The Shadow of the Former
Why time is slow

I just have to be patient to wait until he comes as he says," Wait for me to come back and finish the surgery then I'll give you a chance to choose to stay together or leave his life .

"Hendrawan you have to keep your promise, said Renata softly and then fell asleep on the sofa .

The days of waiting are very annoying for Renata, let alone do not know until when the end of this wait.

Renata had promised to wait for Hendrawan until he returned.

Sometimes Lady Angi comes to see Renata, she looks very friendly to him, probably because she knows that Renata will be her daughter-in-law.

Renata is quite amused by it, he does not need to struggle to get the blessing of Hendrawan's parents as experienced by Andini.

hindered by the blessing of both sides, their parents' blessing has so much felt to be their futile love struggle to rise to the fold.

For years they have lived and continue to hope for it until the end they realize and put the dream to be together as a couple.

But only limited to air despite not being the third person again in the relationship Renata but sometimes often make misunderstandings between the two of them because after all Andini is a former.

Renata kept thinking about should he end his story, could he live together with Hendrawan with the ex from Hendrawan, who now they remain in a relationship as a soudara .

The super strict rules of Hendrawan have made him dizzy head feels he is not able to live in such a way, but on the other hand the feeling of deep love that continues to make him survive.

while to get a suitable heart donor is not necessarily easy for Hendrawan and certainly takes a long time for it .

I don't know how many months I know how many years I have to go through long distance love and no more meetings with Hendrawan

Renata misses Hendrawan so much, his rarely smiling face makes him want to pinch him .

Renata is eager to tease and joke and be funny so that the bus sees the laughter of Hendrawan loose .

Hendrawan who though fierce can sometimes also be koyok and a little compete Renata though not so romantic and! poetic yet truly makes Renata's heart blossom.

because - because and acting silly to seek the attention of Hendrawan.

every prayer with Hendrawan never forgets to slip the word, "God of our unity in the sacred ropes of marriage and only death separates us.

in the name of Jesus, Amen.

all Christians know that every prayer will use the word in the name of the Lord Jesus because that is what distinguishes it from others.

Of course in this world there are so many Gods, so the Lord Jesus is the God we are aiming for in prayer .

Renate, saturated with the days he asked permission on Hendrawan to join the service on the road again but did not get permission because several months of infectious outbreaks in several cities and of course for the sake of maintaining health and the safety of her lover she did not get permission was the reason given by Hendrawan.

Hendrawan has begun to learn about Renata that every command or a Statement given must have a reason if you do not want to be invited to argue and argue with him.

Hendrawan knows that Renata is a rebellious and argumentative person .

do not like to be regulated and run the rules, but he himself does not want to be saggy in giving the rules he considers peting , to educate his future wife .

Mamun to Renata it was a torture for him .

" O Hendrawan Renata has you taken prisoner and taken captive by your love, he has become a prisoner of your love" lamented Renta resentfully .

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