Tough Widow
Conscious

"It's all my fault, Ma. If only I had forgiven you, maybe this accident would not have happened" Hanan said regretfully. 

"There's nothing wrong, don't keep blaming yourself," Ayu answered rubbing Hanan's back up and down.

"I don't want papa to die, Ma. I can't forgive myself, I love her so much." Taking off his embrace and staring at Ayu's face intensely. 

Ayu came in tears to see her son collapsed. Not expecting behind the hatred that every time expressed save millions of hidden affection. 

"Mom sure papa will be fine. You didn't hear the doctor say that papa's past his critical period?" ayu said calming. 

Hanan rubbed both of his cheeks. True what the mother said, Ikram will definitely be fine as she hoped. 

The door opened from the inside. Ayu and Hanan approached the doctor who had just come out. 

"How's papa doing, Doc?" ask Hanan enthusiastically. 

The male doctor smiled faintly as he patted Hanan's arm which looked chaotic. "Look down, the patient can be saved. But the wound still had to be treated intensively." 

"Alhamdulillah" said Ayu and Hanan simultaneously. They rubbed his face with both hands. At least he could breathe a sigh of relief after hearing the doctor's explanation. 

"Can I see him, Doc?" tanya Hanan stared at the Ikram lying on top of the cage. 

"Please! But don't bother him, let him rest." 

Before entering into the Angga come. The man was not much different from Hanan and Ayu, panicked when he heard the news about the accident experienced by Ikram. 

"You're not papa, are you?" ask Angga to Hanan. 

"I'm good, Pa." Hugged Angga and then went inside. 

Ayu and Angga wait outside. 

"sorry. I was late, there was an important meeting" Angga said feeling guilty. 

Ayu simply replied with a headband. Pity also on Angga who must be busy taking care of his affairs. 

They sat in a shiny iron chair in front of the room where Ikram was being treated. 

Hanan approached the gurney and sat down next to her. Staring all over Ikram's body filled with wounds, especially on the head and face. 

"I'm sorry, Pa. I promise I will not be indifferent again papa," said Hanan lirih. 

Grabbing Ikram's hand and holding it. 

Now his brain and heart are no longer opposites and will accept the Kram completely. Throw away the ego that has been enveloping him. 

The dominant room with the smell of drugs was gripping for Hanan, there was a fear that began to hit. Fear of leaving before they forgive each other. That regret will not be overshadowed.

"Whatever I will do as long as you can recover," he added seriously. 

Angga and Ayu in front were also worried about the situation of Ikram. 

"I'll call Harini's mom." 

Ayu took her phone from the bag. Then call Harini who is two years old again living abroad with her husband. 

They talk about the situation of the Kram now, and hope that his only brother will come quickly. 

"What did Harini say?" ask Angga. 

"Mr Harini will be here soon. Waiting for Joseph to come home, he said outside the city."

Angga mangut-mangut understood. He had to cancel today's event to explain to Alice the heart of his marriage for the sake of the son who was overwhelmed with grief. 

"Old Hanan's kok huh? She's doing it again, don't-don't sleep inside." Angga moved from his seat. Approaching the tightly closed door. 

He opened the door and entered, followed by Ayu from behind. 

"Here you go, don't be sad anymore. The doctor told me that papa was okay. I'll soon be conscious." Ayu rubbed Hanan's broad shoulder gently. 

"Yes, do not be too late, later papa Ikram also do not like if you like this," added Angga from the side. 

"But it's all my fault, Ma Pa. If I had forgiven papa, maybe he wouldn't have had an accident like this" Hanan said. 

Not long after, Adiba and Alifa came escorted by Ais. They scatter into the bed and sit beside the ikram. 

"Why, Ma?" alifa asked touching a small wound on the arm. 

"Papa's sick, son. Adiba and Alifa just pray that papa will heal quickly." 

The two daughters of Ayu immediately raised their hands and prayed as the mother requested. Hanan, Ayu, and Angga also observed every prayer from Alifa. 

Having just fallen silent, Ikram opened his eyes slowly. An incredible sight greeted his consciousness from the nightmare. 

His lips were interested in forming a smile. In the midst of great pain there is a great gift. I never thought he was surrounded by loved ones. 

"Papa," Hanan cried for the first time. 

Hugging Ikram, his two sisters did the same. 

Clear liquid moistened the Ikram temple. Memories after memories swirled back in his mind. Always remind me of the past. 

"Excuse me papa," said Ikram in a soft voice and almost inaudible. 

Both of his hands moved hugging his two daughters as well as Hanan. Their presence seemed to be the most potent medicine among other medicines. 

"No need to apologize, Pa. Quickly healed," said Alifa kissed the cheek of Ikram, followed by Adiba who did the same. 

Ayu and Angga also smiled to see the condition of the Ikram that began to improve. That means Hanan's heart is getting quieter. 

"Mama came out first yes, you are satisfied to talk with papa," said Ayu then left his three children who struggled spoiled on Ikram. 

"After this we're gone, aren't we, Pa?" hanan asked Angga who was about to open the door. 

Angga nodded raising his thumb a sign of agreement. 

Ayu furrowed her eyebrows at the behavior of the two of them who still like to play cat-slinging behind her. 

"You and Hanan have a promise what the hell, Mas?" ask Ayu to investigate. 

Gawat, why Ayu asked everything, later if you tell him Hanan must be angry, but if not say he was disappointed. 

The goose on the verge of confusion. Scratching his head that is not itchy. 

"It's a young man's business, honey. You don't have to follow." Angga embraces Ayu's shoulder, but the reason instead makes his future wife angry. 

"You think I'm old." Ayu said in a high tone until several passing sisters turned their heads. 

Angga shook his head quickly. "That's not it, I mean it's a man's business, so you won't understand" Angga's errat assures. 

"Whatever, the important thing is not to make Hanan visit ya, Mas. I don't want him to depend on you" Ayu said at length. 

"Ready, I won't abuse you and the kids."