The Shadow of the Former
Make peace

after bathing Renata broke herself down, and fell asleep after getting tired of all her thoughts

some of these days live with no spirit but life still has to be continued.

That afternoon he sat down to rest and eat, a special notification was heard from his Handphone

he made a notification chat sound coming in from Hendrawan so he knew his heart, the intruder sent a message.

Just this time Renata felt love that was able to refer to her feelings .

during this time every time he is dating or befriending someone if it is too complicated or makes his dizzy of course he will immediately decide.

for him to live only once do not make it complicated, while Hendrawan this, not only complicated with all the rules but also make dizziness seven circumference.

always pisses her off because she forces something she doesn't like to eat vegetables and fruit she doesn't like her .

he also makes Renata have to disappear something that is very in his love, namely snacking on his favorite potato chips his love .

Not allowed to play social media, prohibited display photos, inbox with men in the barred stock of charm

it is forbidden to hang out with street children, so now he seems arrogant and arrogant.

although Renata had tried to stay friendly and greet them when passing by, maybe because it was not willing to gather so it looked a little arrogant .

this is all because of dating Hendrawan and making his freedom room in taken suddenly .

But getting away from him is not easy ' said Andini he will not let you off just like that .

said Andini. , I'm sure that Hendrawan does love you Re, but she does have rules and you as a woman should understand men will feel appreciated when women want to hear advice and guidance.

"He's not a fierce guy like you're accusing but he's a very disciplined and decisive man .

"Why can't you understand your man's feelings, you should be able to understand , I know you're hard and he's hard open women still have to submit to husbands, that's Andini said.

Ceh they are the same , they do agree with the mind , according to their tastes , why not just unite, suddenly Renata became arrogant again.

They are only hindered by different religions and they do not want to give up that's the problem, oh. their mother also does not approve, yes it is heavy Diding and his barrier wall .

I used to always pray to untie their hearts so that Hendrawan would not be too sick to face his plight again and dropped down by the fact that the very loved ones had chosen another man as his successor while Hendrawan still unable to release his .

every day Renata held a prayer, a war and a release for Hendrawan's soul in order to escape the bond with his past and be able to move on well .

It was unexpected that after being released and Re encouraged him, it was inexhaustible to think that there was a feeling of growing together between the two .

Re. opened a chat from Hendrawan who said.

⁇ ️📱"As long as I'm in the hospital why don't you chat me once ? ask Hendrawan.

📱️" sorry someone asked me not to disturb you and let you rest, replied Renata.

📱️"I'm sorry, tomorrow's Sunday when my next clock will come" replied Renata.

📱️"What do you want to eat ? I'll buy it for you " said Renata.

⁇ ️📱"I don't want you to buy for me, you make me a salad and we eat together, replied Hendrawan.

📱️"what salad ? ask Renata.

⁇ ️📱"So you can make a salad of fruits or vegetables remember that rather a lot because we will eat together ! answer Hendrawan.

📱️"Alright I will make it for you, replied Renata .

he would rather just obey what Hendrawan wants than get sick again, and he also does not want his condition to get worse.

Hendrawan really makes Renata obedient even though sometimes forced.

like a wild horse in a wilderness, and enjoying all its freedom Suddenly someone came riding it , and when he has to be on the bridle and wants to run away he can't do his , because who rides a prince who has heart disease that can not be invited to run fast let alone race in the wilderness with his family and to his extreme..

She recalled the moment she read a Christian spiritual book she suddenly heard the voice of the Lord Jesus whispering to her .

" Why are you so mischievous and so unruly, you know that a person must obey the rules and you always overcome the man who is beside you, Jesus said

"Oh . God told me how to respect and obey a man who does not know to decide everything by himself, and still under me, it should be at least a little higher and harder than me because I'm stubborn and not easy to set up , you should have found me with a man who was able to stab me in the name of love, whatever pain I would have done as I love you and could not resist you, I can do everything and its violence in the name of Love . Reply Renata that time .

But the conversation only happened until there, the incident was almost 10 years ago when he often bergonta-turned-partner.

For him there is no man who cannot afford to be in his sign, all men who love will be more obedient to him than to argue against him .

every man is hard Renata will be even harder and if his man makes his life complicated he will decide it or the man is taken by his best friend or close friend .

And it inflicted a wound on his heart unknowingly, he felt he was strong enough to know there was no man beside him.

the hardness of life also makes his heart hard, including his head, he is really very independent and steel-hearted after getting injured traitor either by a friend or a man who had been present in his life.

his heart is now not easy to hurt and actually if he wants to be honest, his heart is actually very cold and apathetic in terms of relationships let alone the love of a man .

for him , the man is only a complement to live his life in the world, if the complement does not make him good or does not complement instead make complicated then he chooses to throw it and not relate to it.

How helpful and hard-hearted Renata has been with all the suffering she has been through yes, the harsh treatment of her father and stepmother also makes her , also be coals and like brawling or fighting with men who bother him..

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