The Shadow of the Former
Re, looking at Hendrawan .

Hendrawan is still lying in the hospital, but on the other hand his ex-lover is busy preparing himself and his engagement with his new idol .

He has steadied his heart to be with Rangga and told Hendrawan of his life.

Every time Renata invites to visit Hendrawan, Andini always has a reason, even to reply to WhatsApp messages Hendrawan he does not want.

He had a reason that was said to be quite strong, I helped him to easily move on from me so that he could look for another.

Hadn't we been dating for years and I wasn't young anymore, I had given her the chance to marry me, but she kept buying time so I realized she wasn't my destiny.

And we cannot possibly unite because of lack of difference in beliefs that are far enough.

"Why do we continue to maintain this unequal relationship ?

I love so much but I have to organize my future, I think me and him are done already, Andini said explaining all his reasons at length.

Renata just, just say the words Andini, it is true there is no harm.

"But.., An.. why don't you slowly take him off at least until he's healed ', Renata tries to beg for mercy for Hendrawan.

"this, for Re's sake," I'm sure one day he'll understand and thank you for this.

"if you don't want to see him at least you reply to WhatsApp he said Renata trying to find a middle ground.

"I can't Re, I have to keep the feelings of my future fiancee, and I won't be cheating or double, Andini replied riddled with pressure.

"Do you not feel sorry for him, An . asked the sad Renata.

"believing this is best for me and him, Andini replied convincing Renata of her decision is best for both of them.

Renata just shut his brain trying to digest all Andini's explanations that do make sense, but on the other hand he fell in love with Hendrawan who was lying in the hospital struggling to face his pain and left his lover engaged to another man.

Which man is able and withstanding this deep pain, his lover should be beside him giving all so that he can go through this ordeal.

"Yes already then I, go first An .

I will visit Hendrawan, hopefully your event is smooth, Renata said as he stepped away from Andini's house and went to the hospital where Hendrawan was treated.

This Sunday Renata is out of work because she is alternating shifts with other friends. arriving at the hospital he had just seen the big clock at 11 to two noon while the afternoon at four to 8 pm.

"Oh .. teledornya.. ! Re patted his own jidat playing come to the hospital without knowing his besuk clock.

The Selfi Re in front of the hospital makes a funny mimic and sends it to Hendrawan

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📱️ How silly I am, come to visit so early in the morning, even though it is not yet the next hour, Hendra wait i am goat eh Am coming soon , meet you later tomorrow,I will go to church first then, you want to send greetings to the Lord Jesus no ?

📱️ yes.thank you .answer hendra briefly.

📱️ the spirit yes, remember Proverbs 17:22 A happy heart nourishes the body; a moody heart breaks the spirit.

spirit yes Dra. let's you can be strong and persevere show you can, O strong Man.

,📱️👍 replied Hendrawan.

there was calmness there was a prayer for Hendrawan who was still lying weak in the hospital .

The heart experienced a leak, plus his legs are still sore and swollen still added Andini never again care for him , complete already his suffering as if the sky collapsed.

"Oh... Poor God, Hendrawan must experience all of this, but I believe You always give the best plan of peace in the name of Jesus I pray and give thanks Amen.

After the service, Renata returned to the hospital to visit Hendrawan. Renata sat next to Hendrawan who was still lethargic .

Renata is encouraging and occasionally shows some cheerful Andini photos with her candidates.

"Hide the spirit well,"the height of true love is to make or even let go of our loved ones happy.

"this is the purity of love, if we understand the essence of true love, it is not always blessed to have.

"And if love turns to hate it, there is a desire or lust to have, not so Dra, asked Renata .

Hendrawan who was a very quiet, little talk only nodded his head.

"i'm tired of being in the hospital, I want to get out Hendra said suddenly.

"but if you can get out in your unfit state, wait a few days until your swollen legs return to normal, I promise I will take you for a walk in the park, he said, never give up this storm with the strength of our Lord, said Renata excitedly.

'you work where Re is, asked Hendrawan.

"i work in a food stall next to a Kencana cinema, in this city you certainly know, Renata asked.

"I know it's been through like ' said Hendrawan.

"Ahh ..are you a stranger here who does not know the famous stalls in this city ? asked Renata while looking in wonder at Hendrawan.

"yes . that's how it is ! answer Hendrawan.

"you mean, you lived abroad before, asked Renata enthusiastically.

"Yes, I came home just want to get her love Andini again, but what a power she wants a separation after a few times we try to keep together and fight for love ,from getting the blessing of our parents and ourselves trying to attract each other to our beliefs so the same, so the same, to the limit we do realize we will not be able to cross the differences and this one wall" said Hendrawan.

"Well.that you understand! renata girang said.

"we have known this, we just hardened ourselves and are still trying to fight to unite, Hendrawan said with a heavy sigh.

"yes, if you have realized, the forward focus that I know according to personal experience of spiritual journey with God , that if something we want is not given or allowed, surely God will give more suitable or even better than before 'that is how faith believes in the Lord Jesus.

"Your Hendra spirit can definitely get through it

the storm must have passed that remained only the blue of the sky as blue. ..blue as sea Renta said .

a nurse told me that tomorrow's hour was up, Renata said goodbye to Hendrawan.

Renata walked out the door with Hendrawan's eyeballs until he was lost behind the door.

yet there had not been a minute Renata opened the door and signaled Spirit, to Hendrawan and it was quite comforting his feelings with the ridiculous manner of Renata.

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