Solihah Women the Love of the Heart
ep 38 - Divorce.

"Racao!"

Joseph stopped me from entering my room. I turned my body in front of Joseph with a trembling body.

"I... Yes, Suf.." I said with a stammering word.

"Where have you not come home yet?" joseph asked with a high note.

"A... L'm... I'm from the mall," I'm afraid Yusuf is angry.

"You what? Same who?" yusuf asked as he approached my body. I was getting excited to see Joseph's angry behavior.

"I walked with Delia" I was forced to lie.

"Oh that's it? I called Delia earlier saying it wasn't the same you..."

"Eng... Naw... Not really, but.." I can't say anything more.

"Dare you lie to me!" I was snapped by Yusuf.

I wiped away my tears with both of my hands that were slowly rushing on my cheeks. It's all my fault I shouldn't have met another man when I had a husband. But I need a backrest capable of removing the wound from the pain in the honey.

If time can be turned, I will not choose to be in honey and if time can be turned I want to find a man who is loyal to me without in his love. God may be called heaven that is not missed.

"Racao!" Yusuf's voice was ringing in my ear. I also woke up from my daydream.

"Yusuf, do you love me?" I turned Joseph's body with both hands facing me.

"..." - ".Joseph did not answer, he just glared at me.

"Javab Yusuf!"

"Now my love for Hafidzah is greater than my love for you" Joseph turned his gaze away.

"Then divorce me!"

That love has faded from Joseph's heart, and so have I. I felt that my household with Joseph was no longer sustainable.

"And if you are determined to be strong for thalaq, then surely Allah is All-Hearing, All-Knowing" (Q.S al-Baqoroh:227).

The context of the verse is a form of warning and threat: “if you do so.Indeed, Allah is All-Hearing, All-Knowing”, so it shows that divorce is not favored by Allah. As this is explained by Sheikh Ibn Uthaimin rahamullah.

Not that this heart is not broken and neither is this heart still resigned, but only sincerity that accompanies me, O Allah may this be the right prudence for me.

"Okay, now I'm going to divorce you, and from today you're out of this house!"

"Hikk... Hiccu... Yusuf, never forget the sweet memories that we have been through together even though now we are separated I hope you are with Hafizah happy and may the fetus in Hafizah healthy always..." I immediately rushed into the room to pack my things.

Joseph went straight into the bathroom and flushed his head because it was so thick.

"Stupid you Joseph! You idiot!" joseph grumbled in the bathroom.

Hafidzah who heard the squabble in the living room went out and approached but Joseph and I were no longer in the living room.

Hafidzah saw myself coming out of the room pulling the suitcase while sobbing in tears.

"Loh! Where's Caca going?" ask Hafidzah while holding me back.

I turned to Hafidzah and said "Hafidzah, thank you for being a good wife to Joseph, I pray that you will be happy with having Joseph completely and that the fetus in your womb is healthy always.." I turned my gaze to Hafidzah and left.

"Taa... But, Ma'am..." Hafidzah tried to arrest me.

Hafidzah did not realize he was dripping tears so hard on his cheeks.

"What's really going on?" Hafidzah.

Hafidzah sat limply on the edge of the sopa while thinking about what was really going on.

Shortly afterwards Joseph came out of the bathroom in a bedraggled garment from head to toe.

"Same as Caca why? I saw Sister Caca go with a suitcase and now I see Aa soaked in gini, at what the hell?" Hafidzah wondered.

Joseph turned Hafidzah's body towards him and kissed Hafidzah's forehead.

"I Love you Hafidzah." said Yusuf, holding both cheeks of Hafidzah with both hands.

"Why?" ask Hafidzah getting curious.

"You are now fully Aa's wife and Aa will take care of Aa's only wife and our child" Joseph replied, wiping Hafidzah's flat stomach.

"Ma... Mean Aa? Aa divorced Ms Caca?"

"Yes" Joseph replied with a smile.

"Your staff is A! Do you realize what Aa has done? I was disappointed that Aa had to divorce Mbak Caca and could smile like that" Hafidzah pulled out Joseph's hand holding his stomach and went to his room.

"Why are you always so nice to him? You must be aware of Zah! You've been hurt a lot by Caca," Yusuf started to get emotional.

Hafidzah paid no heed to him anymore, he just kept stepping into his room.

Arriving at Hafidzah's room, he climbed into the bed and took his cell phone to try to reach me.

"Where is Caca? Not active,"

"Duh! Ma'am Caca pick up donk!" while putting his phone in his ear.

***

At night around 08:00 I arrived at Mom's house.

Geck... Geck... Geck...

I knocked on Mom's door and Mom opened it shortly after. Mom saw me in a pale face while pulling a suitcase.

"Caca.." greet Mother.

"Hikk... Hiccu... Mother.." I immediately hugged Mom, Mom returned my embrace.

"Why?" mother asked as she rubbed my head in her arms.

"I am divorced from Joseph,"

"A... What's?"

"Yes Mom, I'm divorced..."

"Caca, maybe this is God's answer to you so that you can be happy with others. May you have a better soul mate than Joseph. Patience Baby! I'll always be there for you,"

"Thank you" I cried even more.