The Shadow of the Former
The former shadow again ?"

"would Renata choose to return to freedom and choose Hongjie as her harbour place ?

Arriving at the house Renata kept thinking about will , a question that had just crossed her mind.

Renata really does not want to be too restrained, he himself likes freedom and independence, he said, because he was an artist who could not be bridled and felt deprived when he had to live in a golden cage.

No matter how good the cage is, not everyone likes it is not, we should think about the development of our soul, not just physical needs.

Of course living in the palace, is a respect, living in the palace is certainly guaranteed from the matter of the need for food stamps board, is that what is in search of man on this earth.

Although it does not deny that it is all a basic human need on earth.

when humans start life and have a destination just for it, of course we will lack the name of self-value if life is just for food clothing and boards.

Renata always thought it was all just a means of living on the face of the earth where the person who thinks or still believes in eternity he will think, more than that.

as it is written, Matthew 6:31-34 (BK) Do not worry and say: What shall we eat? What will we drink? What will we wear?

All these are sought by nations that do not know God. But your Father in heaven knows that you need all these things.

But seek first the kingdom of God and its truth, and all these things will be added to you.

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow has its own troubles. A day's distress is enough for a day."

That's what ''he counseled by the Lord Jesus in ', the human Bible only seeks to be balanced in living on earth.

For Renata himself, being too spiritual and forgetting to meet worldly needs will certainly cause chaos in his life, just like if we live too worldly then we ourselves will be trapped in this world and ultimately we will lose the purpose of our lives that are created for God.

But that is not the only consideration Renata to continue the relationship with Hendrawan or choose to stop when , Hendrawan has recovered and can live a normal life again.

Renata does not want to live in the shadow of the former Hendrawan who suddenly present in their lives.

Of course, he could not deny that Hendrawan had more discussions with Andini and many of his decisions were still influenced by his ex.

When Renata protests he will be considered too suspicious and jealous of the two of them, the difficulty to find himself in the sense of living with Hendrawan begins to be realized and he feels ilfill with all that.

to his gala could not be revealed to anyone and made him himself feel depressed in the abyss itself.

With her Hongjie he feels a sense of freedom of expression, although he knows that living in uncertainty with Hongjie will have its own pressure as well.

For what they will strive for, to stay alive in the world about food stamps and boards .

Hongjie himself is still a contract but at least he has the business and lives independently, they can both still work to support each other's lives.

There is a pattern that Renata found from his life journey that every human being will have his own difficulties.

Both the rich and the poor are no exception, maybe only different portions and forms.

Renata sighed deeply then he stood up and immediately took a shower, he again laid himself in the bed, at the sight of WhatsApp from Hendrawan through his notifications.

Renata is lazy to open and look at it all, of course Hendrawan will ask things as usual, straight flat without turmoil feelings .

And the second choice of a smart romantic mengombal of course they will spread charm everywhere and the opportunity to have another woman or another man in a person like this has a great opportunity, although not all of that .

Renata did not hit it all flat, thinking it was still raging even though his eyes were already very sleepy.

he forced himself to close his eyes and fall asleep until morning came, sunlight peeking behind the curtains of his room.

he was still half sleepy and sat on his bed, gathering his life that was still left at the beginning of the dream.

staring at the clock in his room was already , rather noon he had to wake up immediately and open his button.

Renata was glued to WhatsApp, from Monica wanting to meet him again, Re sighed again .

Until when will his life be Bayangi by the former, of course if he, parted with Hendrawan.

Because he really felt uncomfortable and bothered by it all, he said, we should not need to connect with ex-husband so as not to disturb the life of a relationship in the present and there is no need for any more feelings of unease between them .

whether he will meet him, whether he will meet him himself or with Andini should he indeed have to meet himself to decide all by himself without dependence on Andini .

Although for the first time indeed, he asked Andini for an opinion, for the steps he would take, but then he himself will continue to include the ex in their relationship.

at first, Renata may think that the former knows more about the past that will help him to avoid mistakes in making decisions.

Renata who sometimes still ask about what is liked and not by Hendrawan so that he minimizes the mistakes that will make him hurt Hendrawan.

But if Renata learns from the past that he is living before that a misunderstanding occurs between him and Hendrawan and Andini just because of a discussion between lover and ex.

where it causes annoyance and suspicion that there is still a sense or prejudice of jealousy among them even though reality is not like they think in the view of their respective hearts .

Although actually trying to have a heart to look for the best, but Renata realized that his heart would feel hurt when he had to he alone and feel meaningless.

Of course, humans cannot force others to have the same attitude , because Andini accuses Renata of being too baper and more likely to feel hurt about their closeness even though they swear there is no longer any sense .

Hendrawan always considered that Renata was just blind jealousy of Andini who had been considered just her sister .

Renata thought that there was no meaning in giving opinions and worthless because in fact they chose the decisions taken and chosen Andini.

although Renata finds it annoying for him he must keep quiet for the sake of maintaining the brotherly relationship of friendship and the health of Hendrawan, a bitter pill that must be swallowed in the name of Love.

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