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Considering Feelings
Returning from Memorial Park, Belva, Sara, and Evan have returned to Jakarta. Return to Belva Agastya. Sara was quieter during the trip. However, Sara remains in a conversation with her son Evan.
“Mama, Mama did not return to Bogor today right?” ask Evan now.
It seems that when Evan asked that, Belva was seen glancing at Sara from the middle rearview mirror or center mirror in her car. Belva knew that Evan asked that it could happen because of two things. The first because he is still sick, the second Evan still misses Sara and does not want to part with his mother.
“Sit until Evan is completely healed,” said Belva suddenly.
“I don't bring change of clothes,” Sara replied.
The fact is that Sara is just a sling bag. Not bring a change of clothes. Because he thought it was enough one day to be in Jakarta to see Evan. I didn't think his son wanted to be with him.
“Still a lot of your clothes in my house,” said Belva later.
Once at home, Evan cries again for fear that Sara will leave and leave him again.
“Mama ... Mama don't go, Ma ... Evan wants to be with Mama,” pinta the child with sobbing and rubbing his watery eyes from crying.
Seeing Evan who was crying, also broke Sara's heart. The woman immediately carried Evan.
“Cup-cup-cup .. Evan don't cry dong. Yes, Mama will meet Evan until Evan recovers well,” reply Sara.
Evan nodded his head and smiled, “Okey Ma .. thank you,” replied.
Upon reaching Evan's room, Sara bathed her son in warm water. Replace his clothes, and then feed Evan to eat.
“After this take medicine and sleep ya Evan. So that Evan is healthy soon,” said Sara while feeding Evan painstakingly.
“Mama promise won't go?” ask Evan again.
“Iya, Mama will accompany you until you are completely healthy,” replied Sara.
Evan also nodded. The child immediately finished his dinner and immediately took the drugs in the form of Paracetamol and Oral Suspension that had been prescribed by the Doctor before.
Almost 20:30, Evan fell asleep. Then Sara intends to get out of Evan's room. Apparently Belva was already standing in front of Evan's room.
“Evan is asleep?” tanyakanya.
“Iya, already ... have taken medicine as well,” replied Sara.
“Sgratitude ... all day he has no fever, thanks to you,” said Belva.
“That's because Evan is smart to eat vegetables and take medicine,” Sara replied.
“Now, you have to rest .. come on, I'll take you to your room,” said Belva.
Sara nodded her head and she followed Belva walking from behind. Sara's eyes were fixed on Belva's sturdy back that walked a few steps before her. Sara also knew where they were walking right now, apparently that was the direction to her room first. Yeah, the room he stayed in for 12 months in Belva's house.
The first time Sara entered the room, of course Sara reflected back various moments that occurred in the room. Everyone in the room is still in their place. Nothing has changed. The room also looked clean, but there were cabinets added there. Why the room was as if it was an occupied room, not like a room that had been abandoned long ago. Sara was surprised, apparently Belva followed her into the room. The man was sitting on the sofa in the room.
“Pak Belva why come here?” ask Sara.
The man was smiling and looking so relaxed right now, “It's okay .. You see for yourself nothing has changed in this room over the past four years. I keep it,” Belva story.
Sara nodded, then she stood in front of the window glass. One of his favorite places when he was still occupying this place. See the scenery that goes to the swimming pool with garden lights that are so beautiful and dim.
Until without Sara knowing, Belva also slowly walked closer and grabbed Sara's body from behind. Hugged her and wrapped her hands around Sara's waist. Of course what Belva is doing now again makes Sara stiffen.
"Don't be like this Mr. Belva" said Sara with her tongue that felt faint.
However, Belva paid no heed to Sara's words. The man clenched Sara tightly and rubbed his chin at the top of Sara's head, moving her slowly to the left and right.
"I miss you" said Belva.
Belva's confession again made Sara speechless and sculpted. It was as if the Belva he was facing right now was different from Belva four years ago.
Seeing Sara who was still silent, Belva broke her embrace and then turned Sara's body, until now they both face each other. The man looked at Sara's face so intently, and said, "Sara, I'm telling you the truth. Love you so much you. Would you like to accompany me? Being a whole family with me and Evan?" say Belva now.
It's true that the situation is different, but for Sara only a few times she met with Belva. After all, today he was quite shocked after learning that Anin was dead. Sara was silent.
"Why do you keep quiet Sara? Please consider again. I'll be waiting. How long do you need to think?" ask Belva.
"Come, sir .. After four years have passed, all this is too soon. Many surprises made it seem difficult to guess everything. I was still in shock after learning that Anin's sister was dead" Sara replied honestly.
Believe me it was not Sara's intention to procrastinate, but the women definitely needed time to consider everything.
Sara now raised her face, trying to bravely look at the two pairs of eyes Belva had. Trying to dive into the depths.
"May I ask you something sir?" ask Sara.
"May, I have allowed you to ask me anything in the past" Belva said.
In fact, Belva always allowed Sara to ask him anything. Belva never forbade Sara to ask questions. Even Belva could tell some sides of her life with Sara.
"Sir Belva why did you suddenly say love to me? Mr. Belva never said it. Does Mr. Belva want me to accompany Mr. Belva because Anin's sister is gone?" ask Sara now.
"Let's sit down first, there's no way I can answer all your questions by standing up like this" Belva replied.
The two sat together on the sofa. Belva held Sara's hand and it was so warm.
"What should answer all your questions? Though in this world some things don't need answers, Sara." Belva stood up and looked at Sara.
Sara also returned Belva's gaze with her sharp eyes. At least he wanted to get an answer at this moment. Not wanting to rush into a decision based solely on momentary emotions. By hearing Belva's answer, it would be worth it for Sara to consider her feelings.