
The heart is like a lump of cotton, a drop of stain can change its entire color. Sometimes it's strong, and sometimes it's very fragile, depending on what's going on.
However, do not underestimate a lump of meat, because your whole body will be good if it is good, and your whole body will be damaged if it is damaged.
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The atmosphere in the room was instantly silent, no one dared to make a sound. Aisha was bowed in hearing her Buddhist words. His heart was so sick, yet he did not want to look weak by the middle-aged woman.
"Do you know what Bude said?" ask Bude Luna.
Aisyah blinked her eyes several times so that the tears that had been pooled before in the eye fertilizer immediately went away. He took a deep breath and threw it away slowly.
The veiled woman raised her face to look at Bude Luna, then smiled.
"Ngerti, Bude," he answered briefly.
"Good, if you can't find it yourself or no one wants to, let bude help you find it," Bude Luna bargained, making the girl reflexively shake her head quickly.
"No need to Bude, later also come when it is time," replied Aisyah.
"That applies to the virgin loh ndok, if it's like you well must you who nyari yourself," said Bude Luna again like a merciless heart-wrenching sembilu.
This time I chose silence. Instead, he squeezed the hands of his faithful cousin sitting beside him so firmly. Making Zahra grimace a little but she chose silence because she understood how Aisyah felt at this time.
The night was getting late, but the veiled woman was still at home standing on the rooftop of her house, while looking at the boarding school environment that began to look lonely.
His face was now looking up at the expanse of stars in the sky that was so beautiful, a thin smile slowly painted on his face.
"I'm happy now, I'm sincere with my past, and for my future, I hope there are no more wounds there. I'm strong, but I'm fragile if I always clash with the same wound" his monologue as he closed his eyes feeling the breeze that hit his pretty face.
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Elsewhere, in the same sky, the air felt increasingly cold but it did not make the handsome man standing at the end of the ship shift from his place.
His heart was agitated for a few days. He misses but does not know to whom it misses, he expects a meeting but does not know whose meeting with whom. Like a magnet that is pulled in a direction but does not know where the specific poles are.
"Bro," the bass voice heard speaking softly in his ear managed to make the man aghast, and at that moment he also realized from his daydream.
"Lack of acid you, Gung," he grumbled as he stared intently at the man beside him who was laughing with satisfaction.
"Sorry, Akmal, the more I look at you, the more you day, the more you daydream, do you have a problem?" ask Great.
"Not at all" Akmal replied firmly.
"Hahaha, the more firmly you answer, the more clearly you have a problem" Agung chuckled at the expression of his best friend.
"I don't know you" elak Akmal then looked back at the dark sky with a beautiful expanse of stars.
"Where are you going?" tanya Agung who now stands looking at the sky.
"It seems like this time I want to go to my aunt's house, I really miss my little niece," Akmal said with a smile at the face of the little girl he used to watch while not working on the cruise.
"Well, maybe he's the reason I've always missed these few days" she smiled.
"Oh yeah, Akmal, tomorrow we're scheduled to dock at the Jetty to fill the coal load, so we need to be ready." Great reminded.
The next day, Akmal was preparing to direct the ship to lean into the Jetty. Today is the schedule of their ships that will fill the coal load.
Approximately 3 to 4 hours finally charging is completed. Now the ship sailed back to the middle of the sea, waiting for the arrival of the Bulk Carier for the dismantling of the coal cargo.
Well this is the work that Akmal has been doing since 4 years ago. In fact, he felt longer living in the middle of the sea compared to living on land since then.
But since working there, Akmal began to be able to help his parents send his sister who is currently studying fifth semester. Happy of course he felt, but through the work also he felt the pain of betrayal.
Even so, life must continue. Akmal did not want to be a weak man who was slumped by injuries. He hoped that the wound would never come to him again.
"God, every breath is not spared from Your watch, thank You for all the sustenance You have given me, thank You for opening up that painful fact to me, through it, I can be more careful to keep my heart from falling into the pit of sin and wounds. Strengthen my heart to remain in Your way. If one day you will find someone loyal and sincere, then soften my heart to open my heart again."
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A few days later, as usual Aisyah will do teaching activities at Tahfizh Qur'an school during weekdays, and on Saturday she will go to college. Aisyah was deliberately taking employee classes because she did not want her teaching hours to interfere with the lecture, and vice versa.
As of this moment, Aisyah was getting ready to leave for college with her matic motorbike. But when he was about to leave, a car stopped right in front of him so as to block the road he was about to go through.
The veiled woman squinted her eyes at who the figure inside the covered car was, but in the next second, a middle-aged woman she knew so well got out of the car.
"Bude Luna?" she looked down at the sight of a graceful woman with her fashionable veil walking up to her.
"Aisha, are you going to college now?" ask Bude Luna.
"Yes Bude," he replied as he kissed the middle-aged woman's back hand.
"Well, what a coincidence, Bude is being accompanied by Bude's niece, her name is Reza, she can take you to campus, all you can know her," said Bude Luna slightly whispered at the end of her sentence.
"Sorry Bude, Aisyah got on the bike," he said subtly.
"You're well, this Bude is being kind enough to help you find a mate, this Reza kid happens to be a grown man looking for a partner, and he doesn't care about the status of his partner or the widow, or the girl," bude Luna said a little.
Lina's mother who heard Aisyah's voice yet to leave finally left the house to see what happened.
"Mr Luna? What's up?" ask Lina's mother.
"This is Lin, your son, I want to introduce him to my niece, but he refuses" Bude Luna said.
"It's not so Bude, but Aisyah is not comfortable riding in a car alone with him, after all Aisyah is in a hurry now, if the car is afraid to get stuck," said Aisyah.
"Alaaah, that's the reason you are" grumbled Bude Luna.
"Sorry madam, if Mbak Luna wants to introduce her to Aisyah, may ask Mbak's nephew to come here tomorrow, because tomorrow Aisyah is not going anywhere, is it Aisyah?" Lina's mother blinked one eye at Aisyah.
"Yes Ummi" replied Aisha.
The slightly annoyed Bude Luna could only let out a rough breath. "Yes, tomorrow then, remember you have to standby at home?" bude Luna said to Aisyah.
"God willing, Bude" he replied with a smile.
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