Solihah Women the Love of the Heart
ep 17 - Heartbreak

In the afternoon around 17.00 I was invited by Mother to choose a wedding dress at the WO for Mother's subscription because there is no time anymore. I chose a white kebaya dress studded with mute to emasan. I can't do anything there I can just give up.

"Well, this one suits you Caca!" mother said by holding my cheek while shedding tears.

"Mom help me!" I can only whine at Mom.

"I'm sorry Caca's mother." while calling me.

After returning home from WO I and Mom immediately visited the building that will be my wedding venue with Satria. I was so amazed to see the luxury of the building, but what I wanted was not this. I just want to marry Joseph

Wedding dress, building, consumption is ready. After preparing everything, my family and I went straight home because they had to rest so that tomorrow's event was not too tired.

After arriving at home I immediately entered the bathroom to take Wudlu. after taking the wudlu I looked at the mirror in the bathroom there was my reflection, and I looked at the mirror, I immediately shed tears and my mind felt tormented.

"O Allah, is the servant indeed the soul mate of Satria?" while looking in the mirror.

After performing the prayer I went straight up to the bed and laid down my very tired body.

The next day around 04:00 am Dad woke me up violently. Dad didn't want me to be late for the building and cancel the wedding.

"Glass...?" father's scream woke me up.

"Is Dad...?" I opened my eyes.

"Wake up and don't be late!" Dad woke me up with a very loud scream while turning his body and leaving.

"Allahuacbar... Allahuahd..." The dawn has arrived. I went straight to the bathroom to take a shower and took Wudlu. After that I immediately performed the Fajr Prayer. After the Fajr prayer I immediately prayed.

"O Allah..is this my destiny, O Allah?" just take a breath.

"O Allah, I do not love Joseph." Tears began to fall.

"If Satria is my soul mate, then take this feeling away from Joseph!"

Day starts at noon. In the room of the building where I married Satria I was in makeup. While on makeup I tried to hold my marinating water so as not to fall, but still my tears fell without being able to be dammed.

"Beautiful Mother." said the fairy.

"Thank you, Ma'am" I said as I lined up.

"And even more beautiful if Mbak does not cry, in order to speed up my makeup.

"Yes, I'm sorry!" I immediately wiped my tears that had fallen.

After finishing in the makeup, the fairy immediately came out of the room and shortly afterwards there was a knock on the door.

"Tok..but.tok..."

"Lake in!"

When the one who knocked on the door opened the door, I immediately turned to the door and it turned out that the one who entered was Mom. Mom came up to me and rubbed my cheeks and hugged me with tears, I returned my arms and cried.

"I'm sorry Raisa's mother, I'm sorry!" mother said in my arms.

"Yes, Mother." I said.

Before long, my phone vibrated the sign that the phone was coming in, I took off my hug and lifted it.

"For a moment, Mom!" I left Mom to pick up the phone.

I saw an incoming call on my phone under the name My Future Husband which means it was a call from Yusuf. I closed my mouth with a puddle of tears that kept flowing. I was confused as to what I should say to Joseph, but the voice of the call continued and I was forced to pick it up.

"Assalamallaikum, my future wife?" joseph said romantically.

"Waalaikumsalam.." I answered Joseph's greetings with a sobbing hoarse voice.

"You crying?" yusuf.

"Don't lie! your voice is richly hoarse" said Joseph could not be lied to.

"Yusuf please forget me!" I started crying again.

"Well, why are you suddenly talking like that?" joseph asked in shock.

"Now that you are looking for my successor, I am in the same match with my parents, today I will marry someone else,"

"But Raisa, I love you so much" said Joseph, beginning to shed tears.

"I'm sorry Yusuf, Assalamyallaikum.." I immediately ended the call from Joseph.

"Don't Raisa! Raisa's! Raisa!" while screaming and it turns out the phone connection is dead.

That day was a disaster for Joseph. The sky was crumbling, the world felt colorless black, the rain was so heavy in his eyes, the waves crashing across the earth and the typhoon was spinning to bring Joseph flying to a distant place, the place that made Joseph fall into the sea.

It felt like Joseph wanted to go to a place where he could shout freely and say "Oh God I want to be happy not to cry. Why is Raisa so desperate to destroy all my hopes that I've been waiting for all this time." Joseph fell down and the rain fell on his body.

"She's!" shouting loudly.

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In the evening after Joseph performed the Isha Prayer, Joseph went up to the bed and laid down his tired body.

Ketima Yusuf is breaking his body. Lurked in his memory about the words I said earlier.

"However may you be Raisa" Joseph's mind.

Soon, Joseph's emotions began to rise. Joseph cried hysterically as if he were lost from consciousness. He slammed the things in his room.

"She's!"

"She's!"

"You're the bad Raisa!"

Soon, Mr. Tono and Bu Rita as Joseph's parents heard Yusuf's cry and were about to enter the room.

When Pak Tono and Bu Rita entered the room, they found Yusuf lying under the floor.

"Joseph!" triak Bu Rita's.

"Joseph!" triak Pak Tono's.

"Well, please call the doctor!" bu Rita's orders to Mr. Tono.

Soon the doctor came to Joseph's house to check on Joseph.

"How's my son doing, Doc?" ask Mr. Tono to the doctor.

"It's okay, my son is just in a deep shock" the doctor replied.

"Syok heavy?" Ibi shocked.

"I mean Doctor?" ask Mr. Tono.

"I do not know what is going through the son of the Father and Mother, from the results of the examination of the son of the Mother is indeed experiencing depression,"

"Okay Doc, thank you..."

"Either. Then excuse me first."

After the doctor left Mom and Dad didn't leave me to sleep alone they both slept in my room for fear of anything else happening.