The Shadow of the Former
Ex Girlfriend's.

Renata does not seem to dare to ask for the sake of maintaining the mood of Hendrawan who looks satisfied with everything he has done for his lover.

His responsibilities as a man and a candidate of faith ensure his lover's place is safe and comfortable.

he doesn't need a wire when he has to die Renata to go abroad.

Unlike assuming Renata, when knowing where he lives there is CCTV makes him think that , Hendrawan will continue to keep an eye on Renata wherever he is , why should be as possessive as that .

in the past Renata had asked why he was often watched, Hendrawan's answer was only to make sure his future wife was safe and not naughty to spread charm both in the real world and social media.

Ceh, what in his mind, celebrity-style beautiful woman or sexy what a photo model, already puffed with cabi cheeks like this what he wired again .

Renata was caught off guard but still tried to keep giving up for Hendrawan's health.

And a few months after Renata lived there and was able to work well then Hendrawan went abroad to seek treatment, long distance love began to live.

one afternoon Andini came to play at the boutique where Renata lived .

"Hi .. how are you Andini, kangen said Renata greeted Andini with a warm embrace .

"Good .. healthy, answered Andini and sat down near Renata.

"We ate meatballs in the Land Yuk image I heard the meatballs on the second floor were delicious, close to here, Andini said.

"Yes ..it's good that I close this boutique only ' said Renata immediately stood up and closed the button .

they walk because it is very close to their place with the Citra land mall it arrived at where they directly order meatballs and sweet esses for Andini and Es meatballs with iced coffee for Renata.

"Re. for how the relationship with Hendrawan often runs the time is certainly getting better is not it, asked Andini began the conversation.

"Yes. , that's how sometimes I can't stand his very possessive attitude so ', Renata replied as she stirred her coffee ice.

"Yes . maybe because love is afraid of losing you let alone seem your relationship at the blessing of his mother, replied Andini.

"was she always that way when she was dating?" ask Renata.

"Yes .he is regular but not as possessive as that I also don't know why he is so hard on you Andini said a little thoughtful.

"It's so annoying where I can't eat much now, eat anything should be in the photo, you know it's really like hold it up. Renata grumbled.

" yes .you just accompany him , if you are strong enough then let me say your position again, replied Andini.

making Renata a little surprised but by trying flat he replied.

"Yes.if indeed you are still in love with each other is not why after all my goal is also to motivate, is okay .

Because she may not love me wholeheartedly because after becoming her lover I was only given rules and supervised, said Renata trying to stay cool even though her heart rumbled to hold tightness in the chest.

"Ahh..maybe you are Naughty girl, continued Andini with her naughty voice.

"Who do you like to say sweet words and flick here and there ! answer Andini.

"But I've never been serious, never have I met them in the real world even though they asked to meet ? deny Renata won't lose.

"Re.I want to ask you something, asked Andini.

"just ask... don't need to ask permission, Renata replied.

"Re..If a few months or maybe years you discover the fact that Hendrawan has met his former lover in the past, what would you do ? ask Andini.

"I'll ask you once more before marriage if they're still in love and want to come back, if they are,... yes of course I will let go of it I cannot force someone to be by my side if his heart is not with me, Renata replied.

"O.ya.., answered Andini then quietly continued eating meatballs.

after the meeting Renata was a little moody and silent, he thought that it was better to know now than later, perhaps it was better to stop before his feelings of love deepened for Hendrawan.

maybe not if now it must be finished not so painful because this feeling has just grown and has not bloomed.

maybe it would be better to finish now before the shared sweet memories add up and will make it difficult for him to move on .

maybe it would be better now and maybe he only cried a few weeks and could bounce back soon than later after years of wasting energy and thought .

Renata begins fishing talks with Hendrawan about her Ex girlfriend.

At the hospital there Hendrawan very difficult to contact with the reason at the hospital should not use the phone for too long.

"📱️good morning B.. Renata sent a WhatsApp message to Hendrawan ,Renta sometimes calls it B only because in the past when he was still as his encouragement he always said as a brother adek in Christ then we are obliged to support each other and encourage , because as Christians in the Lord Jesus we are brothers .

so B ...it was an abbreviation that Renata made as Brother and now still call B even though he had become his lover because it was short of Big Baby because not infrequently Hendrawan spoiled to Renata without others knowing hendrawan's behavior sometimes whines something to Renata even though it is only small things that Hendrawan wants to Renata.

Still remember sometimes with a sudden Hendrawan asked Renata to wear a red dress red heels red heels and a red lipstick, and sent him to Hendrawan, the cage Renata grumbled, with behavior

Handmaiden.

who always remembers Renata not to be silly but, for Renata it is very silly, dress up neatly not for a date or a walk but just to take pictures and send them to him.

WhatsApp Renata has not been answered until the time he had lunch, and it makes him very upset, because curious about Hendrawan's feelings with Ex girlfriends he met, could they still have a relationship ?

could it be that there are still feelings and have not moved on, could it be that they realize that there is still love in their minds ?

Maybe there will be signs of CLBK, because some days Andini also confided about his relationship with the mount that is somewhat heated because of things that look trivial but mengagu .

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