The Shadow of the Former
Heart Agility.

Renata began to be confused by the situation he experienced, still ringing about Monica, that Hendrawan still loved her very much.

Monica and Andini never got the blessing of Hendrawan's mother to have a relationship until the end of the marriage.

But Renata felt that Hendrawan did not really love him who felt that Hendrawan Renata was just a runaway because left by Andini married another man.

Especially now comes a much loved one Hendrawan in the past, a woman who was loved more than Andini.

The beauty of Monica compared to Renata is like heaven and earth.

Renata is short and fat while Monica is very tall and slim body is perfect like a violin and no less like a model.

In his confusion, Renata tried to think for a moment .

"What should I do, I love him so much, love Hendra so much from the bottom of my heart, but will Hendrawan really be happy with me , can Hendrawan accept me for who I am?"

"If if Hendrawan lived with Monica who was very beautiful and loved her very much, of course she was very happy"

"Especially they are lovers who love each other if Hendrawan knows that Monica is still alive, then I will only be a third party in their relationship .

"G ...why suddenly I feel I am increasingly inappropriate and unworthy to accompany Hendrawan even though from the first feeling of insecurity has existed since the beginning did not feel appropriate to accompany him, he said,oh God I am so confused, Renata said in his heart.

In her confusion Renata calls Andini and tells her about Monica coming to him and saying everything, also begging Renata to give Hendrawan back to her.

At this time Andini himself was very surprised to hear the story of Renata, who Andini knew that Monica died due to a single accident on a highway and his car burned down.

" What should I do, Andini ?" ask Renata.

" Don't be rash to take Re's decision, we better wait until Hendrawan recovers first" replied Andini.

"Then how should I answer Monica," asked the worried Renata.

" you said that we would meet first Me, you and Andini" replied Andini.

"O.so well , later if he comes I will answer so "

"Didn't you call him first, to make a Re deal," asked Andini .

"i forgot, not thinking at all" Renata replied.

" you are what you are, teledor once "andini protest.

"But by the way have you ever met Monica, An ? ask Renata.

"kok you can it so, I've never told you that Hendrawan was dating me after Monica died in an accident, how the hell ?" ask Andini sewot .

" Well, don't forget and ask what's wrong Renata said.

"Wrong is , asked in reply tomorrow forget again , senile do not know already senile "Gerrutu Andini.

" yes sorry.. sorry ! answer Renata.

"Yes I've been busy anyways, work later if you come home from work new story again, "answer Andini then turn off the phone.

Renata sat pensively making a glass of coffee and sipped slowly hoping that his brain that began to grow liquid and find a solution.

He again asked his heart feelings, in line later Hendrawan chose Monica whether she really let go and let go of her, or all that was just sweet on the lips alone .

Renata tried to calm himself down, if it was true , surely God would give better or suitable for me, maybe Hendrawan is the best man I have ever met but , ' ' he said , if God does not give a soul mate, it is not suitable for me who is a baffle, who likes it at will.

Maybe pity Hendrawan who had to be patient with all my shortcomings, who was not good at cooking and not neat .

And Hendrawan is a very Hygienic, super clean, tasteful nectar .

" I can live without Hendrawan, that adorable guy, that two-door refrigerator that often irritates and misses me, the sensation of being angry and loved by such a man I have never felt, but at this time I must have learned and be ready to let go , lest my heart be broken knowing he would prefer Monica over me, and I won't beg or hold him back if that's Hendrawan's choice ,"

Renata again wrestled with the feeling that if I could be honest there is a fear of loss and abandonment by Hendrawan.

despite his prestige and stubbornness and trying to deny that he was iklas and able to accept this reality.

But in his little heart a blanket of turmoil and fear of losing his heart, not easy to be in the heart and will not be easy to face even though repeatedly the mouth says Iklas.

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