The Shadow of the Former
The doubt that attacks !

Though hesitating, Renata answered a phone call from Hendrawan.

"Hi, good afternoon Hendrawan how are you ?" ask Renata.

"Okay love, how are you ? "ask Hendrawan who sounded a bit stiff while uttering a slightly romantic seduction.

"are you very busy ?" ask Hendrawan.

"not just meet a few customers and have lunch with Andini" Renata replied .

" Re, maybe in two or three months I will have a heart transplant surgery, there is a heart available for me" Hendrawan said in a happy tone.

" Oh.Good news, certainly very exciting for you and me especially your mother, hopefully soon we can meet , I miss ?" whinek Renata spoiled .

"May I ask you something ? " ask Renata a little doubtful.

"Ask, what is it that you seem to be hiding something from me" replied Hendrawan.

"But don't get mad ya "ask Renata again.

" yes. no anger !" say !" answer Hendrawan again.

"If you're healed well, will you still love me ?" ask Renata.

"what do you mean ?" ask Hendrawan.

Did I not become a shadow lover, just for you ?" ask Renata again.

"Just say what you want, don't have to convoluted " replied Hendrawan.

"If there is an ex-boyfriend who wants to come back and your ex is very much in love with you, do you want to go back to him ?" ask Renata again.

"No, since it's all gone, why are you asking me that, are you trying to get away from me and get back to your boyfriend's ?" Hendrawan asked back .

"No - not like that , why do you think so , I don't have an ex-boyfriend who wants to come back, I just ask you , '" replied Renata a little nervously .

"I Love you too "Renata answered and the phone died.

Renata is confused as to how, a thousand hesitants who attack come to his feet Hendrawan himself says will not change, but just as he knows Monica is still alive, is it possible he will not return , while Andini also admitted that Monica was the first love that is difficult to forget by most people .

"Why, I only realized how difficult it is to live the love story that is in the shadow of the ex, although there is no love anymore sometimes they are still present to make decisions together , sometimes I realize that Hendrawan often discussed together with Andini and it caused a sense of feeling not appreciated as a couple but during protests they will both say that I am jealous ? oh God .

Renata began to struggle with all her thoughts and feelings, she had to endure the feeling of tightness and always the feeling came

Even if Hendrawan feels Andini is better and smarter than him, it is not denied by Renata but at least , he must tell it as a form of appreciation as a couple, it all feels annoying for Re , Re ' said ,but what power sometimes he swallowed all his own bitter race so that he was always hesitant to keep stepping and continue his story with Hendrawan.

the inability to live from the shadows that are still in a relationship and Andini looks dominant in making choices while Renata who often keep their feelings and feelings to themselves , because they will be offended and angry when considered there is still a sense of.

although they were always naive, they showed each other and swore it as just a soudara .

For Renata himself this is a first time relationship and want to see what they say that there will be no love that emanates back between them.

Not all finished appearing again ex-lover in the past who came to disturb his love story, It seems Renata wants to give up with all this, for him it is not funny if he continues to be suspicious of both.

He could not naively say that the pain of his best friend's traitor stabbing him in the back was still evident in his memory and even though he tried to remember himself not everyone was so, it is not allowed to hit flat, although it cannot be denied there are opportunities that lead there.

Wrestling with one's own feelings and thoughts is much more liking than arguing with the other person.

Hence since a long time ago, Renata always chose not to relate to her ex, but to her ex, although he himself is sure there is no more love in his heart but we never know what is in the mind of our former partner or partner.

I don't know all this makes all the confusion created by itself despite trying not to think about all that.

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