The Shadow of the Former
Hendrawan meets Monica

Renata eventually fell asleep too after tired of flipping his body because of anxiety about what would happen if Hendrawan met with Monica whether he would still be with Renata or return to Monica.

In the morning Renata was ready to go down and open his shop, when Renata was about to open the store or the boutique looked a tall slim figure who was waiting on the front porch of his shop.

"Monica, what is he doing so early here 'Is it because prayer has learned that Hendrawan has returned home ?" Renta wondered in his heart.

Heartily arguing Renata opened the door and Monica just greeted Renata after hearing and seeing Renata open her shop.

"Hi, good morning Renata." Monica's friendly greeting her face looks radiant making Renata suspect that she has found out Hendrawan has come home.

"good morning also, Monica what's up, so early this morning has come the toughness, please come in !" said Renata trying to calm down.

Monica immediately breezed in with a very graceful style, Renata looked at Monica with admiration.

"Ah of course Hendrawan is very love and crazy about Monica who has a slim body and a very soft and graceful throw movement, ' he said ,her speech was so refinedly polite and neatly arranged that it was easy to make people love or be compassionate and amazed at her, this woman really looked perfect ." The heart is in the heart .

Re shocked by the ringing of the phone in his hand almost fell mobile phone

because surprised and see who the phone is Hendrawan.

"Hello good morning, Dra ! answer Renata .

" good morning Re , haven't had breakfast yet right ?" ask Hendrawan.

"Not yet ? " Reply Renata .

" Wait we'll have breakfast together" Hendrawan said again.

"Yes." answered Renata .

Then her phone closed and she, sitting in front of Monika who was sitting on the sofa watching her from earlier.

" excuse me may I ask, was that Hendrawan ?" ask Monica politely.

"yes.." replied Renata briefly but felt thrilling.

Although he has said who will be, whatever will happen later and whatever will be the decision of Hendrawan, but from the bottom of the heart he cannot afford to lose him.

How can he not deny that he loves Hendrawan so much, a man who is able and makes him a better person and discipline although sometimes annoying it .

But if he thinks normally and well and right of course he is a man who approaches the word perfect to be a life companion for him , because in addition to the rules and understanding of religion, many read the Bible and like to do the same service as Renata and he is sure indeed he will be a good priest for his naughty and wild who has been setable.

it is like Re is a wild horse that is difficult to tame by any session but with Hendrawan, he can obey and obey even though sometimes by force.

wild horses that usually want to be ridden by people, of course, he will prance and try to repel or slam people who are on it who try to control him and who try to curb him.

But with Hendrawan Renata can resign for the sake of health and love for Hendrawan he has tried to lower all his ego and anger and will say yes to all orders Hendrawan although sometimes he also grumbled and grumbles.

"Hendrawan ! " Monica graced Hendrawan gently and contained his approach.

while Renata was pecking on his seat his tongue was like he was unable to speak and approached Hendrawan his lover looked at Hendrawan then sat down.

"You, who ?" ask Hendrawan.

"i'm Monica, cook you forget the first lover you love the most?" monica answered without caring for Renata who was still still glued.

Renata pierced and did not feel his tears fell a grain of two without him noticing, the feeling of pain pierced in his heart, even he felt he became the third person among him lovers who love each other.

And Hendrawan knew that the self-inflicted Renata was crying .

"it's all gone Monica, I've forgotten you." replied Hendrawan as he approached Renata and walked Samapi in front of Renata sitting.

" Why are you quiet, Re ?" ask Hendrawan.

Renta looked up and looked at Hendrawan they stared at each other for a moment.

"Then what should I do, Dra ?" Renata asked back.

"Why do you let your man be near another woman, aren't you jealous of Andini, if we are close ?" asked Hendrawan while looking intently at Renata.

"Since Andini is engaged and has another lover, and he and you have moved but.but he is your first love, Andini was jealous when you.often unconsciously call her name, but she is, said Monica you love her very much and Andini also never told me that she was often angry because you often say her name , so he thought he was just your escape from Monica and now he's alive, she is indeed a beautiful woman graceful and hot to accompany adna unlike me and indeed I am not worthy enough to accompany you, because of my many shortcomings." replied Renata with mixed feelings.

"have finished blabbing her ?" ask Hendrawan.

" i think indeed, it may have been fate and a provision that I only accompany you here, he said, because God has brought you with a lover who is very and loved maybe he is a gift from God because you have operated smoothly and got a woman who is. beautiful and worth it." Renata continued.

"why do you think you are good and apply to others, do you think it is not necessarily suitable for others ?" asked Hendrawan a little upset because Renata always thinks he thinks he is good, although it is good but not necessarily good according to others.

" Hedra, I miss you ." the word Monica hugging Hendrawan from behind made Hendrawan slightly surprised him and Renata despite looking angry but he just quietly bit his lips trying to hold back the anger and pain , jealousy that overflowed from his heart and only produced drops - drops of tears that fell without being able to be weathered again.

Renata gripped the edge of her skirt that she wore trying to hold with all her might the pain of her heart, how she must be consequent with what she had said that love must indeed be willing to sacrifice, love does not always have to have that true love always tries to make the person he loves happy even though not with us.

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