
Throughout the night, it seems that Zaid had to rearrange his strategy. The first time he said his feelings and was immediately rejected was indeed stifling. However, Zaid felt that getting close to Sara needed many ways. If only once revealed then he refused, to make it discouraged it is not in the dictionary Zaid.
The man decided in himself to be able to fight back. No matter how many times Sara rejected him later, but Zaid would keep trying.
“This time you may reject me Sara, but I will not give up. I will fight again,” said the man softly while laying himself on his bed.
As for Sara herself, the woman did not think that Zaid expressed his feelings. Honestly, Sara became groggy when she heard the confession of love from Zaid. But what power, everything is not in accordance with the wishes of his heart. Therefore, Sara felt that her decision to reject Zaid was the right decision.
“New half a year I became a widow .. everything was too soon. The wounds in my heart have not fully recovered. I still have to fight for my future and Evan's. I don't want to fall into pseudo feelings, I want to focus on being Mother Milk for my son first,” Sara said softly.
For those who have failed, let alone been injured and trapped in the past that is so strange it is not easy to re-open a new sheet. Even if the past remains in its place, it is behind us, but its shadows are always haunting even for years to come. That's what Sara feels right now. Not wanting to get entangled in her quasi-feelings as there is still a lot Sara has to fight for herself and for Evan.
His commitment to continue to provide ASIP for Evan is so great, so Sara just enough to concentrate on her business and Evan alone. Even Sara still routinely takes supplements high ASI Folic Acid and Omega 3 so that the quality of its ASI is maintained.
“Let me focus on everything I want to achieve in this life. I no longer want to be in a relationship with one false feeling. After waiting for someone for so long, waiting without certainty, I don't want to be in love anymore,” Sara muttered softly.
Sara chose to keep the bags of ASIP into the refrigerator and chose to lay herself down. Rest and tomorrow he'll be back at Coffee Bay. Wishing the night would kill him in a dream, and God gave a sleeping flower in the form of the figure of Evan who will decorate his night.
***
Next Day …
By 09:00, Sara got out of her boarding house and walked towards Coffee Bay. Walking became routine for Sara in the morning and evening. Actually, Sara could buy a car with a type of city car, only Sara prefers to walk. On foot, Sara could exercise a little tightening her joints and look around her.
It wasn't until ten minutes, Sara had already arrived at her Coffee Bay. Sara looked surprised when she saw Zaid's car parked in front of her vehicle. The woman also slowed her footsteps, actually back to meet Zaid after the events last night. However, what is happening now .. precisely Zaid is waiting for him.
Zaid himself saw the arrival of Sara who was seen from the rearview mirror of his car was spilled out of his car, the man had put a smile on his face.
“For Sara,” a message to Sara.
For Sara herself it felt so strange, because Zaid felt as if nothing had happened to her. Usually people who are rejected will look away and do not meet the person for a while. However, Zaid actually put a smile on his face and greeted Sara that morning.
“Eh, Zai .. You are already here?” ask Sara with a sigh.
Even Sara chose to look down and sighed a few times because she was reluctant to look at Zaid's face directly. There was a bad feeling about rejecting the man last night.
“Sure I am here .. Besides my cafe can walk without me. My employees are reliable,” reply Zaid.
Impressed confidence indeed, but as a businessman has confidence it is also very important.
So Sara lifted the iron door up, and in fact Zaid swiftly helped Sara lift the iron door.
“Let me help,” says Zaid.
Without ba bi bu, Zaid immediately lifted the iron door and thrust it up, then set a banner stand called Coffee Bay with various menus there.
“What else do you want to help?” ask Zaid.
The fact is that is how Zaid is. The man loved to help, even as Sara's employees were overwhelmed by the order flood, Zaid was reluctant to step in and help Sara's employees.
“Eh, already Zai. Thank you,” says Sara.
It feels so awkward and awkward. Trying to act ordinary and as if nothing had happened also felt hard for Sara.
“Sara, can I have a minute to talk?” ask the man.
Finally, Sara nodded and invited the man to speak again.
“Iya, please,” reply Sara.
Zaid looked down, putting together a few sentences in his brain and hoping to say them fluently. Then Zaid raised his face slowly and looked at Sara.
“Look Sara .. I know your situation and your past. It's just, I still feel that I can still fight. So, you can take as much time as you want and I keep trying and fighting to convince you. Last night maybe I was rejected, you know when I want to fight to the last blood point, you finally change your mind,” said Zaid.
Zaid feels like he's not a loser who just gives up when Sara rejects him. Zaid really thought that Sara should see her sincerity and sincerity. If Sara is confident in herself, you know Sara will change her mind and finally accept her feelings.
“Do not do that, Zaid,” Sara's response.
Not without reason. Sara used to be in Zaid's position. Sara once stood up and just waited, for so long in fact her feelings were completely unrequited. Sara did not want Zaid to experience the bitterness of being hurt and disappointed like her.
Even if Sara had warned, in fact Zaid actually shook his head, “No problem Sara. People say waiting is boring. But it won't be boring for me. This is my decision, Sara .. Let me fight and try hard. I will prove that I do not care about all your past,” Zaid explained solemnly.
“It is better not to Zaid ... there are still many girls out there. Pursue them .. fight them,” says Sara.
Zaid then stared intently at Sara's face, “Hati can never choose who we fall in love with. Just like my heart actually chose to be interested and fall in love with you. So let me fight with myself and my heart. If, until the time comes and you don't return my feelings, it doesn't matter. A true man, would not return from the battlefield by bowing his face. Yes, I will give you time and I will continue to fight Sara,” Zaid said solemnly.
For Zaid it doesn't matter if Sara takes as much time as possible. For him he will continue to fight, who knows his struggle will pay off and can thrill Sara.