The Shadow of the Former

The Shadow of the Former
Wait for me to come back

Renata went through his day as usual he was forced to take care of himself and more locked himself in the house every work holiday.


he was already lazy to explain, and reported every ball activity was outside the house.


according to him, just let Hendrawan satisfied to curb, although sometimes thought to turn off the CCTV in his house .


But he will think once again that is the same as holding the emotions of Hendrawan .


True Hendrawan can not live without it, Renata was sitting on the sofa and was thinking about Hendrawan.


it's better if I hold myself back until the time we'll meet, of course I'll air for one more time .


whether she really loves me or I'm just a woman who happens to be in a moment of sadness and she just gets carried away.


it is very painful if it turns out that prayer is just a momentary escape really may be more painful if it turns out we are only made puppets to present shadows and ex to ourselves .


'I will not believe that Hendrawan really loves me until he can accept my body which is densely packed with this fat tau.


because the more he forces me to be the same as Andini the more I get angry and angry.


I cannot compare and if Hendrawan compares me to any woman I would ask her to choose and live with that woman .


but Hendrawan never compared me to any woman he just wanted me sexy and wind up like Andini who I'm sure I wouldn't want and would never do that.


even when she called out by the name of my Lady, I immediately pointed out the dislike and angry races.


Hendrawan once called me with my Queen," yes.


there's nothing else or she has to choose another one, now I always say look for another if you want, but when we're married look at another woman I'm angry ,let alone trying to cheat then he would die at my hands.


I am indeed a bar like what he said yes, maybe a thousand reasons I can create to justify myself .


I am quite stubborn with what I have decided, if it turns out to be my verdict is wrong, of course I am ready to bear all the consequences of all not and my decision.


All this time I was too confident that all men could be subdued with just seduction and a little love words and if the man could then he became a list to not pass the selection as the head home in my life .


But now I was like fighting with myself when being a lover of Hendrawan he would not be forced or sincerely he tried not to hurt Hendrawan who was sick every want to rebel and argue with Hendrawan of course he will have a reason that in the name of God or he will say I am ready to meet his father heaven .


"His threat always managed to subdue all my egos.


I just have to be patient to wait until he comes as he says," Wait for me to come back and finish the operation then I'll give you a chance to choose to stay together or leave his life .


"Hendrawan you have to keep your promise, said Renata softly and then fell asleep on the sofa .


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