Solihah Women the Love of the Heart
ep 52 - Meeting at Kak Rangga's Wedding

After the meeting, all the employees left the room including Rey who is now the manager of Morgan. Just now Rey stepped her foot out of Morgan stopping Rey's steps.

“You don't come out!” morgan's orders to Rey.

“What's the reason?” ask Rey curiously.

“Come sit only!”

“I haven't spoken to each other for two weeks with Raisa, I feel like I lost her,” Morgan replied.

“Yes what do you want again Gan? If the problem is with difficult beliefs.” said Morgan to Rey who is now an employee as well as a place to confide.

“Do I have to change my faith first?”

“Gini, Morgan religious matters can not be toyed with like that, matters of belief must be from the heart! Nausea must really you believe it! Can not you carelessly convert just because of love alone, you must really from the heart!” After hearing Rey's statement, Morgan immediately lowered his head to digest everything Rey said.

“OK, thankyou..” Morgan immediately rushed out of the room leaving Rey.

***

Letting go of a person tastes bitter like medicine, although it tastes bitter but will make the pain heal. But now that I think why we cry, destiny has been set by the Creator. Is not in Surah An-naba already explained :

وَخَلَقْنَاكُمْ أَزْوَاجًا

Which means “and We make you a couple,”

I will continue to strive to accept all the realities that come my way and accept all the destinies given by God my Lord. Because if we are sincere with all the trials, then God will give the best for his creatures.

“Hopefully I can get the best soul mate..” I said inwardly.

That afternoon I did not stop finishing preparations ahead of Kak Rangga's wedding. Helps decorate the house, cooking for consumption and other preparations to facilitate the work of the committee.

When I came out of the house, I saw the sky was very clear. I make sure the next day when Kak Rangga holds a wedding, I hope the day is as bright as this afternoon.

Today I don't know why I feel pain in my head. I think someone broke my head. Maybe because I was sleep-deprived last night in addition to the morning I was unceasingly helping with the preparation of Kak Rangga's wedding.

“Caca..” say hello to Kak Rangga.

“Iya Kak,” reply I ogled.

“You rest aja Ca! Your face looks pale. You must be tired from the morning have helped prepare the wedding Brother..” said Kak Rangga while putting flowers on the door.

“Yes already brother, I entered the room first..”.

***

Today is Sunday, on which the wedding day of Kak Rangga is titled. The marriage that Kak Rangga had dreamed of with the woman he loved. Not just a fancy party but marriage is sacred to all mankind.

Ka Rangga has been sitting next to his future wife Delia who is still my best friend. Ijab qobul will soon be started by invited guests who are present in the middle of Kak Rangga and Delia. My friend Astuti has also been present with his partner in the same uniform as my family.

Today Delia looks beautiful wearing white kebaya in line with the suit worn by Kak Rangga. His face was full of smiles. Rangga's sister who accompanied him also felt happy and unceasingly smiled.

Ijab qobul is done. Both brides are invited to go up to the guarantee to greet all invited guests.

“Congratulations yes, Sis..’ I said to Kak Rangga while hugging Kak Rangga.

“Congratulations yes My son..” said Mother to Kak Rangga while sobbing in the arms of Kak Rangga and Delia.

“Congratulations Yes Rangga..” All invited guests shake hands and congratulate.

While the others seemed to be enjoying the party, suddenly my eyes shifted my gaze, looking towards the gate decorated with beautiful flowers. I saw that Morgan had just come in a Navi-colored suit and charmed me. I'm trying to turn my eyes the other way so I don't look happy Morgan's arrival.

MORGAN POV

Today is sunday. Where should I attend a schoolmate's wedding. I had to look attractive because at the party was present the figure of the rainbow named Raisa the idol of my heart. After I looked neat, I immediately rushed to Delia's wedding by car.

Twenty minutes later I had arrived at Delia's wedding venue. The car entered the main door, I saw around the place there were several guards. Everyone looked at me and there were two eyes that silently glanced at me, the rainbow, but I pretended not to see it because I had not spoken to him for two weeks.

“Welcome to my wedding, Morgan!” Delia greeted me as I climbed on the lap.

“Congratulations on her wedding.” My reply was smiling.

“Trank you, hopefully you can have a good wife and the faith with you,” said Kak Rangga to me.

The wedding was over I decided to go home to the two brides and then I approached Raisa.

“Raisa, I say go home first yes..” I said to Raisa.

“Iya..” reply Raisa short but her eyes glazed like holding something.

“I love my God, and I love you too

But it was so torturous, for me to choose

Between you or my God.

Because you have made my heart join yours.

Every night the clock wakes me up

I silently contemplated all about you

In my prostration I always berTO’a

Begging for a clue that will take me, please,

Out of worry

It crossed my mind.

I forgot all about you

But you're getting closer, and you're getting closer to me

The longer, the more I'm afraid

Fear of sins

How you became my wife,

If my God and your God are not the same

If differences hinder us

Why is there a difference?

Difference between you and me

Will it be as beautiful as poetry?

Or become dust in the wind, and forgotten

If only there was no God

Let's all be the same

Let's just love each other

But can we live together?

On top of our different beliefs

But, I'm all giving it back to you

to choose something that determines your life.”

(Puition By Erna febrianti)

After I finished reciting the poem to Raisa, Raisa suddenly shed her tears profusely. My hand was eager to wipe her eyes but Raisa brushed it off and left me. I was helpless and left that place.

After the wedding I immediately rushed to the bookstore to look for reference books meeting materials tomorrow.

Arriving at the bookstore while I was picking up a book I found a book that made me glance at it entitled “ISLAM ITAH” I don't know what was on my mind so I was interested to read it.

“Hopefully this book can be used as a clue about all the questions that I never found the answer.” I muttered while holding the book and then took it to the cashier to pay.