
Belva's lips still warm on her cheeks. After Belva died, Sara was struck by holding her cheek which had just gotten a kiss from Belva. After holding her cheek, Sara's hand then held her chest which this time the rhythm of her heart was not because of. Why is the man now so fond of making his heart beat beyond its threshold.
Afterwards, Sara waits for Evan and Belva in the living room. Until at the end, two men of different generations were walking down the stairs. Belva tote a suitcase with a child pattern featuring a superhero that contains Evan's clothes and equipment.
“Mama, Evan is ready,” Evan told Sara this time.
Sara nodded and extended her hand to hold her son's hand. It felt so good that Belva gave him the opportunity to take Evan with him for three days.
“Evan really want to come with Mama? No cry looking for Papa will pick him up on Saturday well,” asked Sara this time. Sara just wants to make sure that Evan won't cry and look for her Papa. Evan will stay with her for three days.
“Iya Ma... Evan is not fussy and will according to Mama,” he replied by showing a face that is so sure.
Afterwards Sara said goodbye to Aunt Wati and then entered Belva's car. This time it was the man driving his own car. Distance Jakarta - Bogor is not a problem for Belva. Instead Belva can take advantage of the time to get closer to Sara.
At a moderate speed, Belva drove his car. Sending the streets in the capital, until now his car has returned to track in the city of Bogor. This is the first time Belva has been away from Evan.
“Sara, please take care of Evan for these three days. Saturday I come to pick him up and also my message earlier,” said Belva. Indirectly Belva was reminding Sara of her message just now.
Sara nodded her head, herself and Evan then went down to enter the housing.
“Evan, do not be naughty well... if Mama works, Evan should not be fussy well,” a message from Belva to his son.
Belva hugged and kissed Evan on both cheeks. “Take care well ...” Belva said to her son.
“Mama not hugged and kissed Pa?” evan asked suddenly.
For some reason Evan had such thoughts, if his Papa hugged and kissed him should his Papa also hug and kiss his Mama. Belva nodded, the man walked over to Sara, and immediately hugged the woman. Her favorite Pomello Orange-flavored perfume was sweet and fresh as she hugged Sara. Then Belva broke her embrace and landed her lips again to kiss Sara's cheeks in turn.
“I say goodbye well,” say goodbye Belva this time. The man's voice sounded so soft in Sara's sense of hearing.
Sara nodded her head, “Iya, be careful Mr. Belva,” he replied.
Sara was honestly wrong. Especially after getting a hug and a kiss on the cheek of her ex-husband, it feels like Sara's heart is pounding now, Sara said,
Then Sara and Evan let go of Belva. They waved to the man who drove his car slowly.
“Bye Papa,” shouted Evan.
***
Two days interval …
Inviting Evan was also with him to make Sara's house more alive. Waking up in the morning, there was Evan lying next to him. Every morning there is a breakfast together and Evan who sometimes accompanies him to Coffee Bay.
Until tonight, Belva remembered the letter in a white envelope that Belva had given him. Waiting for Evan to fall asleep, Sara opened the white envelope.
Slowly Sara opened it and took out a piece of paper from inside. Calmly, Sara then read the handwriting on that piece of paper.
To Sara, though,
Hi Sara, hi Sara,
How's it going? When you received my letter, I may no longer be in this world with you. I really want to see you again before I close my eyes forever.
Sara, uh,
I want to talk that in silence I actually know that you and Belva love each other. Do not make me a hindrance to your happiness. Didn't I tell you before that I'm willing to share my husband with you. However, when I'm gone .. I hand Evan back to you. Take care and take care of him .. Evan needs a figure of a Mama.
Sara, uh,
You know, my time is not long. As my last wish. Come back to Belva ..he loves you, loves you so much. Don't suppress your own feelings. For you have never taken Belva from my side. Rather, it is God who has given him to you. Be happy with Belva and Evan.
Marked,
Anine
After reading the letter from Anin, Sara's chest felt tight. Her tears just ran. Sara carried the letter in front of her chest.
“Kak Anin,” he said softly while sobbing.
After that, Sara then looked for her cellphone first. It's true that Belva sent him a message. Maybe it's time to open the veil of the true reality of Belva's feelings for you.
Sara ran to the room and opened one of her storage nightstands. Then he took his old phone. Plug in the charger charger for a moment, then turn it on. Some time Sara waited until some messages entered and the name Belva was written there.
Sara's fingers moved to find the green icon sending the message and call.
[To: Sarah]
[Sara, where are you?]
[You don't want to go back to this house?]
[Evan has been crying for a few days. He's tantrum. She may have missed her mother.]
Change of day …
[Sara, how are you?]
[Didn't I ask you not to change your number before.]
[Where are you Sara?]
[If you receive this message, please reply Sara ..]
A few weeks later …
[Sara, my message you haven't received yet?]
[What really happened to Sara?]
[I'm even looking for you.]
[Sara ..]
[Sara ..]
[I love you.]
[I realized too late, but I definitely love you, Sara.]
Different dates, exactly two years ago …
[Sara,]
[Today Anin has returned to the grace of Allah.]
[If you receive this message, please read it and reply.]
[Me and Evan are both down, but I'll get up soon for Evan.]
One year later …
[Sara,]
[Today's Evan's third birthday. Our son is growing up like you.]
[The message is still unrequited?]
[I love you, Sara ... always love you.]
Sara's feelings are so turbulent today. Belva seems right that she's been sending Sara messages. So many new messages can be read today.
“Pak Belva,” says Sara with sobbing.
Not expecting the moment the veil was revealed, not only did it leave a sense of happiness and haru, but there was a pain that seemed to be squeezing Sara's heart right now. There is regret in Sara's tears that spilled, but there is a fact that she discovered that Belva really loved her.