
Thou art the Creator how long this heart does not know its end.
Uh! Thinking of me was obvious he wasn't thinking of me anymore.
My name is Raisa (Raisa Adita), I was born in Bandung, I live with my Dad (Agus Salim), Mother (Maryati) and Brother (Rangga), I live with my father, I'm in my story it seems my life is no less dark than the lights.
"Basic chicken village!" I was surprised I was looking for that sound.
"Poor!" this time I looked out.
"You know? Your family's presence is a fucking carrier!" this is a very sad word for me.
I set my feet to go to school, but I did not leave because my Parents had gone to the rice fields to plant rice if in the village he called nandur. I went to school on foot with my girlfriends Delia and Astuti. I went through a journey that was quite a bit less than 4 Km from home. Although many insulted me and trouble came again - came again.
"Ca?" my friends call me Caca.
" How do you repeat today that you've learned yet?" ask Astuti.
"If I had learned the speeding system last night, hahahaha." continued astuti while laughing out loud.
"Tut is the same as me, too" I replied with a smile.
"If you are, Del?"astuti asked Delia while slapping Delia's back.
"Eeeeeemmmm not yet Ca, Tut I fell asleep last night how did donk?" delia panicked.
"Are we going to study together again Del, Tut?" I replied while calming Delia down.
Every trip to my school, Astuti and Delia like to exchange stories, uh not only the trip to school but every time we gather we always tell stories or can be called hehe vent.
I could not ignore the strange views that were emanating from the eyes of those around me. I was with my friends just walking through the classroom and sitting on my stool, picking up the pen in my bag and doing exams.
"You're cheating, huh...?" I heard that sentence I just smiled at the friend who had uttered that sentence, he was my classmate (Sintia Ariani).
"No!" I looked at him and answered.
"Other times collect yes Mobile in the future is not good to see the others!" he continued with a smile.
"O Allah, I am not cheating." I said in my heart, but I could only give up.
"What the hell, Sin...?" sahut Delia defended me.
"Shut up Del I'm not talking to you...!" glaring with a high tone.
Sintia was indeed a very famous person in the School. In addition to her beautiful person, a good archery and male idol.
"Caca doesn't cheat Sin. Why are you accusing Caca of cheating? Oh...or you who can't do the thing, just say la...h!" Keep Delia fishing off emotions.
"True Sin Caca is not cheating..." Astuti is equally a lure of emotions.
They almost fought because Sintia accused me of cheating, but I tried to calm Astuti and Delia so as not to be provoked by emotions.
" It's!" I said.
"But Ca. This is self-esteem." said Astuti still emotion.
"Bec... Sintia has defamed you in front of friends. Though you are not cheating," continued Delia while geregeting.
"It's okay del, Tut I cheat or not only God knows, leave it to the one above!" I tried to figure out Astuti and Delia while hugging them.
"Don't be too good you, Ca...! later he turned around," Delia said as she went to the cafeteria she seemed to be disappointed by what I said.
"Del cameon, Del...!" I said convince Delia
"We've been to the cafeteria! Ca is hungry." take Astuti while holding my hand because Bel already sounds sign has rest.
Upon arrival in the cafeteria, my friends and I were approached by a handsome young man named Satria (Satria Sandiega). Satria my upperclassman in school class XII IPS 1 while I was in class XI IPA 2, Satria sat next to me ordering food.
"Y...!" Waving to the canteen maid Bi Jua his name.
"Yes Jang," Bi Jua called Satria Jang because Jang came from the word Ujang which means the name to the Son.
"Bi, I want Meatballs with Sweet Tea 1," said Satria.
"Ready Jang...!!!" said Bi Jua. Because Bi Jua was a very friendly servant.
I kept my head down and my eyes could not see it but Satria kept trying to chat with Delia as if this was their world.
"Del, Tut I Go to class first yes there is something I have to finish," I rush to class because if I get too close to Satria long ago I die of style.
"Del, why is Raisa quiet?" satria asked as if she wanted to know a lot about Raisa.
"It looks like Caca Sariawan hahahahaha." Delia replied with a carefree laugh. Delia laughs like she laughs.
"Suts. don't talk like that, later if Caca knows he can cry! hahaha..." Ledek Astuti laughing.
"Do you like Caca?" delia asked Satria curiously.
"What the hell.." while shy and looking down.
"I'm telling you!" delia urged Satria.
"Do we want to make a bet?"ask Astuti.
"Later I'll give you Caca's number,"
"If you're ready to match up where I might reject a woman as beautiful as Raisa,"
"But you should know Sat! Caca still remembers his time. I ask you to help Sat! To be able to help Caca to forget his mass, I watched Caca who every day was full of mass shadows," Delia explained at length about me.
"Sat, you certainly can and if you manage to change Caca's life, Delia and I will allow you to be close to Caca," Astuti persuades Satria to be close to me, Ahhh they are just doing it.
after they finished chatting then Astuti and Delia headed to the class because the entrance bell had sounded the sign of restarting the lesson.
"Ca!" Delia called me but I pretended not to hear it.
"South..."
"South..." Delia kept calling me and then I turned my head because I was wondering what Delia would say.
" Why, Del?" I replied in a soft tone for fear of being heard by Master.
"How do you think Satria?" delia asked trying to tease me.
"How's what? I asked to pretend I didn't understand what Delia meant by smiling.
"He looks like he's got you" said Delia.
"Ah...you are there," I tried not to prolong the words of Delia who would match me with Satria.
"Moveon Ca, moveon...!" delia said to keep bothering me.
"I'll talk about it again!" I'm trying to end Delia's conversation about Satria.
Cring...Cring...Cring...
the bell rang and I hurried home because of a lot of business at home.