Solihah Women the Love of the Heart
ep 40 - Sorry!

POV Hafidzah

I realize my happiness, my sorrow, my crying is a test of Allah SWT. But I felt it was no reason not to rise from my slump. I know God always wants his creatures to be grateful in every test.

If I had to share my love sincerely, God would have given my husband two of the most beautiful diamonds that God gave me. But there is one fragile diamond that makes one more diamond become carried away by that fragility.

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I woke up from my sleep because I heard the sound of my phone alarm, I also turned to the wall clock has been pointed at 04.30 am. I looked at my bedside and around my room I could not find my husband. I rushed into the bathroom to fetch water, after which I came out of the bathroom to perform Fajr Prayer. After performing the Fajr Prayer I went straight into the kitchen to prepare breakfast.

When I was cooking fried rice I remembered Madam Caca who had now become my husband's ex-wife. Where is Ma'am Caca? I miss him so much.

"Yes Allah. Give the best way for Mbak Caca. Keep him, protect him, give Sister Caca happiness even though not with A Joseph anymore, O Allah." I pray in my heart.

After I finished preparing breakfast, I immediately went into the room to pick up my phone to contact A Yusuf because from the moment I woke up I had not met him.

In A Yusuf's room was busy putting clothes into a suitcase, either way, it looks like A Yusuf is going to Bandung. I continued my steps toward A Yusuf to ask his point.

"A Joseph.." I asked while sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Yes dear." replied A Yusuf while closing the suitcase.

"Where is Joseph going?" manya curious.

"Aa want to go to Bandung there is a seminar these few days, Aa's book will be released this month," replied A Yusuf.

"Before Aa to Bandung Hafidzah want to talk to Aa for a while, can you?"

"What are you talking about?" A Joseph immediately sat down near me out of curiosity as to what he would talk about.

I sighed for a while and turned A Yusuf's body with my two hands.

"A Yusuf, I beg you to bring Ms. Caca to this house again and invite Ms. Caca to refer!"

"Are you crazy!" A shocked Joseph, he immediately stood up and began to raise his voice. I also stood up.

"I'm not crazy, I just feel disappointed with A Yusuf against Mbak Caca. I feel sorry for Sister Caca at staying at that time again unfortunately!" I also started raising my voice.

"You're good enough to be a good wife to me, don't think of anyone else you shouldn't think of!"

A Yusuf immediately left me in the room alone with his suitcase without saying goodbye while slamming the door of the room.

"Asstagfirullahaladzim, forgive my husband, God. Strengthen the servant in the face of this complex test. I know this is the toughest test of sincerity I've ever had..."

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It's been a week since A Yusuf and Mbak Caca divorced and now I don't know how Caca is. I want to know the condition of Mbak Caca in Bandung before A Yusuf returns home.

The time has shown at 10:00 pm. Since A Yusuf and Mbak Caca divorced I had no friends at home when A Yusuf went far away. I was just pensively alone in the quiet, only flying birds accompanying me on my own.

Ms. Caca's heart must be broken because she lost the husband she loved so much. That's why I have to see him today.

I went to Bandung with a public transportation ride because I could not drive a car even though A Yusuf has two cars, understand my life when before marriage only teach and teach.

Arriving in Bandung I immediately came to his address Mbak Caca by riding an online ojek from the terminal to take him to his home.

When I reached her home, Madam Caca found her mother Caca sweeping the yard.

"Assalamallaikum," I approached Bu Yati with a greeting.

I thrust my hand to Bu Yati and Bu Yati also returned her hand, I kissed the back of Bu Yati's hand while smiling. I didn't expect that Bu Yati wouldn't take revenge on me.

"Mak Caca is there?" I asked Ms. Caca while looking around the courtyard of Ms. Caca's house.

"Some, please come in Ma'am!" exclaimed Bu Yati to let me into her house.

When I was about to enter the house of Ms. Caca, I found the figure of Mbak Caca sitting at the soup while playing his phone. Caca looks keget when he sees me coming to his house.

"Assalamualaikum, Ma'am Caca..."

"Goddessa, Hafidzah..."

Mbak Caca immediately spontaneously memeluku with sobbing crying.

"Hafidzah forgive me!" Ma'am Caca apologized in my arms.

"No, it's not Caca's fault. Oya! How's Caca doing? I'm worried about you..."

"Okay Zah, how are you and the fetus?"

"Thank God be healthy,"

"Yes! What are you suddenly coming to my house? Please sit down Zah!" Ma'am Caca looked surprised by my arrival.

"I want Madam Caca back with A Yusuf!" I said to the point.

"Hafidzah, do not bring me back with Joseph! I'm here, I'm fine don't worry!" mrs Caca.

"But I know that Madam Caca still loves Yusuf.." I began to persuade Ms. Caca.

"Hafidzah, don't think of me! All you have to think about is you and your baby's health!"

"Taa... But Ma'am,"

"Udah! I'm gapapa" said Mbak Caca smiling.

"I'm sorry, Joseph!" I said while crying.

"Already!" Ma'am Caca wiped my tears and hugged me.

Stay strong even if others fall. Keep smiling even though this struggle is bitter and winding. Dhiya Zafira

After I finished talking, I went home because it was late afternoon.

"Sir, I'll go home first..."

"It's late afternoon you're here!"

"I'm not saying goodbye to A Yusuf because A Yusuf is in Bandung,"

"Oh Yusuf must be in the publishing house?"

"Yes, there's a seminar,"

"Yes be careful!"

I rushed to leave Caca.