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Listening to Belva's Past Stories
“There is always something left behind from every trip, even if it is only a second.”
Tonight in her room, Sara is reading a novel on a digital platform. Realizing a sentence written by the author, Sara believed one thing that the past was like a journey that had been traversed and left behind, but there are moments that are left behind and imprint in the heart even if only for a second.
The writing was written by the author, until Sara did not realize that Belva had joined her in bed and leaned on the headboard. Until Belva made a sound, and rubbed the side of Sara's face with her warm palm.
“What's my dear? Kok bengong anyway,” asked Belva to his wife.
“But read the novel nih Mas, exciting deh the story .. only contains a lot of onions. Until I cried earlier,” answered Sara by showing the screen on her tablet that is still on.
“Your life has brought a lot, Darling ... why even read a sad novel try?” ask Belva.
Of course it's just a joke because Belva knows completely because Sara's life has so far been a lot of pain. So Belva said such a joke to his wife.
“Who is the author?” ask Belva.
“This Mas, Kirana Pramudya who wrote the story nyesek deh .. so want if you have a daughter named Kirana,” said Sara suddenly.
Hearing what Sara said, suddenly a naughty smile emerged from Belva's face, “Bby the hell Kirana. Cook it out Evan, Elkan, continue Kirana .. later if abbreviated as E.E.K dong. Not cool,” said Belva with a laugh.
Sara also laughed, not thinking that her husband had such a wonderful sense of humor.
“Issh, really ugly Mas ... then, if you have another baby what is Mas?” ask Sara.
“Ya later I think ... later if you are ready to add another baby, I'm looking for his name well .. starting with E... let us have Trio E,” said Belva.
Sara nodded her head, fully handing it over to her husband. For now, he is not ready. Just giving birth, Sara still needs time.
“Mas, may I ask?” ask Sara this time.
“Bby dong...want to ask anything can also. Your mamas are ready to answer,” replied Belva with a little kidding.
“Ask about your household and the late Kak Anin first can?” ask Sara at the end.
“Bby ... It's just that I don't want you to get hurt with the answer you received,” reply Belva.
At least Belva had warned Sara in advance that she did not want Sara to feel hurt by the answer or story she would give.
Belva was silent, sighed first, then slowly she would start talking and answer Sara's question.
“Not so .. I treated him well. The beginning of our marriage was very sweet. Yes, you know for yourself people who fall in love with each other until finally getting married are certainly happy. Everything is beautiful, full of love nectar, it's just right. Until finally we were each busy with each other and there were no successors for a very long time. At that moment, our relationship was broken. Even though I didn't complain directly. I just accepted all the shooting schedules. I'm used to living alone and taking care of myself. However, when there was Evan and you left between us, me and him tried to start over again, resurrecting our household fire, and. Unfortunately, everything only lasted a few months before he finally returned to God,” Belva story.
From what Belva tells us, at least Sara catches on to one thing that her decision to choose to leave was the right one. Although she had to leave Evan, but at least Sara did not become the third person in the marriage of Belva and Sara. Sara believes that Anin left a sweet and certainly beautiful message in Belva's life, especially in her last moments. Evidenced by his second attempt to revive the household fire that was almost extinguished.
There was a little relief in Sara's heart for choosing to leave. At least he provides an opportunity for Belva and the late Anin to try and rekindle the fire of their love. If, Sara used to accept Anin's offer to be second and raise Evan together. There is definitely no love and beautiful story left from Belva and Anin.
“Oh, so ...”
Sara replied with a nod of her head.
“How we behave sweet is different, dear. I used to be introverted and closed, it feels limited to holding hands is sweet. However, after being a single father, sorry I mean because I nurtured and raised Evan myself for two years, I knew that children needed real acts of affection from their parents. I tried to fulfill what Evan expected, and. I learned to be a Papa figure, and Evan encouraged me to grow every day to be a loving Papa, so he didn't have to run out of the house to find love himself.”.
Now Sara reached out and clasped her husband's hand tightly, giving a swipe at the back of her husband's hand with a gentle gesture.
“Thank You Papa .. You really are the best Daddy for Evan. I'm sure everything you've done will Evan remember until he grows up,” Sara replied.
“Hopefully Darling ... still want to ask around again?” ask Belva later.
“Not .. is enough. So far I believe the portion we treat our partner is different, changes in atmosphere, conditions, and even character can affect the way we treat our partner. It's just, I also believe that you and your deceased have done their best. He left a sweet and beautiful impression for you, even for you will remember the sweet moment that you have gone through especially at the end of your late age,” Sara replied.
“Thanks Dear ... thanks for the understanding,” Reply Belva now.
Belva then took Sara in his arms, hugged her so warmly, and also landed a few kisses on his forehead.
“Do not be affected by what others say. Trust me. If there is something stuck in your heart, better tell it and say it to me. Because, I will answer it like this,” replied Belva.
“Iya Mamas .. I just want to know. Just thought the author was saying that in every trip there is always something left behind, even if only for a second. The past has taught me how to understand, understand, and move toward the future. I'm sure the future is me, you, and our two sons,” Sara replied.
“True Honey .. without that past, there's no way we I have a future like this. That's my past story, and at least you know how my domestic life used to be, when you were here and Evan was pregnant. It was so cold, but we loved each other and appreciated each other. Never have I expressed my feelings that hurt Anin, because I know that Anin is physically weak and mentally unstable. I kept and chose silence. At the end of his life, we found our first love. She is excited to get pregnant and intends to have her own children. However, what humans plan is different from what God outlined,” Belva said.
What man has planned from far away is not necessarily done, because there is no riddho from Allah. While Allah is Ridhoi is certainly done. That is the destiny that only humans can live.