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Blaming Yourself
Realizing Sara's current state of weakness, Belva seemed to be self-cursing. Maybe Sara became sick like this because of her lack of attention to Sara.
The man looked at Sara with more domineering guilt right now.
"I'm sorry, baby .. All this must be because of me" Belva said, clasping Sara's hand.
Yes, Belva felt that he was so wrong. She should still pay attention to Sara who is pregnant. He should not ignore it when his work is a lot. There are many things Belva regrets right now.
"No Mas, maybe I am the one who is sick," Sara replied with her voice still weak.
"You must be tired of taking care of Evan yourself. You're also overstressed during my overtime and getting work done here and there. Sorry, yeah," said Belva again.
There's Sara's headband, "No. Don't blame yourself. Maybe I was just sick and suddenly my blood pressure was low and potassium deficient" answered Sara.
Sarah did not blame her husband. He can understand and accept Belva. Including her husband's work that is so much. Sara can also handle Evan's upbringing. Sara did not blame her husband. This time Sara put more emphasis on thinking logically than putting her heart forward. If using the heart, there must be Sara felt neglected by her own husband when her husband's work is a lot.
"But, honey," replied Belva.
Sara quickly shook her head and covered her husband's lips with her palm. "No, I am sick and my condition is not good. Don't blame yourself. You worked hard for me, Evan, and our baby, too. What you have done is right. In addition, there are hundreds of employees who depend on you for their lives. So, you are a cool CEO" Sara replied, strengthening her husband's heart.
Belva sighed and looked at Sara's face.
"Because, it's just that I feel this whole thing because of me. Though my intention, I want to finish everything first, after that I will take my time for you and Evan. I'll make up for everything. But right now you are sick, I feel more guilty" Belva replied.
"Mas, just ask the doctor for help so I can tell you after this infusion runs out. Evan must be waiting for me" Sara asked Belva this time.
The man looked at Sara's face and held Sara's hand loose from the infusion needle.
"Why not here first? You can focus on your recovery. If it's at home, Evan must be sticking with you" Belva replied. At least Belva said the fact, that if Sara is in the house that there is actually Evan will always stick with his Mama.
"I miss Evan ... could not bear to leave him in a state of crying like that," replied Sara.
Her motherly taste was so domineering. Just seeing Evan's cry made Sara feel uneasy. After all, Evan can understand that he is not healthy and must bedrest.
"Don't think about Evan .. focus on your recovery first" Belva told Sara this time.
This time Belva asks Sara to focus on her own recovery. However, as a mother even if they are sick, the mother will still care about her child. And Sara too. Even though his body was so limp, but the shadow of Evan's face was always in his eyes.
"You rest firstwell, I wait here," said Belva again.
"Sick Mas," he replied this time with a whimper.
"Yes, I know you must be sick. rest first well, used for sleep first. Don't think about it, I'll be here to take care of you" said Belva.
The man then reached out his hand and gave a swab at Sara's head. Not opening my mouth at all. Letting the silence fill the treatment room and there was a swipe of Belva's hand on Sara's head. Sara eventually falls asleep. Perhaps the effect of the drug injected through her infusion hose was also what made Sara fall asleep faster this time.
Once asleep, Belva was still sitting on a chair on the edge of the gurney with still occasionally giving a swab in the hands of Sara who was not infused. The man muttered softly in his heart.
"Cheal Honey .. I'm sorry. Three days I was overtime and you got like this. Even if you say it doesn't matter, I feel guilty. Even if you say fine, but I'm not. I feel guilty for all this. Quickly healthy Saraku, I was too painful to see you like this," he murmured inwardly.
The minutes changed by the minutes, the hours changed by the hours, but Sara was still asleep. Sara did need a break, and Belva allowed her to rest. Nevertheless, Belva still feels panic because of the condition of Sara's fetus.
Especially when examined, there are blood spots that come out. Hopefully, the fetal strengthening drugs given by Indri Doctor can strengthen the fetus in Sara's womb. However, Sara did not look pale. The cold sweat that had originally come out of his body, had also stopped.
Until in the end, the woman nodded. Her eyelids twitched, and then Sara opened her eyes slowly.
"Mas" she called her husband. Sara's voice was still so soft, but it was quite attention from Belva.
“Hmm, what's up Dear?” belva asked his wife.
“What time is Mas?” sara asked her husband.
“Jam 18.00 pm, Darling ... why?” ask Belva again.
“The infusion has not run out yet, Mas? I want to go home,” pinta Sara this time to her husband.
Belva raised her face and then saw the liquid in the infusion bottle. “Still a little darling,” she replied.
“Just go home yuk Mas .. I care at home only,” pinta Sara.
Belva then looked at his wife. It was as if there were some things that were troubling Sara's mind right now.
“One night hospital stay just love .. tomorrow morning we go home,” reply Belva.
“Where with Evan, Mas?” ask this time to Belva.
“It's okay .. there's an Aunt looking after him. Last night,” reply Belva.
Sara could only step down this time. After all, Sara felt that her body was already better. The look in his eyes was also not as twitching as before. Sara wants to go home so she can see Evan who is still at home. But Belva wanted something else. So Sara this time seems to have to obey the request from her husband for overnight hospitalization at the Hospital.