The Shadow of the Former
be my lover

The day passed quickly after chat after chat made Hendrawan and Renata closer they both felt comfortable.

Although in the eyes of Hendrawan Renata is the most ridiculous woman ,careless and troublemaking but he likes her for some reason even though only a matter of months they are with Hendrawan as if finding old friends and familiar like old friends who just met and poured out all the feelings of longing them.

Is it true that only a friendship, or not yet realize there is a longing if there is no emptiness when not greeting each other even though just through WhatsApp only.

"Hi. how are you. shouted Renata approaching Hendrawan who was sitting in front of the fish pond.

"Kangen yes the same me, asked Renata mengoda Hendrawan who stared blankly at the fish pond.

"who said ! asked Hendrawan as indifferent.

"Your mother said, replied Renata sitting next to Hendrawan.

"really ? ask Hendrawan.

"Of course you want to see my chat with your mother, said Renata proudly.

Hendrawan just smiled to hear it, very smart to make his mother like him, as far as he knows, his mother is always selective with friends or people close to him.

"what am I doing with my mom so she likes you, asked Hendrawan curiously.

"simple what makes you also like me, Renata replied lightly.

"Hi, answer my question first, do not ask back, refute Hendrawan.

"Yes.don't be fierce young master will soon be old, cried Renata.

"Hi you basic mis bar-bar, chirped Hendrawan while looking at the face of Renata who looks pout .

the woman next to him is a very expressive and very attractive at observation, she will not easily lie because it is very unable to hide her facial expression when she is sad, upset or upset.

"emm. You know I was the most reliable former thief before repenting, Renata told the story .

"Yes.., you look dubious, replied Hendrawan with a laugh out loud.

"Hi..dear I was a former thief of heart and love to spread charm even though it is not charming ha ha, I have to admit it turns out they see me because they just want to get entertainment with all my silliness , they don't really like me.

"No body love me, said Renata suddenly feeling sad .

"Who said nobody loves you" asked Hendrawan.

"I told you, Renata answered.

"Stand here, I hit your ass ? hendrawan said with a dislike face.

"yes. such a reality, see until now I am still single, said Renata

"whether, you never dated, asked Hendrawan.

"ever but they left me for another woman, so they don't really love, don't people say that if we love someone he will endure all our circumstances, fight together ? said Renata whose face began to wryly .

"Hi .. No need to remember something that has passed and hurt, Hendra stretched his shoulders pulled Renata's head on his chest, his heart also felt sad.

Two lovebirds who are heartbroken, are in a park in a blanket of feelings of need, each other, each other look after and protect each other even without them knowing the dangers of love that comes in and has been quoted in the window of their hearts.

"Re. I allow you to be my lover, Hendrawan said suddenly.

"what the hell..? are you possessed by Goddess Amor asked Renata inching and releasing Hendrawan's hand from her shoulder .

"are you crazy ? said Renata saw Hendrawan weird .

"you should thank me for letting you love me, get into my life and be my lover, do you never have feelings for me, said Hendrawan not to lose.

"but we're just friends, actually that feeling once came to my mind and mind, but I'm just fine because I know who I am and know who I am and who you are. I know what I am,

you might fall in love with a woman like me.

"Andini always said your lover is always very beautiful and sexy from the upper class educated, I would never dream, said Renata.

"Is he really saying that, I never looked at someone like that myself ? I dated Monica and almost married her, from a very simple family but the family did not allow and let go, she was willing to move faith so that we were together.

"we love each other too bad he got into a traffic accident and took his life.

"Hen, I'm sorry I came home first I forgot there was an appointment with my garden Amelia, so when do we talk again, when, said Renata went and approached Madam Angi who was on the terrace of her house while enjoying coffee.

"my lady I went home first, Renata said.

"Why hurry you will just come, said Mrs Angi .

"Sorry, my mistress forgot there was an appointment with a friend this afternoon, I have to rush to fear being late, replied Renata politely .

"Well next time come again yeah, we're preparing to go abroad checking Hendrawan, we'll be gone a few months and maybe you won't meet Hendrawan long enough ., ' he said ., mrs Angi said giving information so that Renata could routinely come to the house to encourage Hendrawan.

"yes, my mistress will try to come every Sunday, replied Renata passed away.

Renata immediately walked out of the housing complex , luckily not too far from their place from the gate of the kitchen so that Renata can keep walking quickly and out on public transportation to meet his best friend and church friend Amelia.

Amelia meets her a food stall, and , quite crowded they are discussing activities that will be made for Christmas events in the church as well as participating in evangelism in the streets to spread love and treaties for others.

finished eating together, they split up and Renata returned to her contract, she broke down and re-thought of the incident at Hendrawan's house.

happy yet also afraid that she, will be hurt by dreams that are too high according to her, it does not make sense suddenly the feeling of love is among them.

in the church lessons on ministry and consultation one should not consult with the opposite sex either so as not to short circuit between them.

at that time, it occurred to think to stop meeting or chat with Hendrawan because of that consideration, but considering who he was and Renata thought it was impossible Hendrawan would fall in love with a woman like him chose to stay ahead, he said, moreover, seeing Hendrawan in a very bad state and did not have the heart to leave him, how he was willing to leave and let a sick Hendrawan fight for his recovery fighting for life and death but left his lover engaged to another man, he said, whereas they are dating open for a while not a year two years .

Between being happy because he was loved by a handsome and rich man like Hendrawan he was still in disbelief.

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