Solihah Women the Love of the Heart
ep 06-Wouldn't Want a Relationship
In a Gazebo we both sat side by side. I was afraid that a third person might incite me to do what I didn't want.
"Sheena..." Satria called me in a soft tone.
" Yes, Brother," I said. I feel so bad.
"Sheena..."
"Yes, what is it...?" I was curious about him.
"Is anyone close to you now?" said Satria asking a question that I think is very Horror.
"There's..."
''Si ''See... Who?" Satria's face turned red and looked nervous.
"Satria's sister" I said pretending not to understand.
"Seriously...!" satria said getting upset.
"What is the big brother's question? I don't understand" I said trying to prevent the knight from revealing his heart.
"Okay, if you don't understand" said Satria.
"From the first time I knew you, I felt like there was a vibe of love" Satria continued.
"Ma... Mean brother?" I kept trying to pretend not to understand everything Satria said.
"I fell in love with you Raisa from the first time I knew you. Would you like to be my girlfriend, Raisa?" satria said clarifying her words while holding my hand and trying to look at me.
"Astagfirullahaladzim," I took off his hand because no Muslim should hold hands with a non-muhrim.
"Ma... Sorry,Raisa...!" satria.
"Sorry brother, I can't" I confirmed to Satria that I can't accept her love.
"But why, Raisa? Is it because of that guy?" satria raised her voice.
"Whose men?" I was surprised why Satria could talk like that and who the man Satria meant.
"I know you're still thinking about Joseph, right? a man who's been close to you in your past?"
"Where do you know about Joseph?" I said curious.
"It's not important that I know where, the most important thing is that you, you have to start forgetting about your past, you know,"
"This has nothing to do with my time and you have no right to rule me with whom I make my choice!" I said. Then I went straight to the tent.
that night my heart was full of fear. My eyes opened as if I could not sleep. The rain came down again soaking the earth as if to represent this heart that was restless.
"Read..." Mom woke up because she saw me roll over unable to sleep.
"Yes, Mum...?" I said sobbing sobbing. My eyes glazed.
"Why you?" Just breathe a minute.
"So you have a problem?" mother said while holding my hand.
"Satria, Ma'am" while holding back the cries.
"Satria why?"my mother panicked.
"Satria shot me ma'am, but I don't want to date," I said telling Mom everything.
"Good Caca, indeed you should refuse dating because in Islam there is no such thing as dating. But you must not break the rope silatu rahmi you with Satria. You should apologize to Satria and say that you love me? Wait after college and come to my dad,"
"Yes, Mom" I said as I hugged Mom. I'm happy because Mom has changed so deftly.
"Mom tomorrow you go home...?!"
"Lohs... Why go home so fast, did we just come here last night?" mother said surprised.
"Yes ma'am I don't feel right here, I want to quickly sleep in my room, we're on vacation at home." I said because my mother has changed so what else I spend the holidays if at home is more beautiful than the holidays.
"Oh yeah, now you're sleeping...!"
"Yes Ma'am,"
Allahuahbar... Allahuacbr...
Genta Adzan is in the universe.
His sweet voice calms the soul. Ah it feels calm this heart if it has been done Praying. Then I hurried to take Wudlu to perform the Fajr Prayer.
I saw that it was morning when a thin mist crept slowly covering some of the beautiful sky. Birds also sing melodiously accompanied the sound of birds crowing. Today, Mom and I are going home and I'm getting ready to take care of my clothes.
"Mom promised ya after coming home from this vacation mom paid more attention to me...!" I said while holding Mom's hand.
"Yes, I promise" said Mother, hugging my body tightly.
"I'm sorry for Mom's mistake...!" keep mum while kissing my forehead.
The satria is coming again!
satria's appearance seemed a little different than usual. Her face was like a disappointment because I had already rejected her love last night.
"Tan, I'm gonna bring you the bag...?" said Satria offered help to Mother but Satria did not greet me.
"Thank you" said Mother with a smile.
"Satria's sister, Auntie needs to talk to you for a second..!" I said I asked Satria to speak for a while.
"Good,Tan..."
"Racca... Can you leave Mom and Nak Satria as well?!" Mom wanted to talk to Satria one-on-one, and then I left.
"Yes Ma'am,"
In a gazebo that last night I and Satria sat with Mom and Satria talking as if I couldn't figure out what they were talking about.
Mother turned her body to face Satria. Looking at Satria's face and Mom talking to her.
"Son, you have a problem with Raisa...?" while rubbing Satria's shoulder.
"Ti's... No, Tan.." said the knight in speech.
"Actually Raisa is not disliking you or rejecting your love." said the mother explained to the knight with caution.
"Then...?" satria said curiously.
"Raisa's just for now she doesn't want to be in a relationship with anyone more than just friends."
"Yes but why, Tan...?"satria asked, getting disappointed.
"Is it because Raisa is still thinking about her mass...?" connect Satria with teary eyes.
"No, you'll know for yourself! all you have to do now is focus on your school!" mother said continuing to rub her shoulders and calm her heart.
"Taa... But Tan, will Raisa one day be able to accept my love..?" ask Satria.
"Satria sure you don't stop there. You don't break the cord with Raisa. Keep making friends, take good care of her" Mother said.
Satria. He can understand everything you say.
Satria flinched in her daydream. The bright peak turned dark, just after Mom spoke of me.
"Let's go home...!" take my mom home and put the suitcases in the car.
"Come...!"
"So I said anything to Satria...?"
"Mother just told him to keep his friendship with you..."
"Oh..."
"Wait you after coming home from here would be in masakin what is the same mother...?I want to make amends for all the mistakes you've made over the years,"
"Any mother, all the fashions I like, ko.." I dropped my head on Mom's shoulder and Mom rubbed my cheek. Ah happy me today.