The Future of Princess Sabina
Chapter 6: Mingling Sunday Mornings and Reflections.

After spending the entire Saturday trying to reflect on the surprise of the events the day before, I now feel a little better . I tried to clear my mind with a morning jog along the beach in Malabar Headland National Park. I strongly believe in light exercise to lead a healthy life. A light morning run, some yoga, and a good stretch afterwards, which is basically my fitness regime. While inactivity is not good for the body and leads to premature death, so is strenuous exercise and often you see famous athletes die at an early age due to the effects of over-training their bodies.

While running along the ocean shoreline, appreciating the rugged nature, and absorbing the nurturing energy of the morning sun, I contemplated the fate that befell Joshua. In his guilt-burdened madness, Joshua has used his hard broken mirror to decapitate his own testicles. Or so whispers Online go. He was in the hospital hoping to make a recovery, but his testicles were not. I spent most of Saturday pondering whether I was guilty or not. Young and innocent Sabina from my past would feel very guilty for what had happened, but I did not. While following my instincts and refusing to talk to Joshua would personally save him from himself, on that fateful night, it would not change anything in the long run.

Joshua's mind is a product of his rising ego, a product of being born with a sense of entitlement. His desire to dominate me, is a desire for what he cannot have, and an inability to accept that he is not always liked and admired. If I don't go with him, he will end up raping someone else, someone who is incapable of self-defense. In a world where evil exists, it is better that Joshua himself took the damage from its damaging effects, than that innocent people suffered.

The events of Friday made me realize that it was time for me to do what I was born to do: To enhance my search for the ancient Crystal Zeto, better known as the Holy Grail.

I have struggled with philosophical questions about whether it is wise to unleash the true purification power of Zeto Crystals or not. Technically, Zeto crystals, when activated from their dormant state, will inhibit man's free will, by limiting humanity's tendency towards evil, as things will turn out well. The concept of free will is an illusion. In this life that I live, I cannot hover from my location without the help of a plane, I cannot swim underwater to the bottom of the sea without diving equipment. I cannot teleport to another dimension with the power of my will, I cannot turn back time to correct my mistakes. In short: there are already so many things that the laws of the universe forbid me to do, that limiting the individual's inclination towards evil deeds will only make things better.

But to be able to do good in the world, I need to raise money, because traveling around the world looking for Zeto Crystals will not be cheap. I thought about how to make money, the idea gave me a sense of unease. The desire to make money is a natural thing; it is, after all, challenging to liv e in a human society without it. But often the desire for money leads to greed, which damages the soul and, ultimately, man.

I finished running, and I saw an ad for a big lottery gambling pot. I thought about buying a ticket, but then I realized that the idea was pointless. I have a lot of abilities, influencing people and seeing patterns among other things, but none of them will affect the outcome of the random number generator that gives lottery results.

But what can I do? I realized that Online trading was my solution. I have an unparalleled ability to see patterns and predict future events. While I was worried that Online trading would expose my soul to the damaging effects of greed, I realized that I was an adult . No matter how I choose to live my life, I will need to make money, and Online trading will cause me the least amount of mental stress.

I went home, and I checked my Online banking account. I earned a thousand dollars, mainly from teaching yoga classes at my local gym. " It's nothing" I thought as I poured my money into a trading account and waited for Monday to come to the stock market to open.