
After making a video call with Belva, Sara attempts to lay herself down. Trying to tilt to the left, but Sara felt unable to sleep. Trying to tilt to the right, but also Sara could not fall asleep. No figure of Belva beside her did indeed make Sara lonely. Moreover, the domineering longing makes Sara even more awake. Remembering Belva, longing for her embrace, longing for the fragrance of the combination of Wood and Peppermint Sandals that was fresh from her husband's body, and also longing for all the attention Belva had always given her.
For that, Sara then got out of her bed, then walked towards Evan's room. The woman finally chose to sleep next to Evan. Sara looked at Evan's sleeping face. It was as if Sara was staring at her husband's face. Sara tears and then hugs Evan.
"You look a lot like me, my son Papa. Mama misses Papa, so tonight Mama's going to bob here just like you well" Sara muttered softly.
It didn't take long, Sara then quickly closed her eyes. Sleeping next to Evan made him fall asleep quickly. It was as if she was hugging a small version of Belva. At least the passionate longing in his heart was slightly treated by hugging Evan all night.
Until finally the night contest made Sara sleep. In the morning, Sara woke up smilingly looking at Evan who was still asleep. Slowly, Sara got off Evan's bed, then headed to his room to clean up first. Then Sara headed to the kitchen.
“Morning Bi,” greet Sara when she arrives in the kitchen.
“For Sister Sara ... was Sara crying last night? Kok his face so swollen,” asked Bibi Wati directly.
“Slight Bi .. kangen Mas Belva,” says Sara.
Indeed Sara was so long last night, even when just making a video call, Sara sobbed. Fortunately, Sara chose to catch up with Evan last night, and slept with her son so she could fall asleep. Otherwise, all night Sara would have been awake.
“Oalah .. Sister Sara. Maybe congenital pregnant, so left husband for a while, already missing. Patience yes Ma'am Sara .. tomorrow will Mr. Belva also come home,” response Bibi Wati. “You want me to make warm Tea Sister Sara?” bargain Aunt Wati to Sara later.
“Let's go, Bi .. Sara wants to make milk for pregnant women first, it feels really like to drink milk,” reply Sara.
Without bothering Aunt Wati, Sara then made her own milk for pregnant women. Pour a glass of warm water into the glass, then put three tablespoons of milk with chocolate flavor slowly into the glass, and stir it slowly so that the folic acid does not break.
Afterwards, then slowly drinking the milk he made himself, but just drank a mouthful, Sara frowned why the milk he made was not as good as Belva's milk. Though he made it with the right dose and the right way. Sara just stood on the kitchen island and sighed. Whether she is pregnant makes her feel like she is totally dependent on Belva. In the past when Evan was pregnant, Sara also often made her own milk, and it tastes just as good. Why is it different now.
“Why not to drink Sister Sara?” ask Aunt Wati. Because, unbeknownst to Sara, apparently Aunt Wati noticed Sara who only looked at the glass containing milk specifically pregnant women who are high in folic acid.
Sara smiled blandly and then turned to look at Bibi Wati, “It doesn't feel as good as husband's, Bi,” Sara replied honestly.
Hearing Sara's answer actually made Aunt Wati laugh, “Mbak Sara seems to love very much with Mr. Belva. I love seeing young and loving couples. If it is too love, later the baby can look like Mr. Belva, Sister Sara,” Bibi Wati chirp now.
“Limit Mas Belva is okay, Bi .. let it be like Evan,” says Sara.
It was indeed in Sara's eyes, Evan was so similar to her husband. Although there are facial features on Evan's face, but still Belva's face is dominating.
The night …
When Sara was about to put Evan to sleep, apparently this time Evan asked her whereabouts of his Papa. Apparently not only Sara who misses Belva, but Evan was already confused by her Papa.
“Mama, Papa is still not working long in Surabaya?” ask Evan.
“No Van ... tomorrow Papa is home. Why, Evan already miss Papa yah?” sara asked her son.
Evan nodded his head slowly, “Iya Ma. Later if Papa has come home, Evan wants to play ball with Papa. If the same Mama played this way first yes Ma .. right Evan must take care of Mama,” said Evan.
Indeed, if only together with Sara, Evan only played games such as Lego, Hotwheels, Action Figure, or reading books. Meanwhile, if along with his Papa, Evan can play ball, run, and various activities that use physical activity.
“Iya, Nak .. now play the same Mama like this first well. Patience well,” reply Sara.
“Iya Ma .. later tonight Mama bobok same Evan only. Mama can't sleep if there's no Papa?” ask Evan to his mother.
Sara smiled and rubbed the top of Evan's head, “Iya .. Last night, Mama caught up with you, Van. Mama can't sleep. Mama misses Papa,” Sara's story this time to Belva.
“Oh, deserved ... yesterday when Evan was awake, how come there was Mama who slept next to Evan.” Evan told me apparently when he was awake, there was his mother who slept beside him.
“Iya, last night Mama caught up with you really, Van .. Mama kangen Papa, so Mama susulin you because you look so much like Papa,” Sara replied while laughing.
Evan laughed, “Evan kayak Papa huh Ma? Evan saucy dong Ma?” ask Evan to his mother.
“Iya dong .. Mama's son is saucy dong. His son Papa Belva Agastya. For Mama and Papa, you get ripped off, Van. Because, everyone is free to judge others according to his glasses,” reply Sara.
Evan quickly laughed and hugged his mother. It feels like having a Mama who is always there for him, accompanying him to play, nurturing him every day, listening to his story makes Evan really happy and happy.
"Thank You Mama ... Evan loves Mama. Now play Lego again yuk Ma .. we arrange the Legonya together yes Ma," Evan this time to his Mama.
By following Evan's instructions, Sara co-authored Lego. Playing with Evan. Because, by sharing the growth and development of Evan like this will be very good for the growth and development of children. Knowing his feelings, his emotions, and listening to him. A clear proof of a mother's sincere and warm affection for her son.