
Chapter 69: Starting My Rehabilitation.
"One more step, Sabina. You can do it." My physiotherapy, Sandra Stephen, told me cheerfully. I focused my energy, and led by his gentle hand, I took the final step into the chair and sat down. Today's milestone is reached: 20 steps!
It frustrates me because I struggle a lot. I have always been an accomplished person in everything I think, from yoga, music, and chess, to Online trading and charity support. Not to mention I have saved the world from some evil conspiracy, as well as the queen of foreign demons.
"Why can't I recover faster, I feel so worthless in this condition!" I complained to Sandra, who gave me a sympathetic look and replied. “You recovered very well, given the situation. Doctors have never seen someone with so many scars in their brain tissue before. That you wake up, and we're talking now is a miracle. " I nodded and did not answer. I guess for the medical staff, my return to life was a miracle, but for me, it was boring and mundane. I have experienced a real miracle.
I wanted to ask Sandra about her life, but I didn't know if I should. Do people usually ask medical staff and physiotherapists about their lives? I've lived my whole life seeing everything, with just a little touch, but now I'm blind and don't know anything. My lost empathic ability was what hurt me the most, but my intelligence had declined, and my gut feeling was gone as well. I can no longer beat chess games at the level of Kasparov, and I can no longer make unlimited money by trading Online. I guess what I experienced was what parents experienced when dementia first struck them, although, by human standards, I was still considered intelligent and with a high degree of intelligence.
I understood why the True Maker chose to punish me, and I accepted his decision. My high premonition and intelligence have made me arrogant. Like the Zetans before me, I have tried to change into the world according to my personal ideals. But the world is not just for me to form, it belongs to everyone, something I have to accept humbly, now I am just like everyone else.
I looked at Sandra and spoke, "I want to take another 40 steps before I rest today."
He shook his head and replied. "I don't want to force you to remember your condition too much."
I pushed myself out of the wheelchair and stood unsupported on my feet. "Thank you, Sandra. But even though I may not have the ability, I still want to try. ” I said, and suddenly I feel much better. It was as if the True Creator had noticed that I received a legitimate punishment and allowed my body to recover from the damage caused by arrogance and arrogance.
A few days later, I was released from the hospital, after experiencing a miraculous recovery that shocked everyone.
Chapter 70: Seeking Advice from My Mother
The day after I left the hospital, I had tea with my mother, Ellen. It was a hot day, but fortunately, the ocean breeze and the shade on the terrace of the Iceberg Club, which overlooks Bondi Beach, made the day bearable.
My mother was happy, happy to see her daughter healthy and alive again. Her joy makes me happy, I miss the chance to change the world, but at least I can make the people around me happy.
When our tea and fruit salad arrived, my mother decided to break the silence we shared. “So, how are you doing right now? Should you be excited over your pregnancy and your miraculous recovery? " Yes, I am very excited for the future, and I love living, "I said, and smiled to make my mother happy. "Yet your eyes are full of sorrow?" Ellen commented.
Dear mom. I love her, and I can't lie to her, even when I mean to make her happy.
"I don't know. Since I lost my ability, I don't feel complete anymore. I want everything to be like that. " I confess.
“People always feel that way when they experience unwanted changes. But it doesn't help. Change happens all the time, and like it or not, it's something we all have to deal with, ” Ellen replied. "I guess, but that's easier said than done, isn't it?" I let out a breath. "Well, at least I'm always here for you when you need me" Ellen said.
"Always there," Ellen said and smiled sympathetically.
"Alex is barren and not the father of my son," I admitted and stared at the floor.
"What did you say?? Does Alex know about this, and if not, how do you know he's barren? " Ellen said in surprise.
"No, Alex doesn't know. I suspect something is wrong when I can't get pregnant. In the Divine Dimension, I met Brahma, a Zetan. He ran a test that confirmed my suspicions, ” I revealed.
"And Brahma is the father of your son?" Ellen asked.
"Yes." Yeah." I retaliated.
"Have you ever considered the possibility that Brahma lied, to father your son?" Ellen suggested.
“Yes, I've been considering that for a long time. But I realized that Keila should be half Zetan. And Brahma was a Zetan, so everything fell into place. ” "I understand. I hope you're right." Ellen answered.
I'm nodding. I have dispelled the real reason that prompted me to have an intimate relationship with Brahma. The recurring vision I have of where Eric Orchard is Keila's father. Honest or not, some thoughts are better left unsaid.
Suddenly I felt a puddle of water rushing down my pants. Am I peeing on myself? “Sabina! Y our water breaks, we better hurry to the maternity ward!! ” Ellen exciting in excitement.
"Oh my God, you're right. C'mon fast! ” I said, and we left the restaurant and headed to Sydney Women's Hospital in Randwick.