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Having children in life can be uplifting, thinking for the future, and planning for the future for the family. Presumably, this was what Anin felt at this moment.

Yes, Anin felt that by having Evan in her life, Anin felt motivated to be able to be more enthusiastic about living life, her orientation now is not only focused on today, but Anin also learns to tread the future with her husband Evan and Belva.

Tonight, it seems that Anin wants to convey something to her husband.

“Sayang .. a few weeks ago, I consulted a Doctor. She said that even though my endometriosis was still there, we could try to have children. Son of your seed and my ovum. I feel like this time I want to try it. How about you?” anin asked her husband.

In fact, it has been a few weeks running, Anin routinely visited the Doctor and consulted about what percentage of the opportunity he had to be able to have a child. Not without cause, but at Evan's birthday two months ago, Anin felt it seemed that the words of his friend to add boogey enough to affect him. After that, Anin pondered and thought about it several times. When she was ready, Anin told Belva.

“What is no problem?” ask Belva at the end.

Anin nodded, “Doctor said no problem. I have a 40-80% chance of taking fertility drugs. While with the baby tube, I had a 30-80% chance%. However, the condition was also influenced by the condition of each person himself,” explained Anin to her husband.

Belva tried to listen to Anin's talk. For Belva, this was quite a miracle. In the past, Anin was so afraid to get pregnant, repeatedly failed to do the baby tube program has also been done, and now in fact Anin actually said he wanted to try again.

“What makes you want to go back to fighting?” ask Belva.

“A few months ago on Evan's birthday, my friend said if it's not better to have another child. All hassle. I guess, Evan doesn't matter if he has a sister and the distance is close. After all, Evan did not drink breast MILK from me, so if I choose to take fertility drugs does not affect the breast milk he drank,” explained Anin.

What Anin said was logical, but Belva himself was still not convinced. Belva was still hesitant, his wife who once really gave up, now actually spoke and wanted to go back to trying to have biological children.

Women who every menstrual period for two weeks and always complained of pain after having a husband and wife relationship with Belva, now it is encouraged again his spirit to be able to have a baby. Belva then looked at Anin's face with questions in her mind.

“Then, if you have another child, what about Evan?” ask Belva.

To be honest what Belva was asking was just wanting to find out how Anin felt. Some people say that a mother will love her own flesh and blood more than a child in whom no blood flows. Belva just made sure, if even later Anin's efforts succeed, his wife will still be able to love Evan as he is today.

“You're afraid my love will be divided?” anin asked with a small smile on the corner of her lips.

“Not afraid, I just want to know the contents of your heart,” Belva said.

Anin then sighed slowly and began to speak again, “I will still love Evan .. even though in his body there is absolutely no me there. In it is the result of fertilization between you and Sara, but I do not regret it. I will still love Evan,” I Anin confidently.

That was the heart of Anin, even though Evan was not her flesh and blood, but Anin was sure that she loved Evan very much. Even since nurturing and caring for Evan, Anin is increasingly able to learn to be a wife for Belva and at the same time become a Mama for Evan.

Hearing what Anin said, Belva nodded her head.

“Alright .. we can try it, but when you complain of pain, I will stop,” Belva said.

Belva says it all because she doesn't want to hurt Anin. Even if some time in the long run, the desire is not channeled. Belva chose silence. Whereas during the menstrual period that Anin experienced so long, Belva did not mind it.

“Thank you ... Thank you for trying again together,” said Anin.

The woman hugged Belva herself, her hands wrapped around her husband's waist. Several times Anin closed her eyes and chose to feel her embrace to her husband.

“We do second honeymoon yuk?” and Anin offered to her husband.

“How about Evan?” ask Belva.

“We just invite Evan ... family trip no harm,” reply Anin.

Belva seems to be thinking now. Is it true to invite Evan to participate no problem? After all, the goal of going this second honeymoon is to try to get another child.

“You sure you want to invite Evan? No hassle?” belva asked once again because Belva wanted to make sure of his wife.

Anin then nodded her head, “Iya .. don't bother. He is my own son. I won't bother to babysit her,” Anin replied confidently.

Hearing Anin's reply, Belva slowly nodded her head, “Alright .. but plan everything carefully first. Consult your doctor as well and make sure which way is safe for you, taking fertility drugs or doing baby tubes. I don't matter what way,” reply Belva.

Because in Belva's mind it does not matter what efforts will be taken by Anin, willing to take fertility drugs as long as under the supervision of a Doctor certainly not a problem. The rest, if Anin chooses a baby tube program also does not matter. Belva hopes Anin takes the right and comfortable way for her.

“Alright ... next week I will return to visit my Doctor. Thank you for always being patient with me all this time,” said Anin.

Undeniably in a household of ups and downs, Belva is someone who is patient. If there is something that makes Belva can not resist is his desire to have a baby. It was also motivated by years of marriage of those who were not blessed with a baby, for that Belva and Anin finally agreed to marry Sara mut’ah and rent her womb.

But now, after having Evan, it feels Belva has returned to being a patient figure. Evan's cries and laughter seemed to color his days, making Belva more eager to work, investing some of his sweat for Evan's future.

“I'm always patient with you, Anin,” says Belva.

I don't want to explain how patient he has been. But in reality, Belva is always patient. Be patient to hold his own passion, be patient to stay at home when Anin used to do a photo shoot here and there. Be patient for years waiting to have a baby. You could say Belva was always patient with his wife.

Hearing the husband's answer, Anin then unraveled her embrace. The woman turned her face to look at her husband's face, “Thank you .. Even when I was impatient and not being a good wife, you were always patient with me.” Anin replied.

“It feels like considering the work I did in the past had to fly from city to city again, doing photoshoots with such a busy schedule, making me really sin against you. I'm sorry,” said Anin.

“It's okay .. Even if I'm your husband, I've said I will be patient and support your career. After all, deciding to quit the modeling world is also entirely your decision. I just want you to learn to be a worthy wife for her husband,” explains Belva.

Hearing Belva's words, Anin increasingly realized how she in the past who expressed more selfishness. Leaving Belva just like that every time the shooting schedule arrives. It seems that this time Anin in the past was not a wife worthy of Belva.

“Sorry,” says Anin. The short words were bitter, even Anin's eyes were now glazed over. It was painful to listen to Belva who wanted a worthy wife.

“What kind of wife do you think you are?” asked Anen suddenly.

Belva seemed to sigh for a moment, and looked at Anin at a glance, “Sepadan means we are both equal partners, have equal (equal and flat) position means husband and wife. We can both be partners to build our household life. Complement each other and understand each other,” reply Belva.

Hearing the husband's explanation, Anin responded by nodding her head. Presumably Anin now had to introspect herself and learn from her mistakes in the past. Anin wanted to be a worthy wife for her husband.

Info:

A study conducted by the World Endometriosis Research Foundation said that 40-50% of women can get pregnant normally by being given fertility drugs. While by doing infertile or tube baby programs can have a 30-80% chance%. However, this depends on the condition of each individual.