The God of War
Noahime Request
Some days Noahime locked himself in his room. He did not want to go out or see anyone. He was looking at his heavy life. He could only cry and cry about his fate.
He had also felt like a very evil person in this world. He felt he had become the most selfish person in the world. Just seeing and caring about himself, without trying to figure out what really happened
Noahime huddled in the corner of his room, he even refused to eat and drink. All the food and drinks delivered by the servants were avoided near his room, he never touched at all.
Until finally his body just collapsed and looks very pale.
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After a few hours, Noahime began to open his pair of eyes again. Although his vision was still a little shaded and unclear, he could see a figure he was very familiar with standing near the bed and was putting a few stalks of chrysanthemum flowers in a small pot.
"Prince Hadess ... you are that .." said Noahime lirih and still powerless. He also tried to sit.
"After I returned to the palace, I heard from some of the servants of the diamond, if you had locked yourself in the room long enough. You also refuse to eat or drink. So I delivered this chrysanthemum flower to calm and relieve your stress, Nouhime." said Zhou then grabbed a bowl of soup still warm from a wooden tray.
"Eat, Nouhime. Even though you are going through a difficult time, but you should not torture yourself like this. Or you'll get sick." said Zhou, who had been sitting near Nouhime and was trying to feed Noahime.
Despite hesitating and staring at Zhou for quite a while, Noahime finally opened his mouth and began to eat the still-warm soup.
His tongue was faint and unable to speak anything, his mood was raging into one at this moment. Feelings of guilt, sadness, slump all raging into one.
"I'm sorry if I can't be a good husband to you. This is all my fault. I should have told you from the beginning. Because I actually did all this for Fumio and Itsuki." Zhou said suddenly and sighed for a while.
"Indeed, in the past we were fiancees who loved each other and almost got married. But it's very different now, Nouhime. Because I can't give another place in my heart to another woman. I still love my wife who has fought all this time for me. Until whenever it's just him and it's irreplaceable.I'm sorry I didn't tell you in the first place. I was too fed up with the circumstances back then, I just carried out my duties and obligations by fulfilling our ancestral covenant. But I never told you everything. I was wrong .. sorry ..."
The strand of words successfully made Noahime's heart feel tightness and pain. It was as if there was a thorn or needle that was stabbing his heart slowly, but very painful. So hurt. The warm tears had now washed his pale cheeks. But he tried to stay strong and strong, even though he was very fragile.
"I know. I know, Prince Hades .." said Noahime very soft and almost inaudible.
His gaze was pushy and empty staring straight ahead.
"I was the one who was stupid for being overconfident all this time. I know that you are married and even have a son. But I closed my eyes and my heart, and was so excited and happy to marry you. I didn't even find out who that woman was." said Noahime raucously and very softly.
He squeezed his black-coated robe and tried to strengthen himself.
Zhou was quite surprised by the remark from Nouhime. All this time he had been trying to refuse this marriage, but due to the agreement of both ancestors and the pressure of his father, Zhou was forced to have to undergo all this. Can Noahime do it?
"Then what about our ancestral covenant? Shouldn't this marriage still happen?"
"I was previously married to Prince Zeus. And I've given you a princess. I think that's enough for all those agreements" said Noahime, who was staring at the starry night sky as seen from his room vents.
"A princess? What do you mean, Nouhime? Didn't you give birth to a son back then?" zhou asked with a complicated look at Noahime.
Nouhime shook his head slowly and began to recall the princess Saika. His face was full of longing and sadness. It had been a month, yet the soldiers still had not found their daughter and son.
"I gave birth to a daughter. But because I was too afraid that Prince Zeus would throw away or kill my daughter, I traded princess Saika for the son of a court servant. And he is the prince of Kenshin. Because at that time .. Prince Zeus only wanted a son to be his successor. So I did all of that." said Noahime, recounting all of that with a painful heart.
"So that's the reason why you also ordered the soldiers to search and find the servant's son named Saika? Because she's your daughter?" zhou said to reinforce all this.
Nouhime nodded faintly, "Right, and now I have lost both. Kenshin's health is very poor. He had a disorder in one of his organs. I'm so bad and can't keep them."
"We'll keep looking for him! And will soon find them! Don't worry, Nouhime."
"Hc. Thank you." said the beautiful woman who now looks pale, the corner of her lips look slightly raised and again have hope to find prince Kenshin and princess Saika.
"Prince Zhou" he said turned to look at Zhou, and their eyes met again for a while with trembling pupils.
"For my previous words .. I'm not messing around. I want .. we're divorced. And I'm also going back to Itsuki ..."
"I'll take you ..."
Nouhime lowered his head and shook his head slowly and revealed a stifling smile.
"I'll be back with the soldiers. You need to fix your relationship with Lily. And your father is actually very kind and loves you very much. I'm sure, she'll accept Lily ..."
Zhou remained silent for a while as he recalled his father, who had been violent enough to force himself to marry Noahime.
Hopefully this time I can fix everything.
Inner Zhou.
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