm just trying to unite my wife, is it wrong? it's just a small thing, I don't want to impress my wife, and I say thank you, because one bite means so much to me."

I wanted to throw the bread in Ares's face, but I didn't feel that good, I refused to reply to Ares' words, I took a new glass and poured water and then I drank up to half a glass, Ares, who was still chewing on the piece of vegetables in his mouth, picked up the glass that I had been drinking in, then use the glass for himself to drink the same water from inside the glass on the same side where my lips stopped.

"I wonder, why is the water sweet? is there sugar in the water." Ares monologue with himself.

My face was like a boiled crab when it held back emotions, annoying, especially looking at Nadia smiling. Nadia's mother always accompanied us to eat, even everything in this house was sometimes asked Ares to eat together

"Mother not eating? or do I want to get some other food?' ask Nadia.

"Don't mbak, I can take it myself" I said.

I was tempted by the grilled salmon next to Ares, I was about to pick it up, but Ares gave a fork with a piece of salmon earlier to my lips that were still closed.

My eyes looked at her cynically and I was reluctant to open my mouth, Nadia's presence at the dinner table made me unable to say my annoyance at the dinner table.

"snippy first, afraid that later it has taken a lot even do not like" said the alibi really makes me upset.

Want to not want me to welcome the pieces of salmon earlier, because it is true, I actually do not really like the fish that one, but because of the fragrant and tempting presentation, I want to try, I want to try, ares ate it with great food.

"You?" ares asked, when one piece of salmon from the fork escaped in my esophagus, then I shook my head, I didn't like the texture.

"Just let me say, just eat the bread I've made, it won't hurt you" he said.

With annoyance I finally cut the bread and devoured it, Ares had finished eating, and he again filled my empty glass from which he drank the water, then he drank half of it and left the table.

"My wife, I go first, my plane at 11 noon, my estimate may be one Sunday in Surabaya, or if there is a hitch no later than 2 Weeks, I take good care of myself." he said and put his hand on me.

My eyes are staring at him. "Come, I'm your husband, I just want to kiss his hand, not the others." Inevitably, this became the second time I came into contact with him.

"Za went to Surabaya, but Za stayed at my father's house." My final thought after careful thought, I don't want you to think that all kinds of things again, I really want you to feel calm and not think about me anymore.