
At 04:30 in the morning.
"Allahuacbar... Allahuahd..."
Adhan's voice reverberated in the sky. with a very melodious chant made me who fell asleep opened my eyes and smiled.
"Alhamdulillah," I exhaled from my nose and threw it out of my mouth while saying Hamdalah.
"Believe God You have given me the opportunity to wake up in the morning." - My heart with a smile.
This morning my head was heavy, my breathing was tight and my stomach was painful. I was not as usual who woke up before dawn, took Wudlu and performed the Fajr Prayer because I was having a period. I just got off the bed and then took a shower and after taking a bath I went back up to the bed to get back to the body.
Mother who saw me as usual was of course shocked, then Mom entered the door of my room that was not in the key.
"Why is this child not usually at this hour has not been awake," Mother's mind.
When Mom entered my room, she immediately sat on the edge of the bed and rubbed my head with her hands.
"Glass...?" sambi turned my body and rubbed my head that felt hot.
"Oh my goodness, Caca, your body is so hot" said Mother, holding my hand.
"You sick, Caca?" ask Mom in panic.
"Don't know Mom, Caca's body is heavy." I said in a soft voice.
"Yes, now I'm taking you to the hospital" Mother said, waking up my helpless body.
"Don't Mom, Caca just needs some rest!" I prevented Mom from taking me to the hospital.
"But Ca...?"
"Already Ma'am, Caca gapapa Ma'am." I convinced Mom.
"Mom knows, you're like this definitely thinking about what Dad said last night, right?" ask Mother.
I didn't answer it I just shed tears and hugged Mom.
"I'm sorry, Mother Caca, I can't do anything. You know for yourself, don't you think how stubborn Dad is?" I just nodded and grew sobbing.
The earth feels collapsed accepting all of this reality. I wish this was all a dream. I wish the truth was that I could marry Yusuf the idol.
Shortly after, my phone vibrated a sign that a message was coming in.
Joseph : "Assalamallaikum, Caca?"
King: "Vaalaikumsalam, Joseph,"
Joseph: "what are you doing?"
Raisa: "I'm lying on the bed,"
Joseph: "Are you healthy?
Raisa : "Healthy," I had to lie to Joseph, for fear that Joseph was worried.
Joseph: "Thank God, if that is so, I am relieved." Joseph was always happy and smiling to himself when he was Chatan with me.
Yusuf : "Oh yes Caca, I'm going to Bandung in a week to propose to you,"
Raisa : "O..yeah...?" I just gave a simple answer.
Joseph: "Yes, I'll take my parents there,"
Raisa: "If your proposal is delayed first how?" my reply carefully.
Joseph: "Why all of a sudden...? something must be wrong.
Raisa: "Gapapa..love me again!"
After I replied to Yusuf's last message I didn't reply to his chatan, I turned off my phone and danced it under my pillow. Soon I felt no tears streaming down my eyes and my mind was tormented.
***
"Wah. Just a proposal to give vegetables and money 10,000,000, just proposed already giving so much money let alone already be a son-in-law," inner Father with his eyes looked at the katas and clenched his hands under his chin then his own smiles.
They chatted in the living room with coffee made by Mother.
"Where is she, Tan? how not to look?" satria asked because she couldn't wait to see me.
"There's in the room he's resting" Dad said.
"Call you a minute I'll say something to Raisa?!" satria said by sipping coffee.
"Well," I hurried to call.
"Racca?" Dad called me in a high tone.
"Get out!" I try not to pay attention to it.
"Satria has been waiting for you since,"
"I don't want to Well, I want to be with Joseph" tears fell.
"Dad doesn't want to know now you're out and accept Satria's proposal!" Dad kept forcing me.
Dad is a very stubborn figure, all his wishes must be followed. My mother can't do anything either. I can only accept this reality.
After Dad left the room I went straight into the bathroom to wash my face. After washing my face, I immediately put on a veil and went out of the room to meet Satria.
"Well, Raisa just came out" said Dad. His hand pointed before me and waving his hand told me to sit at the soup near Satria.
"Eh, Brother Satria?" I greeted Satria with a forced smile.
After I sat down at the soup, Satria immediately expressed her intention and purpose in coming here. I don't know what else to do. I can only give up and pray that God can give me the best.
"Om, Auntie?" said Satria while taking something in her pocket.
"He's Satria" said Father.
"I meant to come here, intending to get permission to Om and Aunt in front of Mama and my Papa to propose to Raisa," while holding a ring complete with the box.
"Of course Om allow Nak Satria," said Father unceremoniously accepting Satria's proposal.
"How did Raisa, you accept it?" papa nya Satria (Susilo Hariono).
I wasn't going to accept Satria's proposal, but Dad kept glaring at me and winking his eyes, which meant I had to agree.
"I.i.a.yes.a.a.I would like to," I accepted Satria's proposal. Unconsciously my tears can not be dammed anymore.
"Yeeesss.." said Satria so happy.
"So what about the wedding?" dad said to be heading towards marriage.
"Well...?" I said.
"Sus...!" dad said to keep me quiet.
"I think we'll have the wedding tomorrow. Let me take care of all the preparations,"
"Well, how can it be that fast?" I said.
"Because I was only three days in Indonesia, the day after I had to go back to Korea again" said Mr. Susilo.
"It doesn't matter, I agree." said Dad.
That day I was officially proposed by Satria. Tomorrow is my wedding day with Satria. That day the world collapsed, the ocean felt spilled to the earth. My feelings were crumbling into dust.
"O Allah, what about Joseph, Hikz..hikz.
Time has set at 16:00 WIB.
After the proposal was completed, Satria and her family went home because they were going to have a wedding tomorrow.
After they left, I went straight into the room and slammed the things in the room because it was too emotional.