
"Look I'm suffering from a psychiatric disorder." Adel said, leading the Emperor to look at him.
The Emperor was still quietly watching what Adel said until it was finished.
Again Adel exhaled heavily, his gaze blankly straight ahead, "That all happened after mama got involved in the affair."
The Emperor was further shocked to hear the story from Adel, the young man widened his eyes in disbelief, "An affair?" Ask wonder.
Adel nodded slowly then continued his words, "Yes, that happened a long time ago, maybe five years ago."
"Miris right?" Adel asked, the girl smiling wryly laughing at her own life.
"Is that why you want to end your life?" The emperor asked.
Adel shook his head softly before saying, "No, if it's your problem, I'll never leave him at all times. But what makes me so rich is my own bokap."
"Bokap lo?"
"Yes to my father, my birth was the greatest disgrace of his life. Whether I am or not means nothing." Adel's lips smiled but the Emperor understood that it showed the sadness that was already too great the girl felt.
"Lo says you won't stay behind until anytime, so why did you want to do something silly?" Ask Emperor.
"Because every time you see me, you're going to relapse and start getting out of control. And since there's nothing I can do at all, I think disappearing from their lives is the only thing I can do to help my mom." Answer Adel.
"Did you not care at all about me?"
Adel shook his head slowly, "Don't care, I'm already rich in wind and then doang is not considered at all."
The Emperor patted Adel on the shoulder, "Gue understood what you rasain, there is but not considered. We only ask for a speck of love but we never get it at all. The world is cruel, but that doesn't mean death is the only way out."
Adel smiled cynically at the Emperor's words and said, "Aren't we ever asking to be born into the world? Then why are we blamed for mistakes we never made?"
"Because God has his own reasons why we are born into the world. It could be, you are the reason for someone to survive." Emperor Saying.
Adel pointed to himself, "Gue? Reason for someone? Huh impossible."
"Why impossible? We don't know who really loves us and we don't know what the future holds." Said the Emperor who managed to make Adel contemplate every thing that the young man conveyed.
The Emperor then looked at the scene before him, "When I feel desperate again, I always come to this place and contemplate every event I experience."
"So... You're feeling desperate?" Ask Adel.
"That used to be, now I'm just here to enjoy my solitude without any interference from anyone." The Emperor was not honest with how he felt. Yes, the young man did not want to burden anyone over the problems he faced. Adel did not ask any further.
"In addition, any problems I have also always wanted problems that I have the same problems other people are much heavier, too, the goal is so that I don't get stuck in grief and can still be grateful under any circumstances." Continue Emperor.
The Emperor chuckled at Adel's question, "Everyone has their own problems, baby."
Hearing the Emperor call it a bocil Adel instantly gave him a cynical look, "What do you say, bocil?! I'm not a leak!" He said in a loud voice.
The Emperor laughed even more at the reaction Adel gave him. The two talked about many things that were occasionally accompanied by jokes. In the morning, they stopped the conversation.
"Why is it early in the morning?" Said the Emperor when he realized the sky had already turned reddish in the morning.
"Why is it?" Adel is just as good.
The two then looked at each other in silence for a few moments, then laughed at the same time.
"Jeez, it's too cool to talk until you forget time." Said Adel who was still laughing.
"Let's go home." The Emperor who had stood up from his seat.
While Adel still remains in his position, "Lo first, I still want to be here."
"Will not go to school?" Ask Emperor.
"Yes, this is what time it is."
The Emperor nodded, "Okay if that's what I am first." Said the Emperor as he passed away and waved his hand.
"Hold on!" Adel said that made the Emperor stop his steps and then turn to the girl.
"What's wrong?" Asked the Emperor in a flat tone.
"Thanks yes." Adel.
The Emperor only retorted by flicking his lips then continued his steps.
"Just thank you for everything!" Adel shouted loudly because the Emperor had walked away, while the Emperor just waved his hand without turning his body.
Adel let out a long sigh after the Emperor's departure, the girl still stayed in her place while enjoying the view of the sky in the morning, before finally deciding to leave the place.
"I forgot the girl's name." The emperor patted his own head when he was in the car, he only realized when talking earlier, not at all asking about Adel's identity.
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