
Do not keep lamenting that cry, wake up from your nightmare and rise up to set a happy future.
At 04:30 I woke up from my sleep, I saw my mother who was lying quietly beside me for accompanying me to sleep tonight. My mind smiled at the beauty before me that seemed real. Mom, thank you, you've been in my every slump.
My heart still reflects yesterday. I wanted to cry and scream as hard as I could to release the burden on my heart. But what power has Qodarullah said otherwise. I have to look tough in front of Mom so that she doesn't get burdened.
Shortly after when I was looking at Mom's face, Mom woke up from her sleep, Mom blinked her eyes and looked at me who was looking at her.
"Sheena..." Mother said as she rubbed her eyes with both hands.
"Mother.." I replied while trying to smile.
"Are you awake, son?" ask Mom while getting out of her sleep.
"Yes ma'am, we pray yuk! I already miss praying with my mother.." I cried.
"Come on!" Mother also agreed.
After I was with my mother performing the Fajr Prayer I immediately rushed to the kitchen to prepare breakfast because I had not made breakfast for Mother after marrying Joseph.
Shortly after, my phone vibrated a sign of a message coming in.
Morgan: "Good morning Raisa, what are you doing?"
Raisa: "I'm cooking for breakfast.
Morgan: "Show are you?"
Raisa: "Good,"
Morgan: "Are you just as good as your husband, right? Is your husband still flattering his first wife?"
Raisa: "Yes! I have something to talk to you about...."
Morgan: "About what?"
Raisa: "Can't talk through chat to meet, can you meet now?"
Morgan : Can-can..."
I ended the chat with Morgan, and then I went on cooking again.
After I finished cooking I immediately invited Mom to breakfast together.
"Mom I want to meet a guy," I started the conversation.
"What! You've met the same guy again, haven't you been divorced with Joseph not long ago?" I was shocked to hear I was going to meet a man.
"His name is Morgan Bu, Morgan Caca's friend at school. Morgan's a good man, ma'am, I feel good about being around Morgan, too." I said as I put food in my mouth.
"But Morgan doesn't have a wife yet, does he?" ask me to be worried.
"Yes don't know the hell Mom, but the rich are not yet Mom," I replied as I continued eating.
"Mother Saranin anyway you have to be careful again the same guy! Don't get you in the honey the second time." said Mother while sipping water.
"Ih! Amit-amit sabang bai Bu.." while tapping his head and then continued tapping the dining table.
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After I finished eating I immediately rushed to the room to get ready to meet with Morgan. I opened the closet and then chose the best dresser that will be worn fitting meet with Morgan. I don't know why I don't feel because everyone wants to meet Morgan. Is Morgan my soul mate? So that there are strange vibrations attacking me.
The clock's needle twists so fast. I don't think the time has shown at 08:00 that means my meeting with Morgan is about to happen.
When I got to the meeting place I didn't think Morgan was there. He was wearing a dark blue suit that stunned me. I wondered why I could move from Joseph so quickly.
"Morgan.." I greeted him from behind while Morgan was sipping coffee. Morgan also looked in front of me Saraya smiled.
"Sheena..." He saw my beautiful appearance made him not blink his eyes.
"You waited a long time, Gan?" my many. Then I sat in the chair.
"I...Yes, you are very beautiful today," she said with an unusual look.
"What the hell," I replied while looking at the food menu.
Morgan breathed out roughly. When he was near me his feelings got worse. He wanted to have me in his life.
"Wooy!" I woke up the daydream.
"Sorry..." Morgan also opened his eyes to wake up from his daydream.
"Why are you talking?"
"No," he shook his head with a red face.
"Sheena..."
"Morgan..."
Me and Morgan with their comps called out names simultaneously.
"Sorry Raisa!"
"If that's what you said first!" I said.
"Not you first!" reply Morgan.
When I started the conversation I was going to undo my intention to tell Morgan. But I feel it's appropriate to tell Morgan about my status right now.
"Why did you become diem anyway? He said he'd say, "Morgan woke up my daydream.
"Yes, Morgan, I want to talk to you about my relationship with Joseph now" I said.
"Yes, what happened to your relationship with your husband? You got a problem?"
"A... L'm... I'm..."
"Yes why?"
"I've been ce..."
When I was about to say that I was divorced from Joseph, there was suddenly a beautiful woman holding a handsome young man. They approached me by cutting off my conversation so I could not say that I was divorced from Joseph.
"Morgan!" the handsome young man's voice while waving his hand towards Morgan.
"Satria! Hello sin!" Morgan returned the wave of the hand and invited him to join. I turned to them, and they were Satria and Sintia.
"How are you, Bro?!" Morgan asked while shaking hands with Satria.
"Okay, how are you doing yourself? Is it still playboy?" reply Satria by replying to Morgan's greeting.
When they finished shaking hands, Sintia turned to my presence.
"Oh so the next victim is Raisa...!" Sintia rubbed me while hugging her hands and raised her eyebrows in a sign of hate.
"What the hell is Sin?" I'm upset why should I see him again?
"Basin' cheap chick!"
I heard that insulting voice ringing in my ear making me get carried away with emotions.
Plaque...
the sound of a loud slap approached the smooth cheek of Sintia. I slapped him because this was the umpteenth time I had a problem with him since school. This time I don't want anyone to insult me like I used to.
"So your mouth is!"
"How dare you slap me!" said Sintia while holding her painful cheek.
"This is your last warning! I've actually never been afraid of you, if you ever speak foul again, I won't hesitate to make calculations with you!" I kept my index finger over his head and raised my voice to give a warning.
"What do you think I'm afraid of?"
"Whatever!" I took my bag and left them.
Satria who saw me slap Sintia just kept quiet. I know Satria still holds love in her heart, only she is keeping her feelings Sintia.
Morgan, who saw myself insulted by Sinta, warned Sintia never to repeat her insults to me again.
"Sintia, if you're a girl take good care of your mouth! If you still hurt Raisa, I won't hesitate to teach you a lesson!" morgan said then went after me.
"Hello...! Are you ready for Raisa? Her boyfriend?"