The Shadow of the Former
"Stupid of God !'

Hendrawan tightly hugged Renata who was about to leave from him.

While Monica was still staring with hatred that penetrated in her soul did not think that Hendrawan would choose Renata in the short building in terms of physical Renata is very far from the impression of beauty especially in comparison with him.

But Monica did not want to look evil in the eyes of Hendrawan.

"I'm not saying that, to Renata Hed, I'm just suggesting that if she wants you to stay by her side, then you should take care of yourself and be slim" said Monica softly.

Renata looked up at the silent face of Hendrawan and looked cold and frozen his gaze felt empty towards the outside .

"Either what he thought, could it be that he still hesitated to choose me ? renata's heart is still turbulent, although at this time the one in Hendrawan's embrace is not Monica even in front of Monica a very Hendrawan loved one who makes him often delirious and call out his name ?" renata's mind could not be separated from the feeling of suspicion and mider that he was not worthy of the handsome Hendrawan kayak and smart .

until now, he had no idea what made Hendrawan crazy about him and became very possessive like fear of losing Renata's mind.

maybe if it was because of his dream or spiritual experience while in a coma and meeting Jesus and giving my hand to him that makes him still choose Renata to be a companion to life .

Renata understands that ,setip people have their own criteria in choosing a prospective life partner for themselves who will live together until our old age.

There are some people looking for a partner who based on a proportional body shape and well and good at seeing with the reason we will live with him every day that face is what we see when we wake up and want to sleep ,he'll be the only one .

so there are those who choose based on handsome and beautiful faces.or some based on education level, position and social status. Some are based on profession or descent and some even choose based on the hobby of the couple and want common ground.

In Indonesia, the criteria for men in choosing a life partner is greater based on the physical attractiveness of body and face shapes.

while the criteria of women in Indonesia on average in choosing a life partner is more based on financial prospects in which it includes more work on economic stability for households and in shopping.

Various criteria and some survey or analysis results that have been in several magazines that Renata has read and which have been described , shows that everyone has the desire and dream to get an ideal life partner.

" Is it wrong if someone has the desire and dream to get the ideal partner?" I think everyone deserves to do that ", Renata thought.

However, humans are creatures that are given free will (free will) although the free will in question will be better if the free will we make is responsible and in accordance with God's corridor.

Of course Sah-Sah alone has the desire and dream of getting an ideal prospective life partner. But the ideal for man is not necessarily the ideal for God.

Perhaps Hendrawan prefers to follow God's will rather than his own, because obedience and love for God is higher than himself.

Of course, for some people who believe that a soul mate is not in the hands of God, will certainly choose a partner as they please and according to their wishes .

there are also people who choose a partner according to the will of God like the story of Adam and Hosea if and because it was only the only woman who was nearby while Hosea did he ask God to marrying a prostitute to preach the depravity of the people of that time who were spiritually missileed by the sirens and worshiped another God, in biblical history only two people whose soul mate was set by God, God, the rest is a self choice although there are some of the most suitable picture stories in the Bible that tell about a soul mate from God is not a soul mate set by God even though it looks the same but the meaning is very be different.

Example of Isaac in the Bible ,His father, Abraham, told Eliezer one of his servants or slaves or domestic assistants that the term now to go to his country in the land of Negab where Abraham used to come from to find a mate for his son Isaac.

with a message" go to my family, my family, to find a woman or a wife for my son Isaac and do not take women from this country from the land of Canaan because they are different and have a different God and belief.

Here I stood by the spring, and the daughters of the inhabitants of this city came out to draw water.

Let it be this way: daughter, to whom I say: Please tilt your jar, that I may drink, and answer: Drink, Drink, and your camels I will also give you — he is what You have determined for Your servant Isaac; and I will know that You have shown Your faithful love for my master."

Before he had finished saying, Rebekah came, who was born to Bethuel, the son of Milcah, the wife of Nahor, the brother of Abraham; her great-grandfather carried her on his shoulders.

The girl was very beautiful in face, a virgin, had never had sex with a man; she went down to the spring and filled her great-grandmother, and then went back up. Then the servant ran and said: "Please give me a little water from your jar."

He said: "Drink, sir," and he immediately put the great-grandfather in his hand, and gave him a drink.

After he had finished giving the servant a drink, he said: "Well, for your camels, I shall also drink water, until all are satisfied to drink."

Then immediately poured the water in his great-great-grandfather into the manger, and ran once more to the well to draw water and weighed it for all the camels of the people.

And the man watched him in silence to know whether the LORD made his journey successful or not.

After the camels were satisfied to drink, the man took a gold earring half shekels in weight, and a pair of bracelets of ten shekels in gold,

he said: "Whose son are you? All right tell me! Is it at your father's house where we spend the night?"

Then he said to him: "My father Bethuel, the son of Milcah, gave birth to Nahor."

Again the girl said: "Good straw, good camel food is much on us, the place to spend the night is there." Then the man knelt down and bowed down to the LORD, and said: "Praise be the LORD, the God of my lord Abraham, who has not withdrawn His love and faithfulness from my master; and the LORD has led me on the road to the house of my master's brothers!"

And after their families agreed and handed Rebekah over to Eliezer and brought her back to Abraham.

when Isaac saw Rebekah he fell in love and he was comforted by her because of his mother's death this is the story of a soul mate who from God and Iskak chose her to be his wife he could refuse but he chose according to his father's will find a soul mate for her and she agrees and chooses her.

Many people assume that a soul mate is in God's hands so that , man does not need to search and just wait or can not choose according to his criteria and desires so that it becomes a fate or destiny that can not be changed , so that if there is a mismatch or misunderstanding we will be easy to turn on God .

So maybe Hendrawan is weighing whether to choose a God-given soul mate or choose according to his criteria, Monica, which is again being assumed by Renata.

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