Tough Widow
Ex-ex

Chika budging. His entire body felt limp for a moment until he looked for a backrest to remain able to stand. Staring at the back of Hanan who started to move away from the place where he was decided unilaterally. 

I can't accept it, maybe that's how his heart speaks. But what power, Hanan's speech there is right too. They are only seventeen years old and should not have established love like adults. Although the heart feels the pain of slashing and even broken into pieces still have to accept the decision. 

''Miss is okay?'' The driver who delivered Chika was forced to approach her employer and make sure that her young Miss was okay.

Chika shook her head without a sound. Hand over the book and the bag and go back in and sit in the back seat. 

''Let me go home, sir!'' said faltered. 

Young people today, if you break up already do not want to go to school.

The driver only saw Chika crying bitterly from the reflection of the hanging rearview. Then he nodded in agreement. 

There were no words spoken at the corner of the long-haired girl's wavy lips. But from the look of his eyes looked chaotic, even his spirit faded and seemed to vanish in the morning breeze. 

''Later if you ask me just say I'm sick, sir, ''' ask Chika while closing my eyes. 

He wanted to forget what had just happened. Difficult indeed. Her introduction for three years made her and Hanan a romantic lover. Even if you never argue with anything serious, there is only laughter created. 

The car stopped in front of a classic luxury house. Chika went down. Take a deep breath before entering and meeting his parents again. 

Just opening the door, a man and woman stood looking at Chika with a look of intimidation. 

''You why, Chik?'' ask the woman gently. She is Mirna, Chika's mother.

Chika hugged tightly. Back, shed his tears that were left as iprit. 

''You why, son?'' her question grew panicked and stroked the head of the princess who was crying sobbing. 

Meanwhile, the man wearing a neat suit was lifting both shoulders a sign of not understanding. 

''Perhaps his allowance is lacking,'' his mockery of origin. 

''Yes papa has gone first, don't cry a lot later ugly.'' Swiped Chika's back before leaving. 

Mirna takes Chika to the living room chair. Because that place is closer. Maybe that way, the girl can freely tell about the events that happened to her.  

''Now you tell me about Mom. What's up?'' her question covers both cheeks of Chika. 

Yes, the only child was spoiled because of the treatment of his parents who almost never scolded him. Even Chika is always hailed as the most beautiful princess in her extended family. 

''Hanan mutusin me, Ma. He no longer wants to date me, he said still intermittent. 

Mirna held back a laugh. He thought his daughter's complaint was funny, but also pitying. Not expecting, behind her makeup every day that looks beautiful, there is a man who penetrates the space of his heart and resides there. 

''Yes no papa, besides you will still be in High School, not good courtship, '' said Mirna relaxed. 

Yes, maybe for those who do not feel light enough. Just talk, but for Chika it was the toughest time of her life. 

''But I love her, Ma.'' Chika was still insistent and still expressed her heart. Even though there is no hope at the moment. He still wants to be together, not even want to break up like Hanan said. 

I heard a long breath. 

''Love doesn't have to be, does it? It means you are free to love. But remember, in the midst of the relationship of a pair of opposite sex there is a God who determines. You cannot fight against fate and a soul mate, for as close as God wills you will remain separated, so you hope you understand. If Hanan is your soul mate, then someday God will bring you closer, for now focus on learning. He said he wanted to be a doctor, '' Mirna longhua elnar. 

Chika nodded. His heart began to calm down a little. Although still injured, at least not too desperate and want to end his life like a minute after hearing the word breaking from Hanan's lips earlier. 

''Now think about what you should do and what you should not. Meaning Hanan is good, you can still be friends.''

Chika went straight to the room to calm down. Prepare your heart to greet tomorrow when you meet Hanan. The man who is currently just an ex.

In room 11B looks ordinary. Like the day before her, noisy coloring place filled with those who would gain knowledge. 

But there was something different with Hanan, the man was more silent and occasionally answered questions from his friends. 

''Why are you anyway? Just shut up?'' ask one of the men while patting Kanan's arm. 

''There is nothing, ''' Hanan replied lazily. As if there was no passion for learning. Open a book to reduce anxiety. 

Hopefully Chika is fine, that's what comes to her brain when she sees the empty bench in front of her. 

''Chika where is it, did she not enter again?'' ask the others. 

''Yes, Nan. If he was with you yesterday, where is he going now?'' They stared at Hanan's intense gaze. Waiting for an answer from him. 

Hanan. He had no courage to give an honest answer. It is certain that Chika will not enter because of her words this morning. 

''Good morning everyone.''

The greeting of Master Ma'am from the doorway saved Hanan's tension. Now he can breathe a sigh of relief, at least they do not flock him again with questions that are difficult to answer. 

''After, Ma'am.'' They answered in unison.

I love you too, Chik. Even I'm very comfortable when I'm around you, but I love my mom. I don't want him to be disappointed in this relationship. You're two good women, but I can't choose you two, there has to be a hurt heart. 

Hanan rubbed his tears that had escaped. He also could not if he had to meet face to face with the former for now. 

Hanan stood up from his seat. Hold the bag and walk to the back. 

''Ray, we're changing yuk's place! He said you like Chika, Hanan said to one of his friends who also liked Chika. Although a little unwilling to see the girl of his heart close to other men, Hanan still do for the good of both of them. 

Ray's eyes sparkled as if getting the most beautiful gift. The man immediately sat down at Hanan's place, and vice versa. 

Sorry, Chik. If we were just ordinary friends now. But I will still love you in silence.