
That afternoon, Anin and Sara seemed to be chatting together in a park behind the Belva residence. Looking at the garden that was quite large, but there were no plants or flowers there, it felt like Sara had planted the area of the land with some flowers. It would be nice to plant some flowers in the garden.
"Sir, can't I plant some flowers in this garden?" ask Sara to Anin.
"What flowers do you want to plant?" ask Anin.
Sara seemed to think, then she remembered some kind of plant that could grow easily, "Maybe a Purple Kencana flower. The flower can grow on its own and does not need much water" he replied.
Anin then smiled, "If you want, you can plant whatever you want here. Later let Bi Wati water it," said Anin.
"Do you need permission from Mr. Belva first, sister?" ask Sara again.
Anin then nodded, "Whoa, this is her home. You dare ask her permission?" ask Anin to Sara.
Sara seemed to bite her inner lip, but a moment later Sara nodded, "I'll try to ask Mr. Belva for permission and at the same time buy the plant media later," he said this time.
Seeing Sara who apparently dared to try and not be afraid of Belva, Anin began to think of her. Yes, he is the opposite person to Sara. Anin is a person who does not dare to try new things, likes routine, even he is reluctant to ask permission from someone. I prefer to be in my comfort zone.
"Sara, aren't you afraid of Belva? Isn't he a cold guy?" ask Anin this time.
Before replying, Sara seemed to sigh slowly then she looked at Anin, "I'm not afraid, Sister ..but, I respect her," replied Sara softly.
In reality, Sara did not feel afraid of Belva. Moreover, in recent months Sara's relationship with Belva is actually more melted. It's just how the feelings of the two, equally unspoken. Even Belva did not bully Sara. Some times the man just hugged and kissed her, but not just rubbed her. For Belva's determination and determination, Sara respects Belva.
Anin who listened to Sara's words then wondered, "Why can that be?" slowly tanyanya.
Sara then smiled faintly, "There's just respect between the two of us" Sara replied in the end.
There was no way Sara explained everything clearly and in detail to Anin. All Anin needs to know is that there is respect from Sara for Belva.
Anin then nodded slowly, then the woman again said, "Sara, can I hold your stomach?" tanyanya.
Honestly these few days, Anin thought about whether she would dare to fight her fear. Just the thought of touching Sara's big belly felt horrible. Even the woman broke out in cold sweat, but her impulse asked her to dare to face her own fears.
Understanding Anin's question, Sara then remembered the advice given by Doctor Astrid. Therefore, Sara nodded, "By Kak, please," he replied.
Anin's hand felt trembling. Sometimes there was a sense of reluctance and fear, then Sara grasped Anin's hand slowly and placed it on her already big belly. In fact, when Anin's hand was on Sara's stomach, the woman suddenly cried.
Hixss.
"I didn't expect, I dared to hold your stomach, Sara," he said sobbing.
Sara then commented on the smile on her face, "Have a little courage, sister. If you want to try, Tokophobia will be cured" said Sara.
The only way to face our fears is to dare to face them. If only Anin had a little courage, there was no need for the woman to drag on Tokophobia for years.
Yes, Anin was too afraid that pregnancy was painful, giving birth was full of suffering, even though there was happiness that God slipped in the process for 9 months and 10 days. Just as the joys and sorrows that color human life, even during pregnancy and childbirth, God also slipped various colors and flavors in it.
"I sometimes wonder, how a flat stomach, then can expand this size. Does it really not hurt?" ask Anin now.
Sara quickly shook her head, "No, sister, it doesn't hurt at all" Sara replied.
Because in reality Sara did not experience pain during pregnancy. Everything was normal, and Sara also felt that she was very healthy.
"Are you ready to give birth later, Sara?" ask Anin again.
Again Sara nodded, "Ready ready, I must be ready. After all, if I am not ready, if I am not strong, I am sure God will strengthen me. Give me strength to be able to give birth to this baby safely and healthily" said Sara.
Although it is undeniable that sometimes Sara felt afraid, but quickly Sara brushed it off. Sarah strongly believed that God would strengthen her, help her in the delivery. After all, that was her prayer as long as she was pregnant with this.
Anin then sighed, "If only I could think positively and strongly like you, Sara .. In reality I was just a fragile Anin," Anin said with a bitter smile.
Sara then looked at Anin's face, "Sister, does Brother not want to recover from that endometriosis?" ask Sara now.
"Why?" ask Anin quickly.
"I want you to get well" he replied. "I'm sure soon Brother's phobia will be cured. We can work on healing from endometriosis. Want me to go to Doctor Brother?" ask Sara this time.
Hearing Sara's sincerity and the motivation Sara gave Anin again shed her tears, "Thank you, Sara.
"It's definitely healing, brother. Now that the medical world has developed, many drugs and cutting-edge tools have been invented. I'm sure you'll be healed, brother. So, do you want my brother to go for treatment?" ask Sara this time.
Even though Sara wanted Anin to recover, but Sara also did not want to force Anin. He only said that he would accompany Anin for treatment.
"Thanks Sara, you're so good" Anin said.
"Sama-sama, Sister .. I will be a happy person if you recover" Sara said this time.
Anin smiled bitterly, "Your words are like Belva, Sara. He always encouraged me to seek treatment and he also said that he would be a happy person if I were to recover" Anin told me.
The woman then brought her eyes to look at Sara's face, "When I was about to give up on my life, with the pain I was suffering, now you encouraged me to heal, "Anin said this time.
Anin then smiled again, "Hmm, maybe I should try to get treatment again. When I'm cured, shall we celebrate together?" take Anin this time.
Sara then nodded, "Yes Kak, spirit yes Kak," he replied.
It was in her heart that Sara really wished that Anin would put in a little effort this time. Destiny can be changed if we want, the way is to try.