Tough Widow
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Since then, Angga was more careful and did not let Ayu out alone. Moreover, lately a lot of guests who visit make him extra vigilant to keep the future wife. Moreover, tomorrow is the wedding day that is anticipated for five years. That means that soon he will bear the status of husband of an Ayu Lestari and will take care of the woman's safety completely.

Ayu and the kids have moved in. They live in their own homes. Although not as luxurious as Angga's house, but still comfortable. 

''I didn't expect to get married tomorrow?'' Look at his reflection from the mirror. Both of his eyes glazed over considering his life's journey all along.

The pain of being unappreciated and always humiliated. Difficulty in supporting her three children. Until the struggle asks for blessing. In fact, all of that is a valuable life lesson, and until anytime will be remembered. 

''Are you happy?'' ask Angga who just came. 

Ayu stood up from her seat twisting the body. Staring at Angga who was standing in the doorway. The man was not alone but with his three children. 

''I'm very happy, Mas. I am happy to meet a man like you, Ayu praised from the heart. 

Adiba and Alifa and Hanan hugged Ayu. They all cried in my mom's arms. 

Not expecting after years of experiencing the bitterness of life. Now they are both at the peak of real happiness. 

''Can I hug?'' tanya Angga spread out both his hands. 

Ayu shook her head slowly. There's no way he's freeing the man before the deal. 

''After this you will stay at papa's house.'' The goose approached them. Gently rubbed the heads of his two daughters. 

Although she was ten years old, Alifa had begun to hijab like her mother. He also said it was polite and gentle.

''But you can stay at Papa Ikram's house too, Pa?'' hanan asked while wiping his tears.

''Boleh. That's fine.''

Angga does not want to curb those who actually have a biological father.

''Now you go home, Mom. Later mama nyariin,'' tell Ayu seriously. 

He does not want tonight Angga sleep at home like yesterday and want to separate before tomorrow met at the pelaminan. 

''I want to talk for a moment,'' Pinta Angga expectantly. 

Forced Ayu to release the children and follow Angga's steps towards the front door. 

''Speak what?'' Ayu stood slightly away from the door, afraid that the man was all sorts.

''No papa, just want to go home. Don't forget to sleep, tomorrow night we stay up.'' Blinked one eye, flirting.

Instantly Ayu cheeks blushed hearing that remark. Although this was not the first time he still felt gerogi, even almost forgot about the exciting night. 

''Assalamualaikum,'' Angga said as he stepped towards the car. 

Ayu answered and waved her hand the farewell sign. 

After this I'll give up my whole life for you, Mas. Don't worry, I'll try to be a good wife. I'll make you comfortable. 

A promise that Ayu once said when she married Ikram. However, he had to fail with the presence of the third person. 

Ayu approached her three children who were in the room. He sits in the middle of them. 

''Soon Papa Angga will officially become your papa. But remember! I can't often ask for anything from him. Mama will still meet your needs.''

Hanan, the biggest child nodded and followed his younger siblings. 

''The money that you love for school fees, don't be made to mess around. That is a trust, so take good care of it. Learn to be responsible, Ayu's message at length. 

Adiba and Alifa nodded at the same time. They understood what Ayu meant. 

Angga who had just arrived immediately met the Winda maam in the living room. He was struggling in the lap of his mother. 

''What after this you will leave mama?'' Clear circles dripping on the cheeks of Missa. As a mother there is a fear of losing her son. 

''No, Ma. We'll stay together. Mama will stay with me and Ayu is also a child, Angga explained clearly. 

Bu Winda rubbed Angga's forehead. If near the man she remembered with her late husband. However, think hard with the choices that will be taken later.

''Message mom to you, Ga. Never hurt Ayu in any way. Because the heart of the woman is very fragile. They only pretend to be strong to face reality, said Missa. 

Angga nodded in understanding. Not wanting to make Ayu cry let alone hurt. In his heart there were only good intentions and would make them happy after passing through the vicarities of life. 

''Mama just calm down. I'll make Ayu and the kids happy. After this we will all live together in a bigger house. So they are more comfortable.''

Miss Winda smiled. ''Mama will stay here. Many memories that make mama will not leave this place, you and Ayu who live in that house, refused Miss. 

Angga did not ask the reason for the refusal. Enough to know the feelings of Miss.

''I slept first, Ma. Fear of waking up.''

Ms. Winda nodded and smiled.

Angga went into the room. He lay staring at the ceiling of his room. Hope the time passes soon. 

''Even though it's only a few hours away, why am I so impatient?''

The dog covered his face with a pillow. Hopefully tonight he can momentarily forget Ayu's face.

''Ayu oh Ayu, do you use pellets to ensnare me, why can't I live without you.

Tilting his body to the left and right expels away the face of his future wife to immediately leave. Because, he will not be able to withstand the weight of longing even if only last night. 

It's been almost two hours Angga in the room, not even able to close his eyes. It was as if Ayu continued to bully her heart at this moment. Sounds more, but that's how the bride feels at this time.

''I'll just call him.'' Angga grabbed the phone on the nightstand. He immediately called Ayu's number.

''You definitely can't sleep?'' guess Ayu with a soft voice.

''Kok you know?'' Angga leaned his back beside the window. His eyes stared at the glittering lights that adorned the middle of the city.

''You know, the proof is that you called me, if now sleep must have dreamed of me, joked Ayu.

Angga laughs tickling. What Ayu said was absolutely right and it made her unable to lie.

''Now you go back to bed,'' tell Ayu to Angga.

Without thinking long, Angga also did it with pleasure.

''Close your eyes, ''' tell Ayu again.

Not much to say, Angga followed.

Shortly afterwards there was a sound of regular breathing that means Angga has fallen asleep.

He wants to be a priest, but every sleep must be guaranteed first.