Space And Time

Space And Time
Trauma of Anika


With half a yell the Emperor finally replied, "Nara cheated!"


Hearing the Emperor's shocking reply, Anika's body instantly shook and her breathing became congested. Not because of the rising voice of the Emperor, but Anika must hear the word infidelity that became the heaviest trauma in her life.


The emperor became panicked, he cursed himself for not being able to control emotions. The young man quickly carried Anika and led her into the room. The Emperor carefully placed Anika's body onto the bed then rushed to take the medicine.


"A-there's on the left nightstand." Anika told the location of the medicine with a stammering voice.


After finding the cure, the Emperor immediately helped Anika to take the drug. After a while, Anika's condition got better. Anika chose to sleep after taking the drug.


The Emperor bowed down beside Anika, the young man clasped Anika's sleeping hand, "Sorry Kai ma, sorry. I shouldn't have told my mom. Kai is stupid!"


The young man's cry was further broken when he remembered the times Anika had to fight against her trauma. The Emperor continued to cry until he fell asleep still holding Anika's hand.


The emperor felt that someone rubbed his head gently, he turned his head and found that the hand that rubbed it was Anika.


"Mama?!" The emperor was shocked and immediately opened his eyes wide.


"Your mother woke up? What is your condition, still short of breath? Or does mom need something?" Ask the Emperor in succession.


With a hoarse voice Anika replied, "One-on-one son." He said with a soft chuckle.


"Mommy's thirsty, can you get me a drink?" Further.


The emperor got up from his seat then prepared to go to the kitchen.


"Where are you going?" Ask Anika wonder.


The Emperor was confused by Anika's question, "She said mama was thirsty, yes the Emperor wanted to take a drink to the kitchen."


Anika patted her own eel looking at the Emperor's behavior, "Gapain to the kitchen, this loh on the nightstand there is also drinking water." Said the middle-aged woman while pointing at the drinking water glass above the nightstand on the right side of the bed.


"You must be dizzy yes, mama woke up in the middle of a gini mall, so dazed rich earlier." Anika.


The Emperor immediately shook his hand denying Anika's words, "No, no, mama wants to wake Kai at whatever time Kai is ready. Kai's just..." His voice stopped, his voice trembling like he was about to cry.


"What's free?"


"Kai just can't forgive himself Kai, because the Emperor mama to have to feel pain again." Said the Emperor with tears already falling.


Anika gently stroked the Emperor's hair, in the face of the young man so deeply, Anika also felt sad because it had become a burden in the Emperor's life.


"Son, it's not your fault. Never again offend yourself for something that is out of your control." Anika tries to calm down.


"Where could this not be the Emperor's fault, because Kai called the word, mama so..." The emperor could not continue his words.


"If you keep crying and blaming yourself, can you also feel guilty?" Ask Anika later.


"What does mama mean? Why should you feel guilty?"


"Because you can't give you happiness, you just become a burden in your life and even until you cry like this regret over something that wasn't your fault."


The emperor shook his head, "Don't even mama say that again. No one considered my mother a burden on the Emperor's life. Even though the Emperor never thought that mom was a burden, it was the only happiness that the Emperor had!"


Anika smiled faintly at the Emperor's reply, "That's how son feels, mama also can't accept you blaming yourself like that, either, it's just that mama's hurt because mama can't take good care of you."


"Mama promise, from today mama will try even harder to recover. So that this handsome mama's child can live happier without worries." Continue by pinching the Emperor's cheek.


"Whatever it is, the Emperor will always be next to Mama. The Emperor will never leave his mother at any time." Answer Emperor.


"Mom knows son." Anika smiled.