The Shadow of the Former
Could there be no love anymore ?

"If you show up now, you'll risk his life in shock and have another heart attack" Andini said firmly.

Andini remembers Monica, to not find or find Hendrawan first before he , finished or is back healthy then he can meet him.

the atmosphere there became tense and sad, however they realized that Hendrawan was still in a state of struggle for his life, which had a heart leak and was waiting for a new heart transplant.

And after the surgery he still has to be there for about six to seven months to make sure the new heart adapts and is safe for his life.

After eating they exchanged phone numbers and Monica left while Andini was still sitting there with Renata.

"why are you silent from now on ?" ask Andini .

"Then what should I say ?" answer Renata

"You should fight for your love" replied Andini.

"if Hendrawan loves him, what can I do ?" answer Renata.

"Not necessarily Re, replied Andini.

"i know Hendrawan well he is a loyal man and will not look for another woman when he loves a woman who is beside him" replied Andini.

"i also saw for myself not when you were with her, I also once teased her and asked if we could go back" but the answer was.

"Our love is over Andini, I can't love another woman, she just said love me as soudara, like adek and sister only" Andini said again .

Renata just quietly swallowed all the feelings in the bottom of his heart, he himself felt awkward about it despite trying to accept that it was indeed him, he was, can not prevent people to stay in touch and still maintain good relationships with ex.

maybe different from Renata's principle, that when he says break up with his lover, he will no longer be in touch with his ex or live a relationship, with the brand even though it is just a friend , it keeps the mood of each partner or a new life for both, either for the former man or the former woman.

Of course they will have a new life, and indeed in fact they always swear no love emanates back as a pair of lovers just soudara could it be guaranteed.

And both can always say for sure ?

"who knows" who knows ?" that there will be no confusion in their minds or hearts.

any mention they will say yes already I will go home and will not deal or relate to Hendrawan again replied Andini.

and make Renata go awry, if they have promised and swore no more love is just a medium of cuisine he is cruel it separates brotherly relations ? ,although this is only the first time she has heard of the former being soudara .

"The new artist remembered his story, in the past when together with his ex still keep in touch his lover married his best friend and in the past when they were dating they promised not to hate each other or remain a friend or soudara.

From the side of pure Renata that there is no longer a feeling of love just as a souara and vice versa, but the wife feels jealous and several times almost suicidal because of seeing our togetherness.

"Look, brother, when Blitar was dating we once promised not to hate or remain a souara when we were apart 'cause not a match , but if you object to eating I assume that our promise is canceled not because I deny the promise but because your side canceled " said Renata at that time .

and his wife answered that it was okay because we were friends and I didn't want to ruin your brotherhood either.

but in reality, that jealous fire was not extinguished, it was evident that they had a big fight when the husband came to the house to stop by just to talk or chat with Renata's father.

his wife felt that her husband still loved Renata and continued to look for her, until he wanted to kill himself again, mendegar news that Renata immediately took a motorbike to the woman's house and her ex was not too far from his home, if the motorbike ride may be about 15 minutes.

Renata tries to convince his ex-wife that they have nothing not met the two just stop by the house she chatted with dad instead of with Renata, then Renata says from now on , we will no longer be in touch with you not because of hate but rather on guarding each other's hearts, in the past, his ex and ex-wife still maintain a relationship because when giving birth to his son Renata helped the cost of labor.

back then, the former was in trouble for money and Renata as a soudara certainly tried to help no purpose whatsoever ,and her woman also knew it made her hesitate to say that it was better not to relate.

that's why Re, since then has never been in contact with his ex-girlfriend again .on any ex for the sake of keeping the feelings of the other partner.

in contrast to the principle of Andini is not a problem with dealing with the former because he believes that his heart can not be filled with men and he is the type of loyal and anti-cheating , but the heart of another woman from her former lover who knows like the story of Renata with her former lover who finally made Renata also leave her hometown in search of tranquility and workplace.

and sometimes even though no love knows for sure that no more feelings sometimes to their familiar make the question for others.

maybe they have no feelings and there may be no more seeds of love there why Renata let and why all that is normal, sometimes the words of friends Renata also disturb his mind, especially when Andini told the difference first time courtship Hendrawan very good meek with yes unlike in Renata , Hendrawan is very fierce and firm on him possessive once make Renata like in prison or supervision Hendrawan.

all this is not a matter of jealousy, but it is very annoying when differentiated treatment..

Because of this, Renata has vowed not to do anything Andini does, she always asks or whatever she knows about what Hendrawan likes Andini .

Then she would not be willing to do it, like she was told to eat a salad, stay slim and wear a dress, this was a kind of subtle Renata rebellion.

"If you can't treat me as gently as you did when you were dating Andini then don't tell me to follow Andini's style and manner.

And this makes a commotion or misunderstanding between Hendrawan and Renata.

Renata is confused , nor do they want to be accused of being evil and cruel because it breaks the friendship or brotherhood between his lover Hendrawan and Andini and Andini himself is Renata's friend from there the relationship between Hendrawan and Renata occurred.

Of course all this will be an , simalakama in their relationship without them knowing each.

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