Tough Widow
Change of mind

Ayu thought hard. Aligning his heart and mind to fight each other. It should not be selfish, at this time Hanan did look fine. What about Chika? In fact, if it was continuous like this surely his future would be ruined. The girl would be immersed in a mortal life without direction. All that is dreamed of is only an unfulfilled hope. 

As a mother, she did not want to ruin a child's life. Moreover, the girl was the only hope of both her parents. His family's successor. 

''We come to Chika's house, Mas, '' said Ayu grabbed her handbag that was on the table. 

Angga smiled faintly. They left the cafe after asking for Danu's home address. 

''What are you going to tell Chika?'' tanya Angga started to gas the car. 

Ayu shook her head, she was still confused as to her purpose. However, it will make sure the girl is okay. He opened his heart again, closed by the wrong decision. 

''In my opinion, you leave them alone, we just warn you not to go over the line.'' Angga ventured to give an opinion that had been harbored. For fear Ayu was angry. 

Ayu. His brain is still looking for the right answer to that. Do not want a wrong step that will be fatal later. 

Chika's house is no less luxurious than Angga's house. They are worth it in terms of material. Only, Angga and Ayu did not show too much wealth. However, Danu as a businessman clearly knows who the person who is currently in front of him. 

''Welcome to our home, sir, Mom.''

Mirna and Danu welcome Ayu and Angga with both hands open. Treat them with respect and respect. Prepare a variety of banquets in the living room. Looks special and luxurious. 

''Sorry if our request interferes with father and mother's time.'' Danu apologized again. 

Ayu smiled slightly. His eyes stared at the photo of Chika on display filling the living room. Beautiful, cute and adorable. It is worth making her child fall in love.

''Chika is very beautiful huh, Ma'am, '' praise Ayu pleasantries. 

Mirna smiled. Tells the girl since childhood to teenagers who are quiet and rarely get along. Hanan was the only man who entered her life. That's Mirna said. 

Ayu and Angga heard carefully while nodding their heads in understanding. If seen when meeting is like that, but I don't know Ayu did not understand completely. 

''Where is he now?'' tanya Ayu opened her voice. 

''There's in the room, '' Mirna replied pointing to the door of the room on the second floor. 

Ayu touched Angga's hand, asking for the man's opinion. 

''Find him,'' said Angga patting Ayu's hand. ''Surely later he will understand, '' he added convincingly. 

Ayu stood up from her seat. He followed Mirna who was walking in front of him. They look familiar. Either because both people are respected or others, but Ayu also feels comfortable and connected when talking. 

''Chika, open the door, boy!'' yell Ayu while knocking on the door. 

''Don't want to, Ma. I'm lazy to meet anyone, yelled a voice from the inside making Ayu's heart slashed again.

''That's so, Ma'am. He does not want to meet anyone, explained Mirna worried. 

''I'll try.'' 

Mirna retreated one step, now her place was replaced by Ayu. 

Chika looked towards the tightly closed door. Although it sounded faint, but he did not forget the distinctive voice, his name was not foreign. His legs that feel flexible also move wearing sandals. Get up from the bed to the door. 

His eyes began to be bathed in a clear liquid recalling Hanan's words that morning. His lips shook with the cry. 

Opening the door wide and scattering hugged Ayu who was standing in front of the door. She shed her tears on the woman's arms.

Ayu could feel a deep sob of sadness in the girl. Not expecting his decision to make Chika lost direction like this time. 

''Calm yourself.'' Ayu rubbed Chika's back up and down. Provide a warm hug that may give a slightly positive aura. 

''Leave us, Ma'am.'' 

Mirna nodded in agreement. Sure, Ayu can bring kindness to her daughter. They are still in arms like a mother and child who miss each other. 

''Tante wants to talk to you, '' said Ayu cupped Chika's cheeks filled with tears. 

Chika nodded in restraining the cry that kept making Ayu feel guilty. They went into the room and closed the door. Sit on the edge of the bed and look in the same direction. 

Silent, only the sound of Chika's heartbreaking sobbing sounded.

''Do you love Hanan so much?'' tanya Ayu made sure.

Chika nodded quickly. Grab Ayu's hands and kiss her. Staring at his eyes with adhesion. 

''I really love Hanan, Auntie. Ever since he cut off our relationship, I felt like I had no more goals for school. Though I tried to be okay, but every time I saw him my heart was broken again. It feels like just dying.'' 

Chika tried not to cry. But what a force, as if the tears did want to represent his deep sadness. As proof of how fragile his heart was right now when half his soul left. 

''It can't be like that, son. Remember your future. You deserve to reach sky-high goals. What's special about him. There aren't. Aunt please do not expect too much in humans, because it will only hurt yourself.'' Ayu gripped both shoulders slightly pressing. Still looking at her wet eyes. 

''Trust! If you are a match, God will bring it together again. Aunty doesn't approve of your relationship. But auntie just kept her distance because you guys were still in school. You may think this is cruel, but think again. Every parent wants the best for their child. Didn't you?''

Chika lowered her head, digesting every correct Ayu said. Although he could not accept it completely, but a little relieved to hear Ayu's reason. 

''It's just a matter of time.'' Ayu regained confidence. I hope Chika understands.  

The time is not yet right to have a serious romance because maybe the heart is still very unstable and easily affected. Easily shifted due to new circumstances or atmosphere. It still takes a lot of consideration if you are going to move to the next level. Must think hard against the opposite current. It could be due to different establishment or blessing and also the situation. 

''That means that at any time there is still a chance for me to become a Aunt's daughter-in-law?'' ask Chika straightforwardly.  

Ayu smiled seeing the seriousness in the eyes of the girl who dared to ask him such a thing. 

''Yes, aunt will approve. As long as you guys are really grown up later.'' Rubbed Chika's hair gently. 

Chika hugged Ayu again. There was a speck of spirit strokes present after hearing the woman's explanation. His heart that was washed away yesterday in turmoil is now rising and full of light.

''I'll go to school again tomorrow.'' Chika said solemnly.

Ayu kissed Chika's head. ''Aunt will always pray for you and Hanan. You guys are good boys.''