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“You don't trust me?” belva asked, holding Sara's hand.
The man seemed to wait expectantly at Sara's answer which until now had not answered her question. It felt so anxious with the answer that Sara wanted to give.
On the one hand, Sara was still silent and reluctant to answer all Belva's words. Belva looks increasingly tightened his hand grip, and rubbed the back of Sara's hand.
“Darling, I even tried to get a ticket to get back to Jakarta. I really don't mess around,” said Belva who is still trying to convince Sara.
It is also possible that her pregnancy made Sara doubt her own husband. In the end, Sara opened her voice.
“Mas, may I request time to return to Bogor one week?” ask him to Belva.
Hearing what was asked by Sara, made Belva look intently at his wife. It's been a long week for Belva. Look only in Surabaya for three days, Belva is not able to stand it and wants to return to the capital. Even the man was willing to arrive at his house in the middle of the night as long as he could be reunited with Sara.
“Don't Darling .. I won't allow it,” Reply Belva firmly.
However, Sara who had earlier held back her tears not to fall. This time, the tears were completely blazing. Sara felt pain in her heart, especially Sara hated herself who was lacking in everything. The background of a poor family, is also not at all interesting. The sense of insecure that grew back inside her made Sara really alone now.
Looking at Sara's tears, Belva cupped his wife's face and then wiped the tears that soaked Sara's face.
“Do not cry .. This beautiful Bumilku even cry anyway,” said Belva gently.
Belva's heart was also churned. Wanting to give an explanation, but now Sara looks swing mood, and also now Sara who is crying makes Belva want to calm her wife first.
“I want to go home to Bogor,” reply Sara with sobbing.
Hearing that request made Belva sigh deeply, and then leaned her back on the sofa.
“Don't leave me, dear .. I really need you,” Belva said.
A sentence that sounded like a groan and did not want to be left behind by Sara for even one day.
Sara tried to calm her own mind and heart, until finally the woman was no longer filled with tears. Sara could be calmer now, but her two eyeballs were still reluctant to meet Belva.
“Alright ... do you want to go back to Bogor? Tomorrow I will take you home to Bogor,” Belva said at last.
Sara nodded her head, maybe this is the time to unravel everything. Especially with his own heart. Why does all this hurt so much to him.
***
By noon, Belva drove Sara to go home to her home in Bogor. Evan who participated did not seem to want to separate from his mother.
“Mama, how long in Bogor?” ask Evan.
“One week only, Van ... not long time,” replied Sara.
“If Evan misses Mama how?” ask Evan again.
“Later Evan can videocall the same Mama. We'll videocall each other, son?” sara's Response.
Then Evan sat inching and hugged his mother. “Evan will definitely miss Mama,” reply.
“Mama also definitely miss Evan,” reply Sara.
The trip from Jakarta to Bogor, practically only dominated the conversation Sara and Evan. Belva himself is more focused on driving his car. Although in her heart Belva did not want Sara to stay a week alone in Bogor, but it was Sara's decision. Belva only hopes that Sara can manage her own emotions, and also forgive her.
Once Belva's car had arrived at Sara's modest estate, Belva opened the door for his wife, and pulled out a suitcase from the trunk of the car.
“Mama stay here first yes Evan .. Mama finish the job Mama first,” he said.
Once again Evan seemed to approach and hugged Sara so tightly. Sara looked at her husband's face.
“I stay here first, Pa .. be careful later drive it,” reply Sara.
“Hem, yes,” Belva says with a brief.
Indeed both Belva and Sara did not like this kind of situation. Those who were originally so harmonious, because the problems that befell Belva made the couple must be separated between Jakarta and Bogor. It only takes about two hours to travel, but it is very unpleasant to live alone like this.
Later, Belva and Evan say goodbye to Sara. Sara entered her house and began to cry there. Lamented the solitude he now enjoys. Lamenting his decision to stay away from Belva for a moment. The sense of insecure that made him choose the decision for himself first.
I want to believe you, Mas .. but why do the photos look real. I'm afraid you'll turn away from me. I'm afraid if you leave me. I'm afraid that the news is a reality. I don't want to believe it, but it's been twice. First he spilled coffee on your shirt, and now these pictures. What else will there be? I was hurt, and I was disappointed .. but, I didn't know who I should hurt and be disappointed with.
I hate this feeling. I hate this situation. In fact, when I don't want to believe, I want to believe you, Mas .. More than that, now I miss you so much.
Sara muttered inwardly on the sidelines of her sobbing. However, this time for itself will be used by Sara to digest everything. One week alone in this Rain City will be utilized by Sara to the maximum extent possible.
May the cool air of Bogor and the rain that often flushes the city will be able to cool the mind and heart of Sara.