Tough Widow
Jealous

Sometimes Ayu also feels tired of facing the trials of life that are endless. When trouble continues to fall like rain falling from the sky, that's when he realizes that destiny is not in accordance with expectations. Failing in the household made him hesitate to marry again, but seeing the kindness of Angga he could not bear if he had to reject the man. 

A full day Ayu's brain was looking for the right answer to the continuation of her relationship with Angga. He kept convincing himself. Strengthening his heart to believe in the meaning of true love. Trying to believe in his heart at this moment. 

"What do you think?" Hanan sat beside Ayu who seemed to be staring blankly. 

Ayu shook without a sound. Grab the phone and look at the screen. There were several messages from Angga and also two calls from the man. 

"Can mom ask?" ayu asked without taking the phone off her hand. 

"May, just ask. I'll answer it." Hanan prepared to receive a question from Ayu. 

Ayu breathed deeply. He was ready to receive any answer from his first son. 

Because, the marriage this time is not only for himself but for his three children who still need the love of a father. 

"Did Hanan agree mama married om Angga?" ask Ayu straightforwardly. 

Hanan smiled and nodded quickly. "Well, Ma." Hugged Ayu tightly. "Mama deserves to be happy, and I'm sure om Angga can be happy, Mama."

That's what Hanan wants, Angga's good attitude is able to make him melt. Moreover, he also wants his sisters to get affection like other children. 

Ayu smiled as well. Proud of Hanan who is now being wise. Children are the source of their current happiness and want to see them continue to laugh. 

"Hanan continues to pray, may God give the best for us." Kissing the head of the son in his arms. 

The sound of knocking on the door blew the two away. Ayu tidied up her hijab. Guess who comes at curfews like this. 

"Maybe papa Angga," guess Hanan took off his embrace. 

Ayu scrunched her forehead. No way, because Angga already said tonight there's a job. 

"Maybe bi Ninik." Ayu came out of her room. He opened the door while Hanan switched to sitting in the living room. 

"Assalamualaikum.." a heavy voice came from the front door. 

Ayu answered slowly. Surprised to see someone coming. 

"Mas Ikram," Ayu greeted with surprise. 

Ikram only smiled faintly while looking at Hanan who looked indifferent. 

"I want to see the kids." Confidently Ikram says his purpose. 

Hanan immediately ran and entered his room. Alifa and Adiba are busy with their toys. 

"Please come in, Mom." Ayu took some toys at the table and then made a drink. 

Ikram waved his hand towards Alifa and Adiba, whereas they just fell silent as if staring at Ikram with a foreign look.

"That's papa, son," exclaimed Ayu from the kitchen. 

Alifa remained unmoved and continued to play the doll that was in her hands without caring about Ikram. 

"Not the day after Adiba's third birthday, Yu?" Ikram.

Ayu came with a cup of black coffee and put it on the table and approached her two daughters. 

"Yes, Mas. I ordered a cake at a nearby store. You don't have to worry, I still remember" Ayu replied gently. 

Farewell between them is destiny until now Ayu began to accept it with sincerity, expelling the pain incised by the Ikram.

"It's money for them." Ikram took out an envelope from his suit pocket and put it next to his coffee. 

Children should still be responsible for the crime. But for some reason, Ayu refused to accept the help. 

"If you need it the most, wear it, Mas. I can meet their needs." Ayu bragged. 

Ayu seduces her two daughters so that they will be close to Ikram. Peeling off all the good that the man had ever given. I don't want to keep it between father and son. 

Little by little, Alifa began to melt. Her tiny legs swung towards Ikram. His hand stretched out to touch the hand of the father who looked up. 

"Papa's hug, son!" tell Ayu with a smile. 

Alifa hugged the Ikram. Adiba from behind. They were spoiled like before when there was no separation between their parents. 

Unwittingly Pushing tears. Kissing his two daughters in turn. Evaporating the pent-up longing stifles the chest.

Forgive me, Son. Pardon papa, only that word wants to be said but stuck in the esophagus. 

"Do you want to meet Hanan?" tanya Ayu melted the silence. 

Ikram nodded without taking off his embrace. 

Ayu knocked on the door of the eldest's room. 

"Open the door, son! Papa wants to talk," cried Ayu. 

"I don't want to see papa. He's been mean to us, Ma. Tell him to go" Hanan shouted from inside. 

"Already, Yu. Hanan is right, don't force him" Ikram said politely. 

Ayu sat in front of the Ikram. They talk like guests and hosts. Not even a little talk about the past related to personal problems until the ringing of the phone stopped their conversation. 

"It looks like you, Yu." Ikram checked his phone that didn't ring. 

Ayu stood up from her seat picking up her flat object. Sure enough, it turned out that Angga contacted him. He immediately accepted and greeted the man across the street. 

"Where the hell is it? Very long lift," said Angga annoyed. 

"Sorry there is mas Ikram. I was accompanying him in conversation." 

Angga who had been lying down jumped up immediately tidied his hair in front of the mirror. Snatch the jacket and get out of the room. 

"I'll be there soon. Don't get too close to Ikram." 

Ayu could only help but laugh at the words of Angga. Sounds possessive, but adorable. 

"Where are you going? It's already night. Besides, Ikram will be home soon," Ayu assures. 

"No, I'm going there anyway." Angga remains chuckle. 

"Where are you going, Ga?" A woman's voice stopped Angga's steps. 

Ayu who was behind the phone could hear the voice. 

"Nara and her mother are coming soon. You're not going anywhere?" added again. 

Ayu could only swallow the words. He was sure the person called Mama Angga was not just an ordinary guest. 

"But, Ma. I __" 

Angga stopped his words. It is impossible to break his promise to Miss Winda and will try to get close to Nara. 

"There's no buts. Mama doesn't want to disappoint Nara, remember that." 

Ayu immediately disconnected her connection and sent a message to Angga. 

A mother will give her best for her child. And also with auntie. I hope you don't fight it just for me. 

Angga could only read a message from Ayu and cancel his plan to leave.